Hrm take back what i said hehe. After a good night's sleep, bin Laden's message doesn't do very much. All it does is make the blood boil for bout 2 seconds? hermz.

|| Pinch me. || 1:02 PM

Saturday, October 30, 2004

disappointment.


I thought senator Kerry would eventually be something more of a disappointment. I was wrong. From the start I was thinking that the elections seemed promising, that there might be someone unlike the pea-brained Bush. But at least Bush is determined. and he says what he wants and he means it. He said he was gonna win the war and he did right? Regardless of all that happened, Saddam is sitting in a high security cell now. Nevermind that we found no "weapons of mass destruction", Iraq is free from that dictator. And they still happen to hate the Americans. Like, what the F did we do? Hello~ the americans died for you to free you of your horrible dictatorship and what? you kill us? =___=

you know religion is a very funny thing. It teaches is to love, to tolerate, to believe for the better of human kind. Yet it is religion that is toying with the politics of the world. This war with terrorism thingy is gonna last for a very long time. Because it just isn't about taking land away, it's about taking mindset away. Like Israel offered LAND (they were willing to give what was most precious to them in exchange for peace) but all them wanted was them to get OUT. NOt that they wanted their land back, they just think that Israelis are like a thorn in their flesh. (as you can tell I don't have alot of general knowledge to claim what the president's name was or the countries name or the person ruling that contry.. but i know what happened, i think. hey i'm an ignorant 16 yr old.)

OKay back to the elections. I am really impressed with Osama bin Laden. I mean, for an evil guy like him, he's damn smart. His timing is perfect. what better time than this to stir things up towards his way? it's only a few days to the election, and he has brought America to focus on his issues. "'God knows that it had not occurred to our mind to attack the towers, but after our patience ran out and we saw the injustice and the inflexibility of the American-Israeli alliance toward our people in Palestine and Lebanon, this came to my mind,' Mr. bin Laden said."-- The New York Times. Screw health care. The elections will be decided on Bush's brashness or Kerry's ..ummm..? Think this election will be based on emotion.

Just a question for bin Laden : Just who is it you're trying to rid of?

|| Pinch me. || 11:41 AM

Monday, October 25, 2004

dada



I just got back my physics.. overall I have a B. ARGH. Will jia you ^^ Zen.

|| Pinch me. || 3:44 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

bbQ



Invited a couple of friends over and had a bbq. was pretty screwed up at first because I totally wasn't sure who was coming but it ended up being real fun in the end. And everyone was an one late, so i ate alot before they came. Like half the fish. =P

Overall it was pretty good, had fun. And played asshole dia ti!! (i ended up being the asshole =__=) and can you believe it? we had a pillow fight in the lounge (of the clubhouse) XD omg omg so pai seh.

K guess that's it. I lazy to type. Oh and cheesecake factory's cheesecakes are superb. Go try the new york cheesecake and the marbled cheesecake. Those are the absolute best. yum yum. On the downside, can you imagine how many calories that is? O__o

Guilty pleasures ^^.

|| Pinch me. || 1:25 PM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Zen.


Know the times when you're just so crushed by your "little-ness" that you go into a sleep mode and feel very zen? Like nothing can jump up and attack anymore. Zen. That's how I feel now. I have stayed in a state of shock for far too long now. It's just so normal. (yeah who am I kidding.) I stand here in the distance just watching my points float by and I am unable to reach them. I grasp, but all I get is thin air as I watch my point float away...

So drama? I can might as well look at my future drain away. Can I ever get into the U? Can I ever be an ENGINEER? ZENNN ARHHH. Nevermind how small or insignficant I am.. If I try and try and live all that my insignificant self can be, maybe I will become significant.. ^^ Jia you. No MORE STUPID careless mistakes on EVERY question in exam!! NO mORE correcting the WHOLE paper because of one mistake!! NO more!! No more having not enough time to complete a 10 MARK question!! NO nina!! NO MORE!!!!!

Zen.

|| Pinch me. || 11:47 AM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

I know exactly how rachel feels. It can be terrible trying to hold your tears back. As much as I pray and hope, it is nearly impossible that Li would give some sympathy points to me. I will be getting a big fat C. how am I gonna tell my mom that I missed out on two entire questions? "Hi mom. I'll be getting a C for math ^^"

Shit. I really feel like crying. After this C I think I'll be a goner. how the hell am I gonna pull up my GPA? If only I did the stupid thing without so many careless mistakes.. then I wouldn't spend half the time checking it AND miss two entire questions. 8 and 10 marks. HOw? I don't think I can ask for extra credit options. Nina NIna.. why are you so stupid?? And this was such an easy test. I know I could have done it. All I needed was 15 min more.. that little and I promise you I would have finished it. And corrected all my mistakes. Sigh. I shall await doom day.

At least I know better than to repeat the same mistake for physics later in the week.

|| Pinch me. || 10:03 AM

Monday, October 18, 2004

I have a math exam tomorrow. I have to study. I HAVE to. But I don't want to T__T. lala. What to do?

Today was a relatively happy day. After making a huge fool of myself in the MLC (as usual? =P) I have come down to earth. Ah zen. I have reached the point of enlightenment. That I am not smart. So I shall try harder. MUAHAHHAAA. BUT. I lazy >__<.

If bawel can do it, so can I!!! Recall : "If yen can cook, so can you!!" Praise thy insanity for it is thus that keeps thee sane. (If you don't know what I'm saying, I don't know too XD)

Just trying to sound profound, and failing.

I really need to study T__T. Jaa mata.

|| Pinch me. || 9:25 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

not one of them



I guess.. maybe I should stop reading certain people's blogs. 'cause the more I read it, the more I miss them, and the sadder I get.. and the lonelier my life seems to be. I .. really don't want to continue feeling that way. Every time I read it my heart gets ripped into tiny little pieces, only to be haphazardly pieced together again. I'm still so weak am I? I can't escape the fact that somehow I lost you. They're just mere words but they mean so much to me.. I wonder.. do you miss me? As time goes by .. I perhaps shall no longer have a place in your heart..Maybe now it already is too late to think back- - -

I realized I was on the sidelines alot. I was never really a significant part of your life the way you are to mine. I remember all of you doing crazy things together, laughing together.. but I also remember that I was tagging behind, just watching and laughing at your antics as we went along. I was there huh, watching? Only watching. I barely even touched your life, yet through watching you've reached out and touched mine. And it hurts to suddenly find out how participation would have made everything turn out better. I admit, I'm selfish. *sigh*

So many memories are flowing into my mind right now, I think of Concert Band when I was an outcast.. I think of the saliva smelling room and the dusty storage.. I think of leaning out of the storeroom with the window facing the street soccer court and screaming hi to everyone below. I think of grabbing all my section's scores from the pigeon hole and rushing back to my seat (green rusty chair..) to unfold the stands.. I think of passing Sara ( yes dear, I've only just realized that you really meant alot to me.. T__T I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you..) and smiling, I think of turning behind and seeing Terry ( I wonder where you are now and how you're doin, I miss you too..) behind with the trombones, smiling at me when I brought my toy pig that went "oink" everytime you spanked it's butt. I remember running to the mamak shop and getting snacks and curry puff while complaining how hard a piece is. I remember climbing up those stairs to the band room and cursing the basketballers who "can't hear their ball bounce" I remember bernie.. one day younger than me telling me that people thought I "acted cute" when I was just trying to be more enthu.. I remember Sara consoling me.. and then I remember sitting next to her in the art room, slugging over a pot that won't form in our unskilled hands =P..and singing together.. and sitting at the playground being stupid with Lyd and Rach.. and caryn laughing at us.. haha.

I think this blog is gonna be soo long once I start talking 'bout CAryn and Rachel and Lydia... and Fiona and OMH.. and ...But I think they know how dreadfully important they are to me- - -

Dear Sara, I guess I never really told you that you're special. I love you gal.. take care in Aust ok? And have fun in SG.. I know somehow I've already lost a place in your heart.. So I wish you all the best. May manzai 3 live forever ^^

|| Pinch me. || 11:28 PM

Monday, October 11, 2004

WT$%#@&!!?



I feel like ranting and complaining and crying and killing and breaking down and sobbing......ARGH WTF?! I want TO SLEEP. Oh jess came online lol. I shall rant to her lol.

KK rant finish liao. Now to rant here. I have a damn bloody physics teacher who likes to scold me ( or rather throw me out of class) for no reason. I mean the first time I was really rude. I mean I put down my head in the middle of class. So he said "if you have something better to do then you can just leave the class. Right now." Yes regardless of the fact I was having cramps. And I don't understand why when other people do that he doesn't say a WORD. And when I do that it's like the final straw and he has to take it out on me? WTF?

Okay today's stuff. I was late for class. Okay that was a bad enough reason for him to throw me out. I know. But when I sat down and started taking out my notes I saw someone's AsS FLAsH across my line of vision. It was so disturbing I had to siganl for her to pull her pants up. I got a sheepish smile from her. The next thing I know the F***ing SA(his initials.) was beside me, impudently knocking a meter rule (hell who knocks a meter RULE?! I mean doesn't that make the rule lose ACCURACY?! can't that physics teacher THINK?!). And hey I was just being kind to him by telling my friend to pull up her pants in case he gets a heart attack.

"You should just leave my class if you have other things that attract your attention."

"No sir, I was just taking out my notes."

"Well you should just leave my class right now, and there's a night class that you could join, okay, just leave my class if you have other things more important to you." Gives me a ****ing angry stare too?!

Warning : Below has aLOT of F's. Read at own risk. Oh yeah and highlight it in case you're too toot to figure that out.



"well hey mister, didn't you hear me? I said I was taking out my Friggin' NOTES?! Like it's my fault that someone's bare ass caught my attention?! Like it's WRONG To ask someone to protect her Friggin' modesty from the eyes of some old man like you FOR INSTANCE?! Hello?! And I didn't even say A FRIGGIN' WORD TO HER! Look mister, I know YOUR F*CKIN EARS ( and EYES apparently) are f*CKIN bad but I DON'T SEE A POINT OF YOU scolding ME of all PEOPLE who came in late! And hello?! LAst time all I did was look at the clock and you came up with this friggin' attitude?! Like come on! I was having a friggin' Stomachache And I had to use THE FRIGGIN' bathroom! I would have gladly walked out of your friggin class! I don't know WHAT GAVE you the idea that YOU can treat me like that. Maybe you're just JEALous that someone alot younger than the average of people in college is taking something like ENGINeERING physics. MAybe it's a BIG shock to you and you can't take it. Is that's why you're picking on me?! Just 'cause I'm "oh young and naive" DOESN't MEAN i'M ANY LESS BETTER THAN THE OTHERS. So do yourself a favor and open your eyes. Maybe you'll find alot MORE people to kick out since so many of them talk in class. Yeah and by that time there'll be NONE. You'd have gotten a kick of kicking them ALL out. And by the way. In your classes I am absolutely SILENT because I'm busy trying to comprehend your shitty handwriting."


Damn. How I wish I could say that. Phew. Now that it's out I feel so much better. But of course in real life I took it. I mean I'm not gonna risk my grade 'cause of some lousy racist teacher.

|| Pinch me. || 10:18 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

the last time?



I guess today was the last time I would see Aunty L and Uncle K together again. I've always thought there was something wrong between them two. And I was right. Maybe now they'll get the divorce they have been planning for.

Aunty L's flying off to Perth, along with her "adorable" son (puke) who just happens to be adorably fat. (sense the sarcasm please) Of course I can't say that in front of her. That would be horrible. I mean she loves her son. ALOT.

Well just hope that they'll finally be happy.. leading their own lives. I can't imagine how torturous it must be to live with someone who doesn't even love you. For ten years.

We went to Todai to eat lunch (farewell lunch T__T) and SUSHI!! ^^ SOOO happy. And the desert buffet yum yum. But I still think the desert buffet in Portland's Todai is better. Better sous chefs XD Whatever you call them. Now I am soo stuffed. But I'll just fit in another ice cream. *gonna get fat soon~~*

Oh and I met Bryan's tall cousins. Damn they are tall. I mean I thought like one of them was like 17 at least and the other was 14. Turns out I was off by 2 years. One's 12 O__O *shocker* and one's 15. Damn. The older one is So hot. I wish I was younger. "Hi can I write to you? So if next time you come back to Seattle, maybe you could give me a call if you're still single *sweet smile* and we could, like, date?"

Haha. OOo. Dead handsome.

K larh. The next highlight was Redmond town center. It's really cool. Looks like it's indoors but it's completely outdoors. Think tampines mall without it's roof. and with bricks. haha. Something like that. There's really cool shops there. A complete card shop ( with very expensive stuff), and there's a hooby shop right across Todai. But then again there's a hobby shop near my place too haha.

"ta ta ta ta ta~" Two girls in pink dresses dancing around Todai and singing. Well not around in Todai. Just around me. and I mimiced them =__=* any adult would have been positively mortified to see an almost fully grown girl doing that. Even those two kids stopped in their tracks and were staring at me. What did I do? Stop halfway and stuck my hands down my pockets. "Ta ta ta ta ta." *sticks out tongue*

|| Pinch me. || 5:00 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

I take back what I said about titles on blogs are stupid =P


Well. People change their mind all the time. Why shouldn't I?

Okay well I admit. It seems that blogs with titles are so much more organized. Yeah but If I'm gonna give a lame title for everything I'd might as well stop.. hehe. So I guess this will definitely not be a very organized blog.

It just hit me that I might have made someone hate me. Actually I'm quite positive he hates me =___=. I just hope that he doesn't hate my brother because of me. *pulls hair out* ArGh. *frustrated* I said something very stupid ( and well this isn't the first time I said something stupid) I wish I'd just shut my trap.

"Wo hao hen KK gen zhe na xie re ben zhao liu, na you nanjing ren hui zi mo zhou ne?"
OmG my hayu pinyin sux. Anyways this nanjing guy said that he hates his friend 'cause he follows jap fashion.

And yes I understand why they hate japanese ( I mean, when I think about that rape of nanjing I really do get kinda mad at them. ) But me and my stupid mouth and my naive-ness "well, it kinda happened a long time ago.." SHIT. And he gave me a "WTF YOU'RE SAYING THAT?!?" Look. *slaps myself* ARgh. I just wasn't thinking.. damn I must have really shocked some inner nerve. WTF am I GONNA DO NOW?!

Aw great I'm listening to Usher. And there goes the part "I wanna break down and cry. .... you know that it's over, gotta let it burn.." SUAY. *curses under breath* WTF whY do I have to listen to this song?!

Nevermind. It'll blow over right? *sheepish smile* I told my parents and they were like *stare, glare* my mom was still pissed off. My dad was like "that's really insensitive of you. You can't say 'it was over so long ago' and expect them to forgive someone who killed their family"

I wish I could get rid of the hate within people. And I also know it is impossible..

Listening to the radio can be really irritating. Now it's Switchfoot. I dare you to move. "I dare you to move, I dare you to move, I dare you to lift your self off off the floor.. I dare you to move, I dare you to move, Like today never happened, today never happened.."

Well. I shall just have to face the music. *grumble*

Aw. Let's talk 'bout happier things. I have 54 math questions left. O__o! Oh and I remember I used to be really happy everyday and my blog used to be "NINA TO THE RESCUE!!" But now nina needs to be rescued T__T. Pray?^^ =___= *cynincal behavior starts* Aww. But I shall do so anyway =___=

I think I might offend people with that.. So please don't read on in case you can't take it.


Dear God,
please forgive me for all that I've done. I don't think in whatever I do, and Your guidance would really be very helpful. Please tell me what to believe in. In You? I really believe that there's a God. Honest. But i'm so hesitant to join a church because that would be cutting off a part of me. What would I not see? What would I see? I really don't want to see people hating others anyway. it's too strong, I can't take it. I'm sorry if I'm unable to "save your people" ( well I read that from lydia's blog =X think you know anyway, I mean you're God.) I don't want to hide behind a facade or be something that is manipulated by a group of people. I mean if they all believe in the same thing, why do they oppose each other so much?

Yours,
Nina

(P.S. I don't really know how to pray.)

|| Pinch me. || 8:58 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004

toot toot larh. decided I will like (fill on name here) no longer. I think it's fun to like someone. But it gets really tiring. Being friends with someone is so much easier ^^. just have to find some ~__~ DanG. Yeah I realised the only reason I like-"d" this (fill in name) was 'cause I miss (another name). But I don't think I'll be with ( other name) soon haha. I mean afterall I'm good friends with his sis and.. well just say it'll be kinda weird >__<. But I kinda miss not seeing him.. =Z

aw Must be that memoirs of a geisha book. I mean it's making me all mushy and girly =___= just 'cause the stupid ending was so sweet XD. Well enter normal nina, I shall rid myself of this nonsense bANZAI! (wrong usage? Heck may care.)

I dunno why I'm ranting all this utter nonsense. Single's club, i'm guess I'm here to stay. For now.

Oh and another thing. Don't know what's in all the indos minds that karate is taboo among gals. I mean I really REALLY don't care what you think about me. Because I honestly do not give a damn. If you find that a reason for you not to like me, then so be it. I don't need to put up with this kinda crap. Just wanna stusy real hard and get into the U ^^. So don't tell me to show you that I'm feminine/pretty, because you KNOW that I can be. ( not the pretty part, I wasn't blessed that way). And karate isn't gonna make me macho, it's more of a discipline. Sigh.. you guys just don't get it right? Why do I even bother with all this? Is image really that important to you? I can't stand it. I can be as "macho" as talkative and as wild as quiet as dreamy as reserved as I want. Or as my mood and physical factors allow me to. I don't have high EQ so face it. I don't KNOW you. and You don't know ME. It's a horrible fact. I'm NOT a people's person and I'm not adept at entertaining you. I'm sorry. ( I have no idea why I'm writing this. Nothing bad in particular happened to me today actually.)

Argh. I have such a screwed up life. I'm lonely and I want to cry. I don't care. Let me be as childish as I want.

Is something wrong with you, Nina? ( maybe it's pms O___o)

"I'm crossing the borderline
Without a sound
A Wilderness
No one could ever know
The sadness..
How it brings me down
I know I have no choice
Is it wise? Taking a life?

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the Light
I draw the gun And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a Dream

I stray.

I'm crossing the borderline
God's on my side
The sacrifice
We make in heaven's name
I'm praying
But there's no escape
I fire a ball of lead
It's so cold This can't be love

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the light
I draw the gun And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a dream

I stray."

The first time I really looked at the lyrics. Wow it's kinda morbid. O__o

PRAYER
HYDE

|| Pinch me. || 5:21 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

please say you know the song =___= i'll box you if you don't haha.

today was a pretty interesting day. I fell down the stairs ( lydia shut >__<) while trying to do cris cross on the steps. I saw lydia do it once lol. okay larh I'm trying to do the impossible. but I screamed and EVERYONE turned and looked at me spawled out on the floor ( wrong spelling?) omg. It's not the embaressment actually. Seriously I don't care unless there's a japanese flag on my pants. Well just that it was a moment that I realized humans care for other humans. There's a reason for this. If you want to know tell me, I'll email you. Some things should not be made known to the public *winks*

k larh. Need to study.

|| Pinch me. || 10:37 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

I decided I'm NEVER gonna type another title!! WHAHAHA!! I mean, to label all your days? Seems. s.t.u.p.i.d. ( yeah NOW I say that 'cause I've stopped =X)

Arh yes.. Let's see what did I do today? I moon-walked in the cafeteria. WHooHOo! Fun fun lol. Ya know I realized the limitations of my vocabulary. There Is iNdEed a very big hole in my internal dictionary. I have no idea how to words manage to flow through, but that hole exists O__O i can feel it.... *bestow creepy honor* har har har.. See? Even my usage is wrong. What do you do? Nothing. HAAAA! *insane*

Oh yeah I realized that jess reads this blog *wow surprise* I talked to her yesterday. Or was is the day before? Ah must be the hOle.. first it attacked my inner word storage. Now it's acting on my memory.

Just want to say Jess if you're reading this, it is so FUN talking to you!! >__< ( esp 'bout a lil secret on the ~WaY~ of getting a guy...) see? I have a professional living, breathing karmasutra by my side muaha! Hey is it karmasutra??? or something else? What's it called? *thinking thinking..* AW. BrAIn CraMp. System standby *toot toot toot* But anyway some sutra. Some sutra (if I'm not wrong it was an imaginary thing?) on techniques in bed. oMG wait a minute. IN BED?!! *SySTEm SHUT DOWN*

K larh that's it.

|| Pinch me. || 7:13 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

"You were the love
I've always dreamed of
Now I know,
I walked away too soon...

Now matter how far away you are..
I'll be there
Shining over you"

Sigh.. the lyrics so sweet right.. why is (fill in name here) so toot?! Why won't you just like me.. T__T Yeah I'm crapping. I really need some other friends.. I thought maybe dance class would solve some of those porblems.. but apparently I'm met with some parental objection. "you have karate and dance... can you handle it?" Come one larh.. It's only like 2 times a week and 1 hour each.. Like how bad can that get?! I just want to know how to move better... Grrr. My dad says it's ok, as long as it doesn't affect my grade. But my mom.. she keeps nagging and it really gets on my nerves. I realize it's so rude of me to just walk away.. But I just wanted to put a wall in between me and her. I can't stand it.. I can practice hip hop when I'm walking, and those 10 min in between each class. now problem! And I can also practice while watching TV right?

I mean. I'm really coping fine. In fact, with this schedule I'm more away, so I can do more work.. I guess I can't explain myself to her. She's like overly worried. Look. I just took it up 'cause I want to RELAX. I'm taking all science and technical stuff.. I really really need some arts. and plus I have a two hour break on tues and thurs.. so if i take up hip hop.. I won't have such a long break right? *sigh* dunno why she so worried..

I just want to practice organising my time.. ~__~ wo hui jia you de ^^ In the meantime I should learn to be more polite. Haiz. "where did you get that attitude?!" I'm sorry.. btw I got it from you. I shall strive to be more not like you then haha =X

Jaa.

|| Pinch me. || 9:20 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

lousy camera but great memories^^


Arhh wish I had a digi cam.. then can actually control the quality..=Z summore i don't have a scanner, I had to pay for them to make a lao pok cd *curses* ^^ but nevermind larh.

|| Pinch me. || 8:58 PM

I've given up thinking of a title. Haiz. I don't know what's gotten in to me lately. It's been so long since I've been given a hug. As in a hug that I really feel. I know my parents love me alot and all and yes, they hug me.. but it seems like.. I dunno. Just that in SG when fiona and lydia hugged me goodbye.. was like my heart just died. *sigh*
It's a naive lil thought isn't it? Selfish too. A hug?
today I walked past where (fill in name here) sat, and it was still warm, and his smell was still there too. XD man I sound so bian tai. but at that moment, I really melted. And I seriously wonder what it would be like. what would it be like to hold someone like that? what would it smell like? look like? feel like? hrmm.

that's all larh. too hurt to think. too stress also.

|| Pinch me. || 7:50 PM

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