days of my life


haha nothing to do so i shall blog. you won't have much to read by the end of it, i have a really short attention span. i really don't know what's gonna happen in my life, i can only pray that i shall do my best to live me life in a more productive way haha. speaking of which i haven't even ordered all my textbooks. school starts on monday.. wonder if i'll meet new friends? i really don't want to stick around the indonesians to much, i want to know about other cultures, esp american, since i've been missing out on so much since my birth. hehe.

well not say i've missed out that much. well deep down inside i know that somehow i will belong here ( or feel like i belong here) or eventually spend the next part of my life here, yet i wonder why it seems so hard. tsk tsk i guess i really have to step out of my comfort zone and look at the big picture. even though i really enjoy being with my dearest singaporean friends ( yeah the sg ppl you know who you are, i shall not elaborate further) i know that over the years we'll each take our own path ( which is very soon in fact, when you guys all go to uni) and i highly doubt that they'll cross with mine. though i sincerely hope so, the chances are so slim. so i guess i'll just have to cherish the moment hehe. but i'm really scared of losing tghe memories i've had all along. in a different life, it's easy to lose who you once were. will that happen to me? haha and even though you all say you'll miss me.. how much of that is true? argh i don't want to think. i'll probably suffer from brain damage if i do.

my whole family's suffering from jet lag lol. my mom has it the worst though. she actually requested playfully for me to keep her company all night =___= i think she only got round to sleeping at 4-5am.. she was sleeping like a log when i woke up at seven ( of course i can't wake up that early, i was rudely awaken by my alarm clock on my watch.. forgot to turn it off) after which i decided to make pancakes. then in the process i realized i didn't have 2 very crucial items. milk and eggs hahahaa. so i substituted milk with water.. and then my brother came out and i explained the situation so him, by which he replied "what?! why you so toot?!" and then i sent him out to buy eggs lol. made a big mess in the kitchen, but i managed to clean it all up before my mom awoke. at least before i thought she would awake. but she'll still sleeping and my pancakes are left untouched =___=. to think i actually wanted to surprise her haha.

oh well this blog is longer than i've expected.. hermz. i can't wait to develope the photos i took in sg ^^ and post it right here.. i'm sure i looked stupid in some. maybe all. 'cause lydia took me when i said "waIT!!" =P i hope it turns out interesting.



well i shall await the time my mom is sober enough to drive me to the grocery store.. for food and photos ^^

*HYDE - shining over you* ".....sayonaraaaaa--"

|| Pinch me. || 10:34 AM

[ see ]
superheros like you and me

[ hear ]
danceble music
christina aguilera "make a bad comment about her voice and may you suffer from strep throat forever"

[ touch ]

adopt your own virtual pet!

adopt your own virtual pet!

adopt your own virtual pet!

skin credits!!
Rachel did the banner!! Thanks! :))

.:[Friends.]:.
[blogger] [blogskins] [Caryn] [Rachel] [Lydia] [Fiona] [Sara] [the snowy freak. *ducks flying hammer*] [Team Blog] [Edwin] [JiaZhao] [a super cool layout ^^] [Lee] [Charlotte or somthin..] [Jessica] [Owen] [Kathie] [Arina]

[ disclaimer ]
any resemblance to the animated pet-like-things above to any person dead or alive is purely coincidental and an act of God, for it was not me who made them (person or pet) look that way. In any case, the author of this blog meant it as a joke and perhaps a sign of twisted affection. The author is also a bigot who talks in third person. *shrugs*
more coming soon when more than 5 people read this blog.

.:[ speak ]:.

.:[ archives]:.
02/01/2004 - 03/01/200403/01/2004 - 04/01/200404/01/2004 - 05/01/200405/01/2004 - 06/01/200406/01/2004 - 07/01/200407/01/2004 - 08/01/200408/01/2004 - 09/01/200409/01/2004 - 10/01/200410/01/2004 - 11/01/200411/01/2004 - 12/01/200412/01/2004 - 01/01/200501/01/2005 - 02/01/200502/01/2005 - 03/01/200503/01/2005 - 04/01/200504/01/2005 - 05/01/200505/01/2005 - 06/01/200506/01/2005 - 07/01/200507/01/2005 - 08/01/200508/01/2005 - 09/01/200509/01/2005 - 10/01/200510/01/2005 - 11/01/200511/01/2005 - 12/01/200512/01/2005 - 01/01/200601/01/2006 - 02/01/200602/01/2006 - 03/01/200603/01/2006 - 04/01/200604/01/2006 - 05/01/200605/01/2006 - 06/01/200606/01/2006 - 07/01/200607/01/2006 - 08/01/200608/01/2006 - 09/01/200609/01/2006 - 10/01/200610/01/2006 - 11/01/200611/01/2006 - 12/01/200612/01/2006 - 01/01/200701/01/2007 - 02/01/200702/01/2007 - 03/01/200703/01/2007 - 04/01/200704/01/2007 - 05/01/200705/01/2007 - 06/01/200706/01/2007 - 07/01/200707/01/2007 - 08/01/2007