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- I screwed up my physics big time. I'm so positive I’ll get a 3.0 GPA or something. This is so gonna screw my GPA up. I mean, I had almost perfect GPA... and now I have to put up with this shit because i'm so not bloody facking hardworking enough. So peeved I threw all my "cleanliness" out of the window. I can't stand it!! Why isn't my brain efficient enough??! I wish I could do something BETTER than program!! I'm sick of it!! All my life I have NEVER looked to computers as a career, or something I wanted to do... but because of my dad... and my passions to stand up and finally prove that I can surpass him... I had to go and follow thru with this because I had nothing planned out for myself.
//I want to be smart so I can do all the big things in life I've always wanted to do... And I still want to design/build/live in a submarine... ~__~ I still have that stupid fantasy heeeee. *recall naval academy* that's so out of my league. I'm not physically fit enough, not smart enough, not special enough.
Even to people around me. Maybe I’m no different from the people you pass by on a daily basis. Maybe you don't even see me. What am I??
//above to be ignored.
Self pity should be made a crime. Come on, I’m not that bad. Just that my life is a canvas waiting to be filled.
It’s all Jude law's fault. If he didn't look so hot in U571 I never would have wanted to see a submarine. And I never would have seen one. And I never would have been so fascinated. And....
Maybe... computers aren't so bad. If they're in submarines. :D
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