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after a good .. 12 hr sleep
right. i'm back!! now let me continue my obsession with "why am I weak?" well you see. i want to get into the US Naval Academy. Yes. it's a military scho0l ( duh) am why you may ask. Why nina? ARE YOU MAD??! Lolx.
Sometimes i wonder. what on earth have i done with my life? nothing. nothing much. what ever made me think that way? well. now is the time for explaining ain't it?
now let me tell you a bit about my past. fell sick alot. (lolx ) i used to have nightmares that have me screaming in my sleep ( literally. woke my mom up all the time) " someone save me!" please please, help me. yea somewhere there larh. and i remember this certain dream very vividly. but yes. something always saved me. my mom worried that i would be gone in the morning. but like i said. something always saved me. then now that i've lived so far and i realized that i havent really done anything with my life.. i must have been saved for a reason. but for.. what? i dont want to live my life being weak. i've run away from pain for so long. it's a bout time i've embraced it and challenge myself. how far can you go nina? i wanna know.
i know. i know that my parents will probably never let me go.. that's why i have 4 years to train my body to be strong. right after i graduate, and get a job, save like mad for a year, i'll apply. and if i get in. i will not pass up the opportunity to go. by that time i'm 21. dont think i need their approval anymore HAHA. i know they'll not want me to go. but deep down inside, i think that if i make it.. wont they be proud of me? yes, i want to be an engineer. a naval engineer? i want to work with ships and submarines.. now i know why my life has taken me here. to seattle. to the docks. hey think about it.. in singapore i was close to the sea too.
still 5 more years anyways. i have to be 17-23 to apply. and i'm not even 17 yet.
i wonder if it's my destiny. nevertheless. for now i will become STRONG!!
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