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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

    Zen.


    Know the times when you're just so crushed by your "little-ness" that you go into a sleep mode and feel very zen? Like nothing can jump up and attack anymore. Zen. That's how I feel now. I have stayed in a state of shock for far too long now. It's just so normal. (yeah who am I kidding.) I stand here in the distance just watching my points float by and I am unable to reach them. I grasp, but all I get is thin air as I watch my point float away...

    So drama? I can might as well look at my future drain away. Can I ever get into the U? Can I ever be an ENGINEER? ZENNN ARHHH. Nevermind how small or insignficant I am.. If I try and try and live all that my insignificant self can be, maybe I will become significant.. ^^ Jia you. No MORE STUPID careless mistakes on EVERY question in exam!! NO mORE correcting the WHOLE paper because of one mistake!! NO more!! No more having not enough time to complete a 10 MARK question!! NO nina!! NO MORE!!!!!

    Zen.

|| Pinch me. || 11:47 AM

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