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My japanese name is 遠藤 Endoh (distant wisteria) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
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wahahah just to announce my jap name.. quite nice larh.. it retained the chi ^^ WAHAHA. anyways. well today i did (relatuvely) alot of stuff AND i had *relatively* lotsa embaressing moments.
was in the lecture hall sleeping *as usual* Hey I didn't know i was asleep okay. i remember staring at him (the lecturer with the highly disturbing mustache that does quite as much highly disturb as the last time) and seeing his mouth moving..... and for some odd reason i decided to wake up and drink my sprite. so i continued staring at him.. apparently he was staring back at me (probably realized that I wasn't listening) and i just stared back. even as i was drinking. LOLX and i didn't realize i what i did until i woke up from my "trance" (yeah i fell asleep again after the 2 sec perk up i get when the sprite bubbles irritate my tongue) .. well whatever. i have a lot of catching up to do for monday's exam T__T sigh i can never seem to wake up... in econs.. but somehow i'm always awake for computing. something to think about? *wink*
dunno what's so funny bout my voice. it's unfair that people don't accept it as my real voice. it IS and i can't do anything about it *sigh* but that's makes me special ne? *lolx i go from nothing to bhb-ness*
oh yeah i went shopping. saw this earing rack and suddenly thought of fiona (yeah that gal say i neglect her O__o.. found out after i went home and check email lolx..) and man, just had to look thru and find something. although i knew that she'll only wear ONE. and probably use the other to trade for another ONE. but anyways i hope she'll like it... haha i saw these really cute pink starry earing and i thought of lydia! HAHA yup ^^ next time i'l get those (ran out of $$ larh) yeah not to mention she loves jellybeans.. hey can anyone tell me whether S'pore got "Mike and Ike's" or not? if dun have then i'll bring a whole pack back.. it's a branck of starburst.. but i think lyd told me to get some jelly(fill in the blank) forgot T__T next time ask her bah
yay maria treated me to California Pizza Kitchen today ^^ i shall cook some rendong for her next time HAHA just need to learn how to ~__~ yeah.. i mean when she offered to treat me i was so shocked .. you know. i feel really bad, cause i haven't done anything nice for her... haizzzz...
oh, just need to type this down. i ate a beef stick thing for the first time and guess what? the expriry date is on 11-11-04!! ethel's baday LOLX in my letter to her (which i dunno WHEN i'll start writing..) i'll send the whole wrapper over LOLX. yeah i really nothing to do. get used to it.
oh yeah now must blog bout karate. rachel got her tkd i got my karate HAHA. hey i lazy to type karate all the time.. i should abbreviate. krt. hahaz okay. anyway today we did light kumite (attack!!) yeah then we're actually not supposed to touch each other. unfortunately my brain didnt hear the "light" so it switched to full (yeah right that's a lie that i will not explain ) and i punched this guy. man his tummy's so big i wonder if he felt it. and he was like" ow! it's LIGHT kumite! means Not touching?" HAHA hua kai. i dont really like him >__< fat ="X">__< "you shouldn't have laughed at your brother there, now it's your turn!" warh then he gave an.. evil smile~~ =___+ well anyways he caught my leg and i fell down AND I GOT BLOODY PISSED OFF!! HAIYAH!! then it started flowing~~ *quote bruce lee "be like the water.. flow like the water.. when water flows into a container, it BecomEs the container~~"* yeah THEn "good energy, but your technique's everywhere" OMG!!! T___T nothing to say . then i blurrrrrr then he bloody caught my leg again! and i fell to the floor with an "AIIEEEE~~" BLOODY PISSED OFF MAN~ before i could retaliate *yeah punch him in the face GO GO GO* he said " okay YaMei~~" WHAT THE?! stop?! )#$%*$#@@@!!!
okay larh that's enough for the excitement, me tired T__T
oysumi nasai <-jap da4 jia1~~ <-chinese
|| Pinch me. || 11:31 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
- i've just read thru lee's blog and suddenly i feel compelled to do what she has done.. write about everyone close to her heart.. however time is not on my hands and i STILL cannot type fast enough. *sigh* i should chat more eh? *winks* just kiding. for one my mom will .... yada yada.. can't even blog for more than 5 min.
well i just ended my math exam. yep. another one. and i already know that i've got 2 wrong. *CurSeS* good bye dear perfect gpa.. it was nice knowing you. when will you be able to get back to me? as soon as possible? thanks alot. AhHAHhA StRESs..
was waiting for pei and rudi to come out.. but by the time we checked they were gone.. haIz waited so long for nothing.. but since there was noone left in the class anymore except mr watts, we (bro and cw ) decided to go in and ask him bout the ans. so yeah then it was so comic =X cw actually asked for his paper back *twanGgG* and mr watts was like =___="nOoOo~~" LOLX so funny. but yeah, now i know i got 2 wrong. and counting ~__~ bloody. should have thought more bout my ans . got so tired checking that i couldnt be bothered and i just turned it in. was it a mistake? *shrugs* can't to anything bout it anyways. *kiss goodbye to A* T__T
anyways that's it for my day. night all!
|| Pinch me. || 10:31 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
bloody cramps
Ahhhh~~ karate was cool as usual. and apparently Merit did get the message I left on her phone. yes yes.. and that time that i left the message was after a long hard day's work of programming ^^ you know how programming language is in this ReaLLy broken english? yeah.. so the message i left on her phone was in really broken english. a miracle that she understood =D
I did 100 sit ups yesterday!! Applause!! yeah. I was so pissed off the other time when i couldn't get past 50. I just DiDN'T get IT! why was I so weak? why am I not strong?! yeah as you can guess I went home and I decided that i'm gonna get my ab muscles trained. and yay ^^ finally can do 100. found a technique though. if i punch out in front when i come up, i temporarily forget the pain and can continue without stopping. so yeah the pain starts at near 70 right.. so i punch and punch ... and I just don't understand WHY i can't make 100!!lolX! I just DON't !! so i get bloody pissed off . yada yada.. and yes. now i have reached the 100 mark. actually not bad larh.. considering a week ago i could barely pass 50.
speaking of that in karate i had these funny cramps half way. and I was like.. aww man was it cause of the sit ups i did last night? then i go home and realised.. it's that time of the month again *sigh*.. sometimes it makes me wonder.. is this a miracle or is it a curse to have this.. shedding of the ovary. Seriously I mean I know some ppl who don't want to reproduce. and they have to go thru it? meaningless shedding of ovary wall every month in preparation for the day that you will... have.. or.. never will want to have, that lil insolent modified duplicate of yours. ( i didn't mean that, 'twas just for the drama =P)
well anyways. bloody cramps. pisses me off.
|| Pinch me. || 11:01 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
call it pms
gosh i really dont know what's wrong with me lolx. gomen everyone!! sorry that ya'all had to deal with my incredibly outrageous whatever-you-spell-it-as behavior.. from now on i shall look to the brighter future/past. ^^ thank god i have such wonderful people from the past. though they may not be here with me now.. but at least i can still hold on to the memories .. i can still take in the thought that they have written part of the story of their lives with me. WHAHAHA.
just realized that my computer is infected with... check this out.. 54750 viruses O__O HAHHAA. moral of the story = please get anti virus protection!! or else your com will lAggGGGg like mine =___=. I got trend micro.. and then having part ways with my old friend Zone Labs, i proceed to brighter? future. at least less infected future anyways.
+sniff+ bye bye Zone Labs.. my heart broke when you said "thank you again for choosing Zone Labs" T__T
the blogskin i designed still has some problems. curses. but i hardly have time to fix em now.. gRRrr. i shall wait another month before attempting.
oh yeah. almost forgot. I GOT A C FOR MATH!! a whOLE 63%!!! Haiz.. but after i see my mistakes i peng lorh.. coulda easily gotten a B.. NvMiNd damn happy i passed ^^
hrmzZ let's see what else i have to say.. Oh Yeah.. i ate TWO ICE CREAM CONES ^^ wahaha. as usual i'm ze self proclaimed ice cream despo. HAHA well did you see what flavor i was? =D
okay.. ermz guess that's it for now. I shall not bore you with a long blog *winks*
|| Pinch me. || 12:34 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
why can't we all just be friends
haha what a lame title. everyone knows it's not possible. people are just different. feeling like a loser right now. i get mad so i will SiNgGGgggGGG~~ lalalallalalalaalalalala......
well it all happened a few days ago, when i told someone that my mom pressured me out of joining concert band.. like hell it was a bloody long time ago right? so i dont give two hoots bout whatever went on that time because it's over. but my mom hated it. somehow i get the feeling that she thinks a destroyed her "reputation". seriously do you think that anyone will think twice about what i said? But my mom had to emphasize that "no she quit by herself" like oh. wht the hell is she making such a big fuss of it? who cares whether i quit or she pressured me to? it doesn't matter anymore. right? yada yada yada...
and then later we got invited to a birthday party. i swear i didn't say yes. she was the one who said "boleh.." like hell, suddenly it's my fault. and today (2days after the whole band incident) i told her i'm not sure if i'm going to go.. and suddenly she was so mad when i was explaining.. cause we dont know him very well , i mean how would you feel if two strangers suddenly showed up at your birthday party? you'd be, like "what are you doing here?" kinda thing right? i just didnt feel right. and there i was trying to tell her this (cause she looked really pissed off) and then she screams" if you dont want to go then dont go YOU DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN!!!" and i was really pissed off. what the hell is her problem? okay i admit it was wrong of me to say that she wanted me out of band but that was so long ago.. noone's gonna say anything. and she screams " i dont like you okay! telling everyone that i made you quit band!! IF YOU DONT WANT TO GO DONT GO!" omg. hell that hurt okay.
i just dont get it. why does she make such a big deal of it. and then she says someone else is "xiao qi4" and i'm like.. (...) so i see her so angry and i come up to her and say "well if it means so much to you i'll go" and she says in her amazingly terse voice "i don't want you to go there and tell everyone that 'oh. i only came cause my mom wanted me to go' OKAY?!" now she's pressuring me not to go. i really dont know what to do. me and my stupid mouth. why did it have to come to this.. stupid nina. you're an idiot. why cant you just keep your bitch mouth bloody shut.
i tried to make the commuinication in the house better. i tried to ask us all to go out as a family. but time and time again, I'M THE ONE THAT GETS SCOLDED. all the friggin time. i know it's bad and many people say that to live with the family is the best, but sometimes i do wish that i had my own place. a place where i dont have to try so hard to make everyone happy. i seriously dont mind living alone.. just for a couple of days....
so now what?
|| Pinch me. || 6:10 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
I'm so gonna fail math,.... lalala!!! yeah!!!
*rolls over and dies* haiz... can't believe it.. i went in to the exam hall and out went all my maths.. i totally forgot how to do EVERYTHING.. darn... i haven't type blog for very long leh.. but there's nothing much to blog about.. on to my mundane life.. i went for karate, and that's like the only thing that cheers me up.
got dragged into the indo group again.. and to tell the truth.. i hate it. i hate when i hang out with somone nice and then she comes and drags me with the rest of the indonesians. i can't stand it. really. i dont want to know them. i feel amazingly constipated with them. but i cant tell them straight in their face that i dont want to hang out with them.. haiz. I need a cool fren.. preferably non indonesian.. grr. so many (*%$#^ indonesians in our sch.. damn. not that they're bad people.it's just that everytime i'm with them i feel like i'm wasting time. n I seriously think that there's better things to do than sit around and talk.
i'm happy when i go into econs in the morning. virtually no indos.. except aswin. but he's not the kind that irks me. oh and that uw guy WHAHAHAHA yeah cONNECTION!! JINGLE BALLS bATMAN SMALLS RobIN LaYS AN EgGGGG~~~ *O__o forgive me for the sudden change in topic. i'm sure you dont know what i'm talkin about.
aiyah that's it larh.. i'll be darned if anyone of those read this.
|| Pinch me. || 10:54 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
oh you mean there's SUNDAY?!
hahaz i keep thinking tomorrow's gonna be monday. hey wait! since i'm currently blogging and the cinderella hour, technically it's already sunday.
do you guys know how clumsy you'd feel if you're a white belt placed in a class where everyone's a purple belt and above?! well that's what happened today. went to karate and thought i stepped into a different world. it was like what?! i was the only white belt there lor!! so paiseh! and you guys will never believe how clumsy i felt .. it's like omg what the hell am i doing here?! hahaz. then after that it rained. oh goodie. i'm singing in the rain, i'm sInGinG in the rain! ~~~ well then more like "i'm walkin in the rain, just walkin in the rain! oh good let's see the darkish splashes my shoes have made on my gi~~~!!" wahhaa. well anyways there was this northwest winds shop. thought it world be like bandworld or something but it turned out to be this incredibly tiny shop where it's like.. the counter at yamaha. seriously. one counter. one boy. freaky boy. kept staring at me. T__T i am so NOT going there for my reeds. anyways i checked, and they dont seem to have zidane. so i'm still stuck with the french ones which are not really to my favor.
okay then we went to check out this video rental place. we chose 5 titles and were all set to go and then.. we actually needed a membership to rent stuff.. and for some odd reason you need to have a credit card to sign up. WTF?! like.. i cant even APPLY for a credit card! so... no movies... but anyways we bought legally blonde. hey i think it's great!! HAHAHAHA!! and... iwannagotoharvardtoo~~if elle took so long to make great frens and succeed then I CAN DO IT TOO! yeah! *sings loudly and gets hit by bro* ..
and nina's achievement of the day : i actually KNOW TANAKATA NOW!!! WHAHAHA!
ciao babes. till next time ya read.
|| Pinch me. || 12:48 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
..?..
i always have no idea what to put in as the title. so i shall leave it as that. sometimes i wish the weekend would go faster. so i can go to school and meet more people. but at least there's karate today^^ yay! back to civilisation. oh, and i was considering whether to join the kayaking club so i wanted to go for the beginners' class. then i said that thought aloud and was immediately greeted by that
i watched bend it like beckham yesterday, and yeah, you folks were right. it is cool. have you realized that the coach (or joe whatever) looks amazing at some points? must be the camera hahaz! and i am absolutely convinced kiera knightley's a good actress. the way she tranforms herself into the character is ... beyond what i thought was humanly possible. for a 19 year old that is. cause look at all the up and coming teens. hilary duff? the olsen twins? they can't act as well can they? =Z
Just realized how much i miss watching soccer and going wild over a goal. =Z you miss things when they're gone? HAHAHA. interesting. not to mention all the things i miss too. like caryn fiona rachel lydia gina .. obviously alot more larh. but it would take up a whole lot of space.
that's it then. my concentration is fading..
|| Pinch me. || 11:50 AM
Friday, July 09, 2004
| Your Icecream Flavour is...Chocolate! |
 You are the all time favorite, chocolate! Turning white kids black since the 1800s. Staining carpets, car seats, and bed sheets for centuries. One thing is for sure, you will never go out of style. You can't go wrong with chocolate! |
Find out at Go Quiz
|| Pinch me. || 8:18 PM
| How to make a ninaThEchyiZ |
| Ingredients: 3 parts friendliness 5 parts silliness 3 parts leadership |
| Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little fitness if desired! |
|| Pinch me. || 8:14 PM
WHAHHAA!! I GRADUATED!! O__O
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|| Pinch me. || 8:02 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
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HihI aLL!! I'm back! Miss me anyone? *hears echoes in the distance* guess not ^^ well. I dunno why but everytime i read other people's blogs I get depressed. hrmz. dunno larh. I realized everyone has pinned their thoughts on Mr Tan's wife already, so I guess now it's my turn right? yeah i know.. i slow.. but well, i've thought 'bout it for some time.
and I know some people think "how could she do that?" or "how could she leave her children behind just like that?" Honestly, i don't think it's her fault. it just happened. you cant control depression. it just seizes control of you. and not many of us have such strong willpower to overcome it. Hormones are something of such complex nature i cannot fathom. so that's it, she's gone.. i used to have alot of things to say and there's alot going thru my mind, but some things just dont seem right to put it down here. because it's too far gone and i'm really not good at doing journal stuff. not to mention i have incredibly short attention span. God protect them all. and to all my friends.. I love you guys, and the same thing applies here, some of you are too far gone to hear.
okay on to my life now.. well nothing much. karate and cute guy.. i mean. cute guy in karate.. nice eyes. hehe. okay my pirate name is Mad Charity Kidd, i took this quiz on what's your pirate name? and that's how i found out.. sian.. my mom wants me off.... bye ya'all. i wish i had a life where i can type a blog in peace.
|| Pinch me. || 11:10 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
What kind of dark person are you?
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|| Pinch me. || 5:52 PM
You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...
Where did you come from?
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|| Pinch me. || 5:45 PM
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