me for what I am


I skipped half of math class today hahahaz. "hey nina you wanna go work out?" O__o lolx. "Hey you work out right, I saw you playing volleyball" Woah. hahhaha. Run down on what happened. Things are starting to get interesting. I should hang out with these guys more. They're so close and friendly they remind me of gals. Har har har. I went up to them and said "hey I wanna know more bad words *evil smile*" and Kevin said something in Vietnamese. And well "it's a bad word"
"say it again?"=me
"no way" =Kevin
"lan jiao"=chen wei
" I know that one already"=me
"chi bai" =chen wei
" yeah that one too"=me
" why do you know all the bad words?! Bad girl!" =Kevin
"..."=me
^^ har har har. Anyways I was pretty shocked 'cause they treated me like one of them. It's like they expected me to be siao. Like I am muaha. Or maybe all guys are like that. And they were eating the pepperoni stick. Chen wei stuck it in front of me and said "here, try it" O__o okay.. bite it off?! anyway he got what I meant and tore some off for me muaha. eee>__< close until like gal muaha. But I like being with them. They're fun. Just talking to them made me miss half of math class. Bout the pepperoni thing, it was way too salty for my liking. I ate half and threw it away. Amazing right? I hardly ever throw food away. Maybe should ask them to come over to play pool with me MUHAHHA. Anyways lemme tell you bout my next crush. Weasley ( no not the one in harry potter, the one with the same first name in real life.

Great now my mom knows I like him. To tell my bro was a big mistake. Anyways here's what happened. ytd I told pei i liked him right. and today i asked him, so how is he? and she was like talking on the phone and blahz. Then we were walking along the corridors and all, guess who we saw? HIM!! T__T I always have to see him when I look disgusting muaha. Well anyways he was waving at us ( or maybe only me *blush* keke) and then I really didn't recognize him. I really didnt haha. And he was like " hey you didn't recognize me! I was waving at you!" then he turned to pai and said "you know, I was waving at her and she looked behind her!" and I " Hey i'm sorry, I REALLY couldnt recognize you!"
"And to think I drove her home the other time sommore!"
"SORRY!!" T__T haha he gave the " dun friend you. hrmpf" look. lolx. I didn't know a guy could do that. Then I turned to pei and said "oh, he's not so cute after all" =P har har har. He's handsome. Just not that cute. hahahahaz. and then I said "hey I wanna see your mousepad =D!" ( his mousepad has a picture of his brother on it. pei told me his brother is better looking (*cant wait to see man >__<*)) And he said he'll show it to me sometime. har har har!

Went to register for classes after that. I'm going for microecons, calculus and computing. Can't seem to get enough of computing muaha. It's fun. I love the labs. Makes you think, but success is just so sweet* =D. Okay after registering and all mom came to pay for us. So we waited for her. 20mins ~__~. takes longer and longer for her to get there. And then well when we were paying, weaseley came in and said hi to me again.. and I pointed at mom and said " my mom." Guess what he did?! He said " oh" and walked over, tapped my mom on the shoulder, stuck out his hand and said " ronald." OMG! So cool! hahahz. anyways can't hang out with any of them this memorial weekend, they went to vancouver.

Gosh I rally should shut up 'bout him. I'm gonna hang out with Tram. Try to anyways. and play pool. and do homeowrk. Now that's my weekend planned for me ^^ Can't wait for tuesday. Work out with the guys. ^^ I really hope we can become the bestest bestest buddies ^^ ( and I wont mind a certain one of them at all :P bo bian. first crush. hahahaz.)

"look her she comes now, bow down and stare in wonder"

|| Pinch me. || 4:59 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

i didn't get to skip class today. man i missed my chance to talk to those guys ~__~ dang it. Tomorrow bahx. too bad can't hang out with them cos of math. bleahx. they seem like really fun people. ( okay and a tinge perverse, like i am muahah) but hey, it's fun to be twisted. hahhahaz. I really wanna get to know em better ^^ shall i them? Gambatte chee gee!

|| Pinch me. || 7:39 PM

in school now slacking


I didn't have time to blog at home so here I am! Standing ( yeah standing) in the middle of the library typing. It's weird cos I never really stood up and typed before. But cool nonetheless. Hrmz let's see. I have one hour to kill. what ever shall I do? Arh I needa write a letter to Lee. I bet she's been expecting it for damn long. So I shall write to here. I have one hour anyways, and for once I actually completed my homework before coming to school. Next time I shall continue my habit of doing it before class. If I don't fall asleep first. Hahahhahaz.

I havent seen r***** in so many days. I'm already starting to forget him. OMG I don't even remember how he looks like. LUcky me? bleahx. hrmz. I hope I can hang out with the guys from english class. I don't feel like going for math today. Wanna pon class. ahahahha. I mean, I'm the only one who hasn't ponned yet. Man I am so bloody guai. =X. If I can hang out with some people today then I'll pon. I was hoping I could play basketball today. SOMEONE JUST SAID HI TO ME!! OMG!! I dont know who she is!! and She KNOWS my name!! Ooopx. I needa ask someone who she is. Dang it. Keep forgetiing. T__T Oh lemme tell you something. On monday I talked to Charlie and chen wei and guess what? They laughed when I spoke Chinese. IS it THAt BAD??! And anyways I was becoming so bloody obsessed with speaking Chinese that I went to Math class ( almost all the people there are chinese) and screamed " wo yao jiang hua yi~~!" lolx everyone thought I was mad. As usual.

well that's it. It's pretty boring here. I shall put myself on a potty and shit.

" I will be myself today"

|| Pinch me. || 8:50 AM

Friday, May 21, 2004

is it in his eyes..


Oh no it never is
is in his touch
oh no blah blah blah~
if you wanna know
let me tell you so,
it's in his kiss~~
that's what it is!

haha feeling way corny today. I was so hyper today. for some odd reason. I looked in the mirror and decieded to be myself again. plain old dramatic siao me. hows that for a change*evil laughter*. Well yeah I was being dramatic in the hall way and people were staring. I dont give a sh*t. I was happy! So be it. Let the world taste some of my energy, I seem to have LOAdS of it babe. hahahahahahaz. okay then shall i get on to my story?

I wore the DCP shirt I got with rach today. Mom said ti was ugly. i dont give a damn . I like it. even though it truly shows of my fats. muahaha. who cares.I will lose weight in time to come. anyways who wears tanks? it's kinda cold.

plain old day in school. was late for computing. like, again. haha. I was rushing english homework in the library. I didn't bring me watch today so I didn't know the time. I had my handphone though when i checked it I was already late. finished the homework in 15 min.. I fell asleep halfway. 45mins gone. tick tock. woke up and wah lah. homework.late. lalalala.

english. i have completely no clue why my teacher loves to pick on me. not that it's a bad thing, i mean i got to go to the same group as kevin. (he's funny, that's all) i felt like outta place, miss heinlein suddenly said, "hrmm let's see.. Nina!" wOot! Moi<----??? I was like,"eh?" and it's like of all the groups that had 5 ppl she only moved me to the 3ppl group. like what the. okay not that i'm complaining. just weird. i now i don't know hwich group i'm supposed to go to next time. to my old one or this one? she either loves me or hates me (hahahahahahhahaahahahhahahahahahahah) i can't contain my laughter. i duno why. must be pmsing. i always get hyper when i pms. weird eh? to think ppl get down when they pms. hrmx. okayz anyways. we did an asignment on.. well you know the mystery magazine where there's always the figure out the killer or something from the statements/ facts given? we did figure out the positions of the baseball players. I haven't known who yet but i'll get round to doing it. halfway done anyways.

after english i was really getting siao. i have no idea why. in computing i drew a really toopid piccy haha, and i showed it to tricia. she laughed, good. hahhahahahaha, and then okay after english was time for math right.. so i was walking down the hallway with my hands clapsed in front of me saying aloud "please let there be no math class today let there be nop math class today no math class today.." and kevin turned around and looked at me "what are you doing?" " i dont wanna go for math class.." and then i saw the teacher go into the classroom i went " NOOO!! HE WEnt INTO THE CLASS!!!...i have to go to class...*sob sob*" haha I didn't see kevin's reaction ( laugh or cry? hrmz.)but yes. enter nina. the real one. muahah.

the math. boring. exponential. i know *nod head* you know too. maybe you don't. but doesnt matter cause i'm not gonna talk bout that. after math *squeeze eyes shut and smiles like an idiot* went to the cafeteria with pei. and on the way there that indo pres guy sneaked up to me and pulled me bag off!! 98^&@!!! "hey I calle dyou and you didn't respond" WHAT THE?!? I didn't hear anything. *hmrpf* poor bag.. need to endure so much. haiz. oh i know his name now, i think. I think it's ronald. i know alot of people. only by face. and pei pei always scolds me cause of that. can't remember anyone's name. hahahahaz. but anyways. did anything give him the right to do that?! Yeah he's the pres and all. but?!dortz. I don't even know him that well. Was shocked. hey wait. don't i do that to other people too..? *think* oh. paiseh. *reflecting* well he's kinda cute... *blush* =___= okay anyways I was blur so pei pei said "he's a playboy, maybe he likes you" I laugh. NO larh i very calmly said "nah. can't be" logically, it can't be. I'm still not my "true" self with her .. I don't know why. If i were with fiona rachel lydia caryn i would be like. "YEah man!" hahahahz. heck care. one day i shall unleash the full blast of cheegee za siao.

Ate at the chinese place. the only thing i like there is the yang chou fried rice.. it's the best so far ( in USA). But you know what i really miss? Chau mee fen ( sounds liddat) !!! the one at blk 169 bedok south ave...*slurp* and sambal sting ray at lao pa sat. *drool* Mom;s sick. but she keeps eating chilli. I told her not too..haiz. Mom's don't listen to their own advice. to think she bans me from all chilli when i'm sick. Hmrpf. anyways there's this vietnamese chilli that taste's great with mian. they don't have it in spore though. and they dont have arby's in spore.

okay at night. night time i went back to school to listen to people readin their own stories. So well I liked the last speaker. she was good. Hell yeah! she had so much energies in her stories. it was simply amazing. great sense of humor *applaud*. I met Kim on the way in and we sat together. apparently only 3 ppl from our class came. Me, kim and Aj. miss heinlein told me my essay was great. told kim to read it O_o hey so she likes me?! =X and then they were talking about high schools which i know zilch about. but anyways after the whole thing i waited for mom to come. 9pm she said. I was out there at 9pm, took her 10mins longer to get to me. Kim came out with me. during that 10mins, she taught me how to waltz. it's so simple but i needa get the hang of it. It'll be useful at gran's parties. and then walked outta school with her (like only to the curb) cause i couldnt stop talking. =X but i think we might be friends *grinzz* she thought i was 19 =( maybe it's cause of my size. I'm kinda big. bigger than her anyway. she also taught me what to do with my hair when it gets long. Might try that one day.

the end. super long blog today muahah. took an hour to think and type. so be happy. ( oh yeah not alot of ppl read this blog anyways.. so i shall be happy instead.*evil laughter* i did the evil laughter in real life like twice. Kim agreed that it was EvIl laughter. hahahaz)

|| Pinch me. || 11:09 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

pimple hurts.


haha just applied pimple cream on my pimples. The two on my cheek hurt. Yeah one on each cheek. Farni right haha! Last time there was one on my nose. Remember? hahahaha.

Just had a killer test today. Math. it wasn't whst I had expected, really. Was pretty tricky. but I got in the end anyways. I hope I get extra credit. cause I did all the bonus questions too. Imagine.. 110% =X. Hope I didn't make any careless mistakes though.

PLayed volleyball today.
We went to green lake to play. And OMG it's so nice! Really dunno how to explain it though. Plus everyone was talking bout eating ice cream. They said a place there was really nice. Mix ice cream or somethin. maybe it was mick's.. anyway it sounded like that.

I realized because I didn't speak indonesian ( although I do understand it.. esp all the bad words =X) they kinda ignored me a bit. And me not so sporty. Because I was trying too hard to concentrate on what they were saying, I didn't really concentrate on the game. Blaez. So yeah, as usual I suck. Never was good in the first place anyways. I met someone really nice today though. Wasn't until in the car then I realized that he was the pres of the indo club. No wonder. He HAD to be nice. Oh and I don't exactly know his name .. I only remember one new name. Edwin. and Thai. I don't know how you spell it but that's what they call him. He's really good in volleyball. I don't know why, but the more I hang out with them the more I feel constipated. Even if I do speak indonesian.. I usually stutter when with unfamiliar people. I don't know why. It's the same with chinese. Just don't feel confident to use it. Hrmx time to find nice ppl for once haha. SHeryl's one.. but she's a bit too old to play around with as much.. like 6 years older. It's hard to find ppl my age.

|| Pinch me. || 8:28 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Survival of yo toot


Didn't have english today! yeAh! Some person came in and said "your teacher's not here today. " You all should've heard. Everyone was cheering =X. But hell yea, that was the best thing I've heard all day. Was getting depressed yah..And poor Sheryl. She had to go all the way to school with a migrain( that how ya spell it?) and then only to find out there wasn't any class today. But anyways after school I went to fatten myself up at Arby's. That cheered me up temporarily.. I am so sad to be reporting this. But I am So getting fatter. Like everything I wear I look fat. I can't stand it. Eeew. Needa go work into my schedule some gym time.

I don't feel good bout myself cause I cut my hair and I don't really like it. Although friends have said it was cute.. But I don't want cute!I want cool! Who cares. Said hi to *ahem* today, finally got the friggin courage. But I didn't say it the way I wanted to. You know, I just said "hi" no expression. Nothing. He replied with the same deadness. *sigh* If only I were pretty. Dang it. muahaha.

Have a math exam to study for. I shall give myself an hour. Then snooze. Sleep is wonderful.

"Tomorrow is fresh start. No mistakes--yet."

|| Pinch me. || 10:03 PM

Monday, May 17, 2004

Set me freE!!


I feel so contispated.. I look like a nerd. I don't talk alot. I don't have any frens. I am restricted in every move by Mommy dearest. I can't go out by myself.. Someone always has to drive me somewhere, I can't take the bus myself.. I can't do anything myself!! I have to ask for so many permissions.. I can't even go out to eat with my friends before receiving a bloody damn earfull of " WHERE ARE YOIU GOING??!! YOU DON'T LIKE TO STAY HERE ISSIT??! WHO'S GONNA BRING YOU HOME??!!WHAT IF YOU GET KIDNAPPED??!!" I HATE IT!!! SHUT THE F*CK UP~!!!!! I know she's friggin worried. But heck! I dont have A LIFE!! In Singapore I wasn't so much restricted like this! I have endured time and time again and had to cancel going out to stick in this lonely hell of a loner's world home doing WHAT??! HOMEWORK!! I HAD TO QUIT CONCERT BAND FOR MY TOOPID PARENTS CAUSE I WAS ALWAYS "OUT TOO LATE!!!" She wants me to stick at home... wash her friggin dishes for her.. DO my homework all day long... She doesn't let me take Karate causeit makes me too boyish.. And then she's so worried 'bout me being kidnapped. I NEED A LIFE! F*CK I JUST WANNA GET OUT OF THIS PLACE!! I wanna go to university so far away they won't find me. But then it would cost. I don't friggin have $$. So I have to give up any notion of having friends. I always miss out on so much just cause she wont lemme go. And you don't know how many friends I've lost. She's scared of losing me. But if this keeps up, SHe will lose me. I simply can't stand it now. All I did was ask her if I could go to the park to play volleyball. And she gives me this shit. Immediately gives me the stern face. Speaks to me with that angry voice. IF SHE WAS NICE I PROBABLY WONT BE WRITING ABOUT HER! Great. I can't play music cause it's too late, too far, I can't play volleyball cause it's in the park ppl might take me away. I can't stay late in school. She calls and screams at me. I hate it. I detest it. I wanna move away. Every time I say something close to it, she goes " YOU WANNA MOVE AWAY?!?!" then turns to my brother and goes " Your sis doesnt want to stay here anymore." What the F*CK??! I only use the f word when I'm super angry. And I am. Whatc cock shit is she doing to me?

|| Pinch me. || 5:07 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

friggin dead


slogging over a stoopid code again. Yeah... I'm done but the friggin thing wont work!!! WHAT'S WRONG??! Anyways life is getting boring. Rachel's life is like the most fun right now. Dang it. =D Have to go to bloody school tomorrow. And I still don't know what's wrong with the code... pissing me off siaz. Argh.

|| Pinch me. || 11:13 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2004

fart.


ermz. HI all. I dont really know what to blog 'bout today.. Played vball again. MaN! I sUcK!! I bought a vball to practice at home. I will improve!!! After school went to Target today. Mom was grouchy and all, kept scolding me. It's okay. That time of the month. I shall endure. I ate pizza. Pepperoni pizza. OMG this blog is so unorganized. Anyways it was pretty good. HEck, ALL PEPPERONI PIZZAS RULE! Yeah!! NOw maybe I can try to improve my prose on the blog for easy reading.

Still having interesting occurances with me and my crush(which I will tell all my dearest in due time)Right now I'll call him...baka-san!! Muahahhaha. I have no idea whether he has a gf. Fiona keeps saying "once you get a bf.. TELL ME!" Dortz. Tell her ONLY?! I'll probably publish it out here. The whole world will know muahaha. IF I ever get a bf (highly impossible). anyways. Dont guve a damn ( I see Fiona's "-__-" look)

I'm lagging in blogskins. Feel like changing the skin larhz.. Aiyah too tired to continue. Needa get my sleep. Been seriously lacking in it.

Byez.

|| Pinch me. || 12:38 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

thought I shd blog a bit


Hi all. HAhahahahaz. I'm actually abit lazy to blog. AgaIn. Ever so lazy. I got invited to join this "olympic" thingy. Yeah.. They said I knew how to play volleyball, so come and join.. I don't know if I should. I have to pay 28 bucks to join that thing. It's a competition and we have to PAY??! Doesn't really make sense.. Like paying for your own prizes. Toopid haha. But I think I'll join anyways. Those people who know me know that I am DREADFULLY broke all the time. Either that or I have to save up for something. But I think I'll call that person and say that I'll join. It's VOLLEYBALL afterall. And I can always earn it back. Did I mention I plan on working as a tutor? haha I hope I get accepted.

I really think I'm gonna join karate. My brother doesn't have the guts to visit the dojo with me.. SO I think I'll go alone. I mean, if I listened to him last time and skipped out on visiting the Aikido dojo, I wouldn't have known what the practice was like and how disgusting it is . Anyways it is a very nice art. If you manage to know how to do it. SO I wanna take up that free trial lesson and see if I like karate. Something tells me I will like it. Hhaha. If I don't then I'll take up TKD like Rachel.

Been talking to Fiona 'bout our eye candies muahha. Yeah I have one larh of course. (if anyone of you wanna know, I'd gladly email you muahahaha) But I don't give a damn. If he likes me, great. If not, who cares.*evil laughter* Still hanging out with myself. No long term friends yet. hrmx. Must Jia YOU!!! Bye.

|| Pinch me. || 3:37 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Bread and coOkies


Happy mom's day to all mothers!! Hahahaz. Today we went to this korean restaurant.. Everyone that eats there is Korean. Except for US.. So it was kinda weird. I didn't really like the food. It wasn't hot enough. hahahaaz the kimci wasn't hot enough.. I didn't really like the food there at all. Still searching for a really good korean restaurant ^^. Mom says she thinks the one in Singapore is teh best. The one in Phoenix hotel/specialists center. Hrmz. I like the kimchi there. It's really HOT. I can cry eating it. *slurp* And then we were planning to go to the market. But it was too crowded. There was no parking.. Haiz! I couldnt drink pao pao cha...

I have an essay to do.. My mind's still blank. So I thought coming to blog would awaken it faster then it would have on it's own. Hrmx. Gina hasn't emailed me yet. Nevermind, everyone's busy nowadays except me. I just realised Sara's link is worng. I shall go fix it ^^. Rachel's busy too. She hasn't read me blog in a while haha.

I baked bread and cookies! No larh. I did the bread. My brother did the cookies. I improved the recipe a bit, it turned out quite nice. And, er, it DID rise this time haha. It's nice and fluffy now.Okay that's a bit too exagerated. But hey, it turned out edible! hrmz. Today it's monday..in Singapore. So.. GOOD LUCK EDWIN!! AHS midterm exam. I know us alumni forgot about it. I have exams next week. Oh. YARH HOR!! Nevermind larh. Shouldnt be a problem. I hope.

That's it for now. Bye guys.

|| Pinch me. || 6:47 PM

Friday, May 07, 2004

taGgie's down.


Yeah. Script error. No ending tag. Expected ";". hrmz I thought they were professionals in programming. Yet they can make this kinda mistake which I always make. Hehe. Doing programming homework. Almost done.. I have to give it in at mid night. But the server time is off by half an hour. So therefore it's due at 11.30. But I can still make it. I'm all done except fo testing it out. Hermz. I hope it'll turn out okay. I don't wanna re-correct my equations. I was 2 minutes late for computing today. So I was quiet all day. Didn't talk to anyone hehe. Like I said.. they're all so kowai. Hahahaz is that even proper usage of that word? Arh dunno. But in animes I heard they usaully use it as a verb.. Whatever. No Japanese I know will read this so.. HECK CARE.
In english we did compare and contrast.. Still struggling to figure out what to write on the Lost in Translation thingy. I still think the movie sux. We were supposed to hand in our thesis statement today.. And the great thing was --- I didn't do it. So I anyhow write larh. And then the teacher saw and she was like, "Hey look! She's writing!" Heck care larh. So what if I embaress myself lolx. As long as I get it done right?! And then Kelly turned behind and said,"You NEVER do your homework!" So sue me hahaz! I got do larh. Just that I did the wrong one... I did the one we were supposd to hand in on Monday... And I totally forgot 'bout this one. Anyways I did hand it in. We were discussing the worksheet she gave us ytd and it was on the criteria when you're comparing two subjects. So Chen Wei got called to compare Kevin and Charlie muahaha. And he said he liked Kevin better thatn Charlie 'cause Kevin has a sense of humor. Anyways Kevin is a guy who looks kinda farnie. Wanna see? ---> (-___-)<--- liddat. haha! I'm serious! Or maybe 'cause I never really looked at him lolx. Everytime I do I wanna laugh. =X Okay besides his funny looks he's actually pretty cool. Okay back to the point. Then the teacher said," you cant compare sense of humor(okay larh something liddat) sense of humor is very vague, it cant be measured yada yada" and then so why is Kevin better than Charlie?"Well I have a car and he doesn't"<---by Kevin sian-sheng(whatever the hanyu pinyin is) =) Well it was farnie. And then when I was called to do the subject I love and the subject I hate one.. My sentence was so vague. So then she (teacher) was doing the example with me, and the class was deathly quiet.. There was only me talking. Gross man. Usually there's people chattering behind or something. EEee. Was everyone listening to me or was I just self conscious? Anyway things got noisier when we were comparing "Two loves you have had" Mine was ice cream and noodles. I still love them though *sob sob* =D anyways the one that stood out the most was Kevin's. Yeah. Him again. "American women and Vietnamese women" criteria? "(I dunno the first one.. wasn't exactly listening til he got to the 2nd one), attitude, and length of hair" Man I laughed, at the same time thinking "wah liew. What A jerk" But it was still funny nevertheless.
I talked to the teahcer after class because I had problems with my thesis. And she was shocked and she said," but yours was wonderful!" *blush* But anyways I told her why I didn't like it. Not enough info. Doesn't relate to the movie. Not enough resources.. So we discussed my ideas. She seemed to really like em. ^^ To think I wasn't really thinking too lolz. But then again if I think, I wont come up with many ideas anyway.
Because of that I was 5 min late for math. Not that it made a problem. I wasn't listening in class anyways. Still copied the notes though. Might need them though I highly doubt so. Then after class I followed Ying to her car to get a copy of the homework list ( I lost it) and then we talked about talismans on the way back (she still had classes). haha she had so many in her car. Thanks ying for the copy ^^. And then on the way to the spot where I wait for mom to pick me up there was this guy. He went up to hug the gal in front so I thought they were a couple. Hahahaz. Only when I walked past him I realized they weren't. When I walked past he was like," Do you need a hug?" I was (!!) and I said, "erm.. no thanks..." He hugged me anyway!! Hahahaz. But it was a extremely friendly hug. He said," have a great day okay!" And for some odd reason I smiled *still a bit in shock* " you too!" Wow. Yeah did I mention his head was pressed against my hair. Lolx. It's like the way my dad hugs me ^^. I guess maybe that's why I felt slightly happier. ( I was already happy before he hugged me anyways. It's a whole weekend ahead) Hehehe. Thanks for the hug!

Erm that's it. Better get back to my homework.

|| Pinch me. || 9:13 PM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

yo EsSaY


Essay time again. Great now I actually have to think again. But the funny thing is that when I don't think, people tend to respond to my wacky ideas more. Actually I wanted to compare the Jap and Am culture.. But I thought it's way too chim. Such a nice topic to write on. But I'll have to think.
Hermz. Today in English Cheryl came in and she was so hyped up. SHe'S GETTIN A HOUSE!! For all those that don't understand, dont bother. Anyways I saw the guy who's been pissing my brother off. Damn he's not even shuai. Who the hell does he think he is?? PISS MY BRO OFF AGAIN AND YOU'RE DEAD!!! Yeah. Cheryl will help me nash you up!! She called you"man. he's such a dickhead." And so you are. And you're Frigggin ugly so dont say anything bout how my brother looks. You don't look ANY better than him.
I was really happy today. I mean now I actually talk to people. hahahaz. To bad it's already mid term.. Before long it'll be summer. And maybe I wont see them again.. But nevermind. Live now, not later. No matter how sad I am. GAMBATTE! CHEEGEE ROX!! Muahahaha. Shout out to mickey meow. Can anyone fill me in? Is she still in Bball? Gosh I miss hitting some ball *wink*. Dun think dirty. I mean VOLLEY ball!! I love the sport even though I hate the bimbos/airheads on the team. Man. they don't behave like friggin adults. If I were still there, I would rule them all muahahah!!! Yeah right. I only know the basics of the game.. But hey. The coach invited me to train with the team on Fridays.. *hint hint* maybe I learnt fast. hhahahaha. Nah. I think it was 'cos I was super hyper. I ran more than everyone. -___- They were just so slow lolz. If I were at that speed I lose stamina man. WHY AM I TALKING BOUT THIS?! Ignore me.
Anyways today I didnt have time to check out the karate dojo. Needa lose weight. Needa karate!!! CHOP!!! hahahah! It looks cool. I wanna take up kendo sometime. I checked the schedule for summer. Should be able to fit it in *grin*. I saw the sword practice in aikido. That's the only thing I liked. KENDO HERE I COME!!!Well. One day at least.
OKie that's it.

"allo? *echo echo* -___-"

|| Pinch me. || 11:27 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

dunno


I checked out the aikido dojo. Sure it looks cool. But nah. I only like the bokken part. So I'll join either TKD or karate. KARATE!!! MUhaha. I can learn TKD from that phish for free. hehe. I decided to get over the guy. My feelings are dead liaoz. I'm too lazy to continue liking him. Instead.. I have my eyes set on another guy. NO LARH!! Just kidding. hahah!!

I didn't blog ytd. So I'll fill ya in. In english only 5 ppl turned up for the watching the movie thingy. hehe. Lucky there were Japanese that were so kind as to explain and translate to us what's going on. Thank you Akia-san! Or Akira. Dont know your name haha. Anyways you'll never read this. I can crap 'bout you all I want. Hey anyways you're pretty cute you know that? lolz! =X Anyways like I said there were only 5 ppl. Me, Kelly, Michael, Akia, and another guy I dont remember seeing before. OKaY. So I have not been observant. ANyways after that Kelly was being crazy and someone saw O_O haha! And then I never thought that I would say this to another human being but.. "kelly, do that when no one's around okay?" Hahaha! That's what Fiona/rachel always says to me lolz. Lydia and Sara usually join in the fun. Caryn just laughs. Then becomes siao too lolz! OKay anyways I got invited to hang out with her and all. So on her 17th bday she invited me to go cluBbing! hahahahaz. 17 can go in liaoz. just cant drink. But anyways, I just realised that I was younger than her -___-. Nevermind.

Speaking of clubBBing. Cheryl said to me after class " hey we should hang out together!" O_O wow. Hehe. I guess being siao really pays off. Well. SOmetimes. So great. *you cant believe how happy I am* I have frens!!! TO HANG OUT WITH!! I realised my thinking is alot towards the western side. I mean, I still retain my asian side, but just that I kinda connect with the natives more. I can't really connect with the Indonesians.. only those that are rather Singaporean. That's the way we are I guess. Pretty ang moh yet damn Asian. ("we"= all my close friends included, you guys know who you are)

That's it. I'm one week behind in math homwwork. Hopefully we'll get the test back tomorrow. I got an A for computing. ^^ so happy. But I so %#$%@* could have gotten full marks. Arh toopid mistake. Bye all.

SMILE!!

|| Pinch me. || 10:55 PM

Sunday, May 02, 2004

wasted.


I never got round to writing Rach a letter. Sorry man hehe. I figured you wouldn't have the time to read it. And I still dunno Lyd's addie =___=.. Haiz. To be honest, I am so not part of your lives. I admit it. There's nothing to be sorry about hehe. No matter how much I miss all of you guys... It probably doesn't matter *smile*, so .. NOthing to say haha paiseh. I just read everyone's blog. LRS trio still the closest bah..

GrrRr. Why am I so sad?!! OKay switch subject.. I'm still thinking of HIM.. Argh. Hahahahhahahaz. Anyways I was checking out the Aikido dojo yesterday.. Warh it looks super cool!! >__< hahahahhahaz. Happy*gringringrin*! I am so gonna join and be thrown around haha. I saw this cute guy.. Oh here I go again muahah, anyways yeah he was wearing an orange shirt and jeans and nike shoes.. I felt so piaseh sia.. I was wearin my .. art soc shirt?! and track pants. haha. Anyways he LOOKED AT ME!! *jaw drop* Dunno cos I chio or what... No larh. How could I be chio wearing THAT. Oh maybe he was looking at the shirt. So chio with Rach's design *winks at rachel(oh not that you can see me winking, my eyes a bit too small)* haiz~ the dojo was closed.. I couldn't check it out in the end. So I'll have to go tomorrow (closed on sundays)

OKayz anyways I went out to eat at this bubble tea place(today), and it was amazing! The decor was so stylo and chic. Man if you guys every come I'll show you. It makes you feel like you're in Asia again, I mean it's really mordern Asian style and all, really nice. Speaking of that there was another few cute guys there.. =P Okay then we(family minus dad) checked out this Japanese cookware store. And I didn't even know it was Japanese.. I was like," why is everything Japanese?!" And then when I stepped out I was looking up and I was, " Oh it's a Japanese store?!" And I looked up and it said, " the largest Japanese cookware store in the state" Oops. Man, when did I become so toot =( Okay anyways there was this other cute guy in the store.. Then I was wondering.. is he the guy I saw outside the dojo? Hrmz. There's definitely a slight ressemblence. whatever you spell that as. Then maybe they might be different people. I'm not good at recognizing people. I called people mixed up so many times in MJC T__T paiseh. But still managed to make them friends hahahahahaz. I don't remember half of them though.

Yeah I talked to Fiona yesterday too. I don't think I talked enough and I didn't reply very fast.. I was on MIrc. Man the people there are total perverts. I was pretending I was some sexy babe.=X Maybe I shouldn't have done that. I'm never going into #teens again. Big mistake. Everyone there is a virgin hinter =__+ get what I mean right? looking for people to f***. One day I'll kill em all. No, not kill em. Chop off what's ever so vital to them. WHAHAHAHAH!! Those friggin bastards who don't have a life except for in front of the computer screen watching porn and masterbating. May all their d***s just friggin drop off. Oh and why was I in #teens? To check out a theory. I was on MIRc looking for a song.. So I thought might as well right? And I was greeted by all those bastards. I purposely changed my nick to something girly.. and all of them pop out. CASTRATE EM ALL!!!!

Arh another day tomorrow. Watch movie in english class, be blur in computing and fall asleep in Math. Nice life? And hope to get to know HIM =P Bye all.

|| Pinch me. || 9:29 PM

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Peacock brain


Yoz! My new favorite word PEACOCK BRAIN!!! muahahah!!! IS it cool? *looks around*not mehz? haha I use it alot hahaha. Peacock brain--- small non existant brain lolz. hahahah. I use it on my brother esp haha. Last time we were waiting for my mom.. and he was saying toopid things so I called him peacock brain lolz. It sounded so nice haha. Try it! Peacock brain haha!PEACOCK BRAIN!!! Also becomes if you put emphasis on one particular syllable... okay dont think dirty >_< nevermind haha.

|| Pinch me. || 2:19 PM

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