I take back what I said about titles on blogs are stupid =P


Well. People change their mind all the time. Why shouldn't I?

Okay well I admit. It seems that blogs with titles are so much more organized. Yeah but If I'm gonna give a lame title for everything I'd might as well stop.. hehe. So I guess this will definitely not be a very organized blog.

It just hit me that I might have made someone hate me. Actually I'm quite positive he hates me =___=. I just hope that he doesn't hate my brother because of me. *pulls hair out* ArGh. *frustrated* I said something very stupid ( and well this isn't the first time I said something stupid) I wish I'd just shut my trap.

"Wo hao hen KK gen zhe na xie re ben zhao liu, na you nanjing ren hui zi mo zhou ne?"
OmG my hayu pinyin sux. Anyways this nanjing guy said that he hates his friend 'cause he follows jap fashion.

And yes I understand why they hate japanese ( I mean, when I think about that rape of nanjing I really do get kinda mad at them. ) But me and my stupid mouth and my naive-ness "well, it kinda happened a long time ago.." SHIT. And he gave me a "WTF YOU'RE SAYING THAT?!?" Look. *slaps myself* ARgh. I just wasn't thinking.. damn I must have really shocked some inner nerve. WTF am I GONNA DO NOW?!

Aw great I'm listening to Usher. And there goes the part "I wanna break down and cry. .... you know that it's over, gotta let it burn.." SUAY. *curses under breath* WTF whY do I have to listen to this song?!

Nevermind. It'll blow over right? *sheepish smile* I told my parents and they were like *stare, glare* my mom was still pissed off. My dad was like "that's really insensitive of you. You can't say 'it was over so long ago' and expect them to forgive someone who killed their family"

I wish I could get rid of the hate within people. And I also know it is impossible..

Listening to the radio can be really irritating. Now it's Switchfoot. I dare you to move. "I dare you to move, I dare you to move, I dare you to lift your self off off the floor.. I dare you to move, I dare you to move, Like today never happened, today never happened.."

Well. I shall just have to face the music. *grumble*

Aw. Let's talk 'bout happier things. I have 54 math questions left. O__o! Oh and I remember I used to be really happy everyday and my blog used to be "NINA TO THE RESCUE!!" But now nina needs to be rescued T__T. Pray?^^ =___= *cynincal behavior starts* Aww. But I shall do so anyway =___=

I think I might offend people with that.. So please don't read on in case you can't take it.


Dear God,
please forgive me for all that I've done. I don't think in whatever I do, and Your guidance would really be very helpful. Please tell me what to believe in. In You? I really believe that there's a God. Honest. But i'm so hesitant to join a church because that would be cutting off a part of me. What would I not see? What would I see? I really don't want to see people hating others anyway. it's too strong, I can't take it. I'm sorry if I'm unable to "save your people" ( well I read that from lydia's blog =X think you know anyway, I mean you're God.) I don't want to hide behind a facade or be something that is manipulated by a group of people. I mean if they all believe in the same thing, why do they oppose each other so much?

Yours,
Nina

(P.S. I don't really know how to pray.)

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