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hahaz, i'm so gonna form a club ^^ i'm determined to do it. nothing inspired me.. it's just my hormones. there's nothin that i like to do in school right now and it's summer. so i am so gonna start my own club. it'll be the active peoples' club. for hyper toot toot people just like me *grinzzz* HAHHAHA. yup yup! and we can go singing, kayaking.. kickboxing... dancing? hahahz!! i think it'll be fun. but i need ideas .. minna!! help me!! hehhe. and i need to find out how to start the club. yah.. like consumer and demand.. econs.. actually not bad. but the teacher has this disturbing mustache (how to spell?) and it's so neatly cut into a triangle on the upper lip. eew. neatly. triangle. EEEWWW!! and it's so neat it looks like it can be peeled off at the corners like a sticker. right. very disturbing.
i got no crush again.. =S nothing to talk bout. havent seen any shuai ge this quarter. as in. fresh shuai ge hahaz.
i like my life now.. it's more filled up and i'm not as lonely. although still havent found bosom friends.. and plus i dont really like hanging out with the indos, so just have to get to know more people. (and hopefully if i do start that club.. hahaz, active people ^^ like me? hehehe)
saw marianna today ^^ so happy ^^ she's like my good fren *grinz* yeah we talk alot together but my mom came and that was it..
hrmz what else to talk about. nothing. that's it then ^^
|| Pinch me. || 11:48 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
wahrhAHOIFHDSFFSBNalkwehroaiheg
hey i like that song by hanson. penny and me. i think it's nice. very nice blending.
"penny and me like to gaze at starry skies and pretend to fly "
cry cry i didnt do as well as expected.. now my culmulative gpa is ruined... 3.97 only!! T__T *cry* toopid .. i should have done all my math hmwk... then i coulda gotten a 4.0 for math too... darn it. _pissed off_ i realized when i blog i'm kinda always pissed off. very much like harry potter? speakin of that do ya know i have a lightning shaped scar too? hahaz on my hand. dunno when i go it tho =___= maybe when i boxed that person in pri sch. well. nevermind.
hey i dont have any photos. someone remind my to visit lydia and look at those pics that actually had me inside.
i went to kinokunia (yes. THAT kino.) and MANGA!! YEAH!! there's manga here dude! and there happens to be some type of anime-ka near my place too. anyways i bought POT. 20-22. cause i havent read those. and there's a poster of "ba wang ai ren" can you believe it?! and they were lookin for part time work. man i wish i could work there but i cant drive.. grr if i can i will OBVIOUSLY work there lorh. hey the cover of book 21 very nice lehz =D got ryoma in this red thing. is the spore version the same? wekk i can only get my hands on the fan ti zi version so i dont know if it's the same. and i will take much longer to read this.
oh i went to the museum of flight today. yeah. it was so cool, there were hanging aeroplanes everywhere and i got to take a look at the air force one exhibit. hehez. but since the museum had to be used for a function, we didnt get to stay long. and i totally didnt get to see the space exhibit *CRY* sheesh. nevermind.
i realized that seatttle is actually a really nice place. hrmz. now i just need some frens. yeah .. i havent found real good ones yet. =S
hey rachel do you want Christina A's "just be free"? you dont have that one right? if you want it i can get it (if Spore doesnt have it that is)
|| Pinch me. || 11:27 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
- arh.. the middle finger didn't turn out right. so sad..
|| Pinch me. || 6:04 PM
grr. you dumb ass
hermz. i think ronald's just using me.. i mean.. he thinks that my english is good and then he wants me to edit his essay. makes me wonder.. does he just make friends cause he needs favours from em? i think so. darn him. FAT ASS!!! hrmpf. i didn't have any qualms until pei said he used to ask aswin to edit then he no longer asked aswin when i came along.. ARGH!! How could you?! i'm sooo nice man.. you owe me BIG TIME!!!
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WHAHHAHAH. thanks to jia zhao. he has the greatest middle finger pictures hahz. i cant believe it.. why do people keep using me?
anyways i wanna go to the aquarium ^^ and shopping. wonder who can take me... hrmzz. i'll go ask tram if we can hang out at northgate ^^ i mean she kinda goes there alot too right hehehez. YESH!! oh and i haven't tried all the fast food places. there's a hamburger place called Dick's. wanna try that. i passed by it one day and it was so crowded. should be good right?
ciao bella. my dad's comin home tonight !!
"i am extraordinary, if you ever get to know me" Yeah hell right you dumbass. >__< Grrr.
|| Pinch me. || 5:45 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
soo.. you guys go out alot?
i hung out with the indonesians today. they're pretty fun (when i'm involved larh) but then i get lazy to involve myself with them. i get tired translating to myself ya know. the mind's need a break.okay anyways we went to eat and all. and ronald called me.. like i was so excited.. "nina can you help me edit my essay?" OMG.... everyone like makes use of me.. but i dont mind larh.. and he kept calling me "where are ya now" *gushes* HAHAHHA and then well i was in the restroom and he called me and "hey pass the phone to sisca" and i was like.."ermm why don't you call her?!" right?! fancy someone calling you and asking to speak to someone else. dortz. but pei said "wow you got chance. he never called me before" arh... what's goin on?! HAHAHHAHA i remember rachel's "smells of pink flowers and hearts' or somethin.. forgot. i only remeber something about pink and something lovey dovey. aiya >__< whatever. i dont exactly wanna know the truth.
well anyways about my day. i went to see the Mini olympics thingy. and I tell you man, go for the real thing. have i told you all the lil fakes are all crap.. and the competition is like nothing manz.. nothing compared to AHS man.. remember the screams when michelle scored ^^ hey i kinda miss that gal. Anyways tram called me and wanted to hang out. but i was watching that fake thing i couldn't hang out (but yeah. i'd pretty much rather hang out with her). i can only crao in english and amazingly.. chinese, although occasionally something comes out of my mouth that is completely foreign to my ears. but i works anyways. those china men seem to understand it. heheehez. arh that's it.. i did edit ron's essay in the end. well i can tell you it's alot better now heez.
that's all.
HuGzZ to all.
|| Pinch me. || 11:35 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
study
study time. i studied until 12am yesterday (chiong hmwk) and then we still didnt finish. oh well. one point gone. anyways it was really fun studying with tram and michael. although michael just came from work and copied a whole chunk of my code =___= they're not planning to be engineers anyways so they dont need the credit hahaz. but i am ..so i'd better do well hahz. i kept saying i was hungry and all. and mad pizza closes at 11.30pm. we finished like around there, tried to open the door and the lights went off T__T no pizza hahaz. but i found really cool friends. tram's cool! we have so much in common. hope we can be the bestest bestest buddys hahaz! yeah and today i asked her if she wanted to study together and when we get hungry we can go eat mad pizza and after we finish we can punch out in the gym hehehehe. yeah! my life is gettin interesting as summer approaches YEAH! hahaz.
oh i just have to say this. Gosh ronald does look good in that polo shirt. >__< hahaz.
"hey nina, are you always this hyper?"
|| Pinch me. || 1:44 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
you lied.
i hate you. well at least you didn't lie anything big. but i can't believe i actually believed you *cold laughter* and well. at least you decided to tell me the truth the last time i saw you. thank you. but tell you something. i was pretty shocked. why'd you have to say you were younger? man.. i'd really like to think that maybe you just wanted to get closer to me *fueling my bhb-ness* but, it was just fun wasn't it. it's just fun the way i seem to believe everything. i don't even know what you do. i can't even tell the truth from the lies. you're so bloody smooth with it. it's okay if you want to keep your life a big secret. that's what everyone does do they? but you lied. kevin. you lied. and the bastard is me for believing. not that it's anything big, just thank you for teaching me bout the real world.
a bit drama here ain't it? well. i admit i was shocked. *point finger and squint eyes* >_< LIAR!! yarhzzz dont wanna care anymore. never gonna see him again anyways. quarter ends. no more classes. but i'm gonna keep in contact with marianna. so far she's the person i talk to the most. kelly's too into her high school life and all, and sheryl's kinda.. disappeared. i wanna keep in contact with pie vanh.. but we don't really have much to talk about. at least there's something to look forward to next quarter. ronald and wee wee are gonna be in my csc142 classZ!!!! yeeah!!! wee wee's fun!! hahahz!! oh. yeah ronald too larh. whatever. but i think i have irritated him too much. don't care larh. i wanna know edwin. he's cool, but he's like.. going away.. haizz. it's okay. now that i know some crazy people life will be lots easier aint it ^^ muahahz.oh and yesterday antonio (think that's his name)said " i have a friend like you.. so hyper active" O__O LOLX!!! HAhhahahz and yesterday i was so quiet and ronald was like "hey you're so quiet today. it's not normal" =____+ nothing to say man... am i that noisy?!
hey that's it. anyways if anyone sees me online. PLEaSE CHECK OUT MY DISPLAY PIC!!! hahhaz REVENGE!!!
"okay guys, i'm gonna fart. RUN!!"
|| Pinch me. || 2:37 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
thank you for friends who are always there ^^
answered prayer-keri noble
You are the answered prayer
That I thought was never heard
But here you are in front of me
And I admit, I’m finding it hard to breathe and I believe
In answered prayer
I put away what I thought was youthful faith
But someone must have heard my silent cry
For here you are before my eyes
Now you know, you are the reason why I believe
In answered prayer
Some may try to convince me
That this is what everyone else feels
But I know that
God and I are the only ones
Who ever heard my appeal
(That’s why)
You are the answered prayer
That I thought was never heard
But here you are in front of me
And I admit
I’m finding it hard to breathe
And I believe
In answered prayer
You are my answered prayer
okay this is cause of yesterday...
let it rain
I didn’t know if I would ever feel the same
The way I used to feel before you’d gone
I didn’t know if the ache would ever go away
I only knew I had to go on
I know I should’ve noticed it was coming
But I just wanted to pretend I was blind
I don’t know if you ever really loved me
Or maybe you were just passing time
Well I guess you’ll never know
But I’ve finally let you go…
And the rain may be falling on my window
But I feel like I’m coming alive
Yesterday I was trying so hard not to cry
But today I feel fine
Let it rain
I know you always thought I’d stay here waiting
Just in case you wanted to come back
But you never thought I might start healing
And maybe I just would not want you back
Well I guess you’ll never know
But I’ve finally let you go…
no i'm not heartbroken =___= just wanna thank caryn!! for replying so fast and making me happy hahaz ^^ dont know what i would do without ya man. yeah fiona made me happy too but she d/c halfway in our conversation =___= and i didnt tell her that i was sad. cause caryn already made me happie lolx. although she didn't really solve anything. but it's a miracle isnt it? lolx!! so yeah!! I will be happie!! *grinzz* man this blog is so crappy.
on to my life shall i? nothing much actually. i'll just study all day today. and get A's (hopefully) in next week's finalz. that's it then. and pray that my dad can come back >__< pray pray pray. although i'm a horrible person who doesn't go to church. but anyway anyone who is a good person please help me pray to that unseen lord of all humanity that my dad's safe... angels east angels west help me pray coz my dad's the best.. ~__~ okay i shuddup larh.
bye.
|| Pinch me. || 2:05 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
two hours to do nothing in school
My instructor's not coming to class today so I have the hour free... but the thing is, it's my first one.. so that means I won't be able to meet up with any friends. Sian right? So I figured I'll fill ya all in on what happened during the week. Unlike the rest, this one was actually pretty fun. yeah. it was. on tuesday i had karate and on wednesday i played basketball (and went out with ronald >_<) and yesterday there was karate again. My mom was so happy to hear all my stories =___=. yeah.. so I figured the rest of the world would be happy to hear bout it. Okay.. karate was soo amazingly tiring. We had to run around the mat (which is bright PINK for that matter *lydia stop laughing >__<* ) and i got really dizzy. imagine a bright pink room and you running inside it. Lydia would love it though. SHe's not normal =P then we had to keep reversing. i mean, bright pink and reverse run every two seconds? and side skipping!! and drop N punch. drop N punch. Oh man.. But at least today we didn't do push ups. I would have just collapsed. But actually, pushups quite fun to do =X . We did 100 crunches and 20 side crunches ( I don't know what the hell you really call it) but anyways i'll probably have a damn flat tummy when I go back to Spore. I bet rachel will too hahaz.
met a new person called "merit" cute name right? she's 17.. i hope we can be buddys :D oh yeah speaking of that, i told ronald that it's so hard to find people to click with. ya know.. i told him i thought the indonesians were friendly but so hard to get close to.. and he said "hey if you wanna talk to anyone, just come and find me" i mean. I'm not looking for anyone to talk to. i'm looking for buddies to hang out with. to be crazy with. like in karate I don't care i can be crazy all I want. but without it i don't have any cloes friends. sad sad life. I shall go on because I have... one hour and 45 min left to type =___= I type so slow..
Okay that day i went out with ronald and what's-his-name-again (he was so quiet man. i don't remember quiet people. they're hard.) i think it's.. yokahama?? No idea.but i didnt talk to him that much. when I asked him some questions he like.. doesnt really answer them. (ronald does. =___=) and it's like he doesn't wanna speak english. it's like the indonesians only hang around themselves. they dont really speak english at all. it's the united states dude! ronald told me before i came along he hardly speaks english at all. interesting. Notice that i keep ronald this ronald that. heck he's the only person who's talkative enough to type about. =P other than the fact that i have a crush on him. but who cares, he's christian. not that i have anything against it. just that right now christianity freaks me out a bit. I'm still the tame vetican =P who doesnt go to church XD
oh yeah and dearest pei pei kindly told everyone that ronald's the only guy i remember =___= so what? but no. i remember quite a few people. by the face anyways. and more people who know me but i have no idea who they are. how did they know me anyways? O__o
Awww.. it's friday again.. that means after school I have to go home ~__~ that means i'll spend three whole days at home.. last week i played basketball with charlie and kevin and pie vanh (thai guy) .. so i stayed until 5. for some odd reason, i like playing alot better that shopping. (hey can you believe it? ronald likes shopping XD muahahz he better not read this blog man. I talked so much about him he might kick me) argh. noone to talk toooooooooo... only got pei pei and ronald~ what the.. and obviously got pie vanh larh. and kevin. i don't exactly talk to kevin that much. he steals too much limelight. behaves like an airhead but he's not. ya know, it's kinda scary sometimes. sometimes it's kakoi. muahahaz. anyways shi rong dared me to tell him i like him. aiyah i think he knows liao larh.. yesterday when sat down with em and talked they were talking bout something that it's good to wait because some guy like the gal for so long and when they got together he was so surprised and something and something. then kevin said "well sometimes it's good to wait." "right nina?" (or mina or lina or whatever, he can't get my name right. just call me chyi. but who cares. shouldn't correct him)like huh? what wait? i don't know what the heck is he tryin to do man. maybe there's nothing deep to it. but then again he keeps telling me my age "you're 16!" and talking bout "do ya know any older girls? like 18? actually 17 and a half would be fine" and therefore i shall thus conclude. whatever. i don't give a damn anymore. i just wanna find nice friends haha. yay let's all be friends^^ buddies!! yeah!! one hour 20min left. argh. sian!!! that's it larh.. it's a damn long blog i think i should stop.
"EeeeeeYAH!!! watch the whitey go!!"
|| Pinch me. || 8:53 AM
yeah baby!!
karate rox!! and there's that blue belt guy.. >__< heck care larh. look nia. he looks more towards the euro side than the american though. so does his (i suppose) sister. man.. I was like kiai-ing so loud, sempai was impressed. "we'll have to work on your technique, but you've got great energy!" because of that he started noticing me. I'm like the most siao person there. I lost balance during the kicking practise and fell down.. goin down with "aye aye aey AYEE!!!!~!!" T__T people staredd hahaz. good! they laughed ^__^ senpai probably sees me as being hyper active or something. exercise does funny things to me. i really needa memorise how to count. I counted wrongly when we did the crunches. and man.. we ran so much i became dizzy (in circles ..) and then we had to do punches while running. What the?! it's kinda .. hard and i do it ever-so-ungracefully. anyways since i really needa sleep i will shutup.
Nitez.
|| Pinch me. || 12:45 AM
- silhouettes above the cradle hold me down
they won't let me go the wrong way
my mother taught me all the fables, told me how
in the end all the sinners have to pay
but...
i don't wanna live like my mother
i don't wanna let fear rule my life
and i don't wanna live like my father
i don't wanna give up before i die
he worked so hard his bones are breaking
he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling
his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how
i don't ever want to end up like he did
and...
i don't wanna live like my mother
i don't wanna let fear rule my life
and i don't wanna live like my father
i don't wanna give up before i die
when i have kids
i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't
i'll tell them this
there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough
and...
i don't wanna live like my mother
i don't wanna let fear rule my life
and i don't wanna live like my father
i don't wanna give up before i die
i don't wanna live like my mother
i don't wanna let fear rule my life
and i don't wanna live like my father
i don't wanna give up before i die
silhouettes
smile empty soul
|| Pinch me. || 12:35 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
- oh. i remember now. there was a cute guy in karate!!! But i think he's younger than me. ~__~ dai jo ku. he was like "come on, hit me" hahaz!! I didn't want to hit anyone.. cause i'm so ungraceful in karate. but i will learn to hit ppl >__< YEAH BABY! KICK SOME ASS!! my knuckles are a lil red from the puching. I managed to punch his tummy, TWICE. ehz not bad!! White belt hitting brown >__< man he's so cute when he smiles!!
tomorrow i hope i can go out with ronald. i dont wanna stay at home that much. pray mom lets me go. okay.. now on to my arguments..
"thy honourable opponent, what have you now to say?"
|| Pinch me. || 12:24 AM
blew my cover
I think he knows I like him. suckz. whatever. tell the whole world. I dont care muahahaz.
I was gonna blog something. but i sorta forgot. so now i shall continue on my arguments... we're doing a debate in english. sianz.
"hah! you have seen the ultimate of my kicks!"
|| Pinch me. || 12:10 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
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to everyone. ignore the this paragraph and go to the next.
To he-who-shall-not-be-named. You don't have to be so cool all the time ~__~ STOP IT!! and don't you mimic me "stop it~~" Cause you look really funny when you do that!! and I was supposed to be angry! and you made me laugh. =___= it's like so cheap. and don't keep poking me in the ribs.
today i went to eat at arby's. seems like koko has found his soulmate. chen wei. man, they hit it off. my bro is like so happy someone knows hokkein. like whatever. chen wei lives by himself. all alone. and he thought i was afraid of his turtle. like, hello? i learnt today that having that turtle is illegal. hahaz he got it from california. anyways he was like so lonely. he was like "aw common! stay!" and we were like " arh. no way man." muahahahz. and then okay, we went to arby's. and he was too shy to order 20 burgers. it was like 5 for 5 bucks. so 20 for 20 bucks. yah know, and he got all 20 ~___~. He was like "hey nina, help me buy them man.. it's embaressing!" =___= yeah i did it anyways. he dared me to drink all the sauces for 10 bucks. i would have if noone was around. hey it's money, dude. $__$ ookay then it took sometime to come, ( 20....*__*) and then it came in like 4 bags. hahahz. filled to the top. oh and while we were waiting, he showed me all his gf's pics. man i really cant believe it. when you see him you're like "what the.." you know.. but hey, gals are toopid.
that's it.
|| Pinch me. || 9:57 PM
Saturday, June 05, 2004
owie
I never knew I had so many muscles in my body. Owie. We did mostly kicks today. And for the first time I realized my butt and hips have some sort of muscle O__o Achy... Yesterday when we were playing basketball, Kevin ( I think) came up behind me and poked my beneath my ribs. And for some odd reason it hurts today =___= WHAT THE HELL??!! And I never knew that's the part you exercise when you kick. I spent most of the day in karate. Okay.. Maybe not most of the day. Like..Most of the afternoon anyways. I was being entertained by katas. I was a white belt so I was told to sit and watch. I was the ONLY white belt there. ~___~ dang it.
I went and got myself some ice cream. Heck if no one's gonna get it for me, I'll get it myself MUAHAHH!! Oh. Suddenly I remember me and Rachel "pigging out on ice cream" Lolx! Hey! I thought of something again! Remember in sec3 when we were doing the teacher's day stuff? And we had to go to lydia's church and get puppets and we chased the bus? Lolx!! Wish I had friends to do that with again ^^ LYDIA FLY HERE!!! Pigs can fly, remember? =P oh. And remember the hottie we saw? I wonder why I haven't seen one as hot as him yet over here.. XD
What the hell. My essay sucks. I only just realized it. Man this crap cannot get me a 90. sianz. I'll spend the whole night working on it then ^^ MuHAHAHZ. Tomorrow I shall study like a mad woman. I WILL GET 4.0!!~~!!!
Adios Amigos. Let the lord be with you.
|| Pinch me. || 10:09 PM
dont need a guy now?
except for you >__<
I can run, I can race for hours and hours and don’t stop
I can float I can fly to the highest
mountain top I can breathe you, I can drink in your laugh
I can live on your smile I can trip and if I can fall into your arms I can
stay there my whole life
I can live
I can love
I can be better with you,
For real
I can hear
I can feel
I can see
I can tell,
you are for real
2x
I can stare, I can memorize your face, your hands, your hair
Every part of you I can cut off any loose ends and not even wanna keep a few
I can speak to you so honestly i can’t even run any game
I can hear a million angels singing in my ears
When I say your name
I can live
I can love
I can be better with you,
For real
I can hear
I can feel
I can see
I can tell,
you are for real
2x
I can't smile, can't dream like a child
Can't feel safe in this world without you
I can't go can't disturb this flow
Can't begin to know what I would do
I can't see, can't find strength to be
rather not be me without you
I can't even deal, I can't even feel , without you I'm not real
I can live
I can love
I can be better with you,
For real
I can hear
I can feel
I can see
I can tell,
you are for real
2x
For Real
by Amel Larrieux
|| Pinch me. || 11:53 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
freakin, babe
played basketball today. Well not exactly me. I was more of getting in the way muahz* but hey. I had fun. I didn't dare to go full out rough (modesty's at stake here, dude. Someone here's a LAdy~) Oh. today I just found out thai guy's age. He's 25. Oh. now that's why he looked that old. Hrmz... I see. I think he likes playing around with gals alot. Hey I might be crazy, but touch me and you're dead buddy. Hah! I will execute deadly white belt moves on ya!! They may be white, but they MIGhT be DEADLY!! MUAHHZ!!SHII NE~!!!!(that's die in jap right? I'll be damned if it means something like "oO baby~" >__< bleahz) Oh here comes the juicy part. There was a cute guy on court today. Muahzx. Too bad he had to go early. After he went I was starting to become really hyper. Pushing others around. Except that I kept bouncing off them. hrmxx.. think on the bright side. I must be lighter than them. Well I'm too lazy to blog sommore. Bye.
Caroline! Caroline!
All the guys would say she's mighty fine
But mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
And the other half either got you cursed out, or coming up short
Yeah, now dig this, even though
You'd need a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!
[Chorus- Repeat 2x]
I know you'd like to thank your shit don't stank
But lean a little bit closer
See that roses really smell like poo-oo-ooo
Yeah, roses really smell like poo-oo-ooo
[Verse Two - Andre 3000]
Caroline! See she's the reason for the word "bitch"
I hope she's speeding on the way to the club
Trying to hurry up to get to some
Baller or singer or somebody like that
And try to put on her makeup in the mirror
And crash, crash, crash.. into a ditch! (Just Playing!)
She needs a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!
[Chorus]
[Verse Three - Big Boi]
Well she's got a hotty body, but her attitude is potty
When I met her at a party she was hardly acting naughty
I said "Would you call me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you ballin'?"
I said "Darling, you sound like a prostitute pursing"
Oh so you're one them freaks, get geeked at the sight of ATM receipts
But game been peeped, dropping names she's weak
Trickin' off this bitch is lost
Must take me for a geek a quick way to eat
A neat place sleep, a rent-a-car for a week, a trick for a treat
Now go on the raw sex, my AIDS test is flawless
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with no lawyers
And judges just to hold grudges in a courtroom
I wanna see ya support bra not support you!
Better come back down to Mars
Girl, quit chasin' cars
What happens when the dough get so low
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way
[Repeat 2x]
Crazy bitch
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch is a bitch, just a bitch
outkast- roses
hrmx. thought invoking lyrics of the mordern man.
|| Pinch me. || 11:17 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
man I feel old
So many muscle aches.. Today there's a spring fest. Might check it out ^^ there's a sumo wrestling thing. I hope someone does it so I can see. mUhahaz.
|| Pinch me. || 9:54 AM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
I Don't Know You Anymore
I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Springtime in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda, don't stop
Keep that chin up, you'll be all right
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?
'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I see your face
I see your face
|| Pinch me. || 7:15 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
sad realisation
Muahahz he loves me? He loves me NOT. So pei was right after all. He is only nicer to new people. But that's it. So today thai guy and company are gonna work out. Asked them if they're gonna work out tomorrow. And he said " yeah, you coming?" hrmz. I was like " was thinking of it. I wanna come" "you sure you're coming?" -_____- no MUAHAz. but sure would like to. So that's the end of today. Going off for karate now. KARATE ROX!! Muahaz.
"the perfect sky is torn"
|| Pinch me. || 7:08 PM
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