toot toot larh. decided I will like (fill on name here) no longer. I think it's fun to like someone. But it gets really tiring. Being friends with someone is so much easier ^^. just have to find some ~__~ DanG. Yeah I realised the only reason I like-"d" this (fill in name) was 'cause I miss (another name). But I don't think I'll be with ( other name) soon haha. I mean afterall I'm good friends with his sis and.. well just say it'll be kinda weird >__<. But I kinda miss not seeing him.. =Z

aw Must be that memoirs of a geisha book. I mean it's making me all mushy and girly =___= just 'cause the stupid ending was so sweet XD. Well enter normal nina, I shall rid myself of this nonsense bANZAI! (wrong usage? Heck may care.)

I dunno why I'm ranting all this utter nonsense. Single's club, i'm guess I'm here to stay. For now.

Oh and another thing. Don't know what's in all the indos minds that karate is taboo among gals. I mean I really REALLY don't care what you think about me. Because I honestly do not give a damn. If you find that a reason for you not to like me, then so be it. I don't need to put up with this kinda crap. Just wanna stusy real hard and get into the U ^^. So don't tell me to show you that I'm feminine/pretty, because you KNOW that I can be. ( not the pretty part, I wasn't blessed that way). And karate isn't gonna make me macho, it's more of a discipline. Sigh.. you guys just don't get it right? Why do I even bother with all this? Is image really that important to you? I can't stand it. I can be as "macho" as talkative and as wild as quiet as dreamy as reserved as I want. Or as my mood and physical factors allow me to. I don't have high EQ so face it. I don't KNOW you. and You don't know ME. It's a horrible fact. I'm NOT a people's person and I'm not adept at entertaining you. I'm sorry. ( I have no idea why I'm writing this. Nothing bad in particular happened to me today actually.)

Argh. I have such a screwed up life. I'm lonely and I want to cry. I don't care. Let me be as childish as I want.

Is something wrong with you, Nina? ( maybe it's pms O___o)

"I'm crossing the borderline
Without a sound
A Wilderness
No one could ever know
The sadness..
How it brings me down
I know I have no choice
Is it wise? Taking a life?

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the Light
I draw the gun And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a Dream

I stray.

I'm crossing the borderline
God's on my side
The sacrifice
We make in heaven's name
I'm praying
But there's no escape
I fire a ball of lead
It's so cold This can't be love

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the light
I draw the gun And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a dream

I stray."

The first time I really looked at the lyrics. Wow it's kinda morbid. O__o

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