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why can't we all just be friends
haha what a lame title. everyone knows it's not possible. people are just different. feeling like a loser right now. i get mad so i will SiNgGGgggGGG~~ lalalallalalalaalalalala......
well it all happened a few days ago, when i told someone that my mom pressured me out of joining concert band.. like hell it was a bloody long time ago right? so i dont give two hoots bout whatever went on that time because it's over. but my mom hated it. somehow i get the feeling that she thinks a destroyed her "reputation". seriously do you think that anyone will think twice about what i said? But my mom had to emphasize that "no she quit by herself" like oh. wht the hell is she making such a big fuss of it? who cares whether i quit or she pressured me to? it doesn't matter anymore. right? yada yada yada...
and then later we got invited to a birthday party. i swear i didn't say yes. she was the one who said "boleh.." like hell, suddenly it's my fault. and today (2days after the whole band incident) i told her i'm not sure if i'm going to go.. and suddenly she was so mad when i was explaining.. cause we dont know him very well , i mean how would you feel if two strangers suddenly showed up at your birthday party? you'd be, like "what are you doing here?" kinda thing right? i just didnt feel right. and there i was trying to tell her this (cause she looked really pissed off) and then she screams" if you dont want to go then dont go YOU DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN!!!" and i was really pissed off. what the hell is her problem? okay i admit it was wrong of me to say that she wanted me out of band but that was so long ago.. noone's gonna say anything. and she screams " i dont like you okay! telling everyone that i made you quit band!! IF YOU DONT WANT TO GO DONT GO!" omg. hell that hurt okay.
i just dont get it. why does she make such a big deal of it. and then she says someone else is "xiao qi4" and i'm like.. (...) so i see her so angry and i come up to her and say "well if it means so much to you i'll go" and she says in her amazingly terse voice "i don't want you to go there and tell everyone that 'oh. i only came cause my mom wanted me to go' OKAY?!" now she's pressuring me not to go. i really dont know what to do. me and my stupid mouth. why did it have to come to this.. stupid nina. you're an idiot. why cant you just keep your bitch mouth bloody shut.
i tried to make the commuinication in the house better. i tried to ask us all to go out as a family. but time and time again, I'M THE ONE THAT GETS SCOLDED. all the friggin time. i know it's bad and many people say that to live with the family is the best, but sometimes i do wish that i had my own place. a place where i dont have to try so hard to make everyone happy. i seriously dont mind living alone.. just for a couple of days....
so now what?
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