I love reading rachel's blog. It sounds so deep. WOW. Looky at mine LOL. there's like only 2 things that I talk about. Anger. and GUYS HAHAHAHAAA. Oh I so dearly wanted to tell rachel that her blog is so so so so great, but guess what, her Toopid thingy what-cha-call-it is down. her taggie.


boink.

Now the reason why yours truly has never stopped once to think about what-now-ism is because she has never managed to complete whatever-is-to-be-done. Though she has indeed said continuously, "now I shall do this!!" but she has failed repeatedly. Her life is but a simple rat race with her own lil singular mind. Yes, not with anyone, not with her peers as she so chooses to believe. And sometimes despite herself she begins to despise what a puny lil being she is. Not that she isn't able to catch up with them, just that she hasn't found a way to tap into the energy that perhaps, lies deep within her. If one day this girl-soon-to-be-woman wakes up from her little dream of candy bars and chocolate and there-will-always-be-tomorrow mentality, will she suddenly stare into oblivion and see that there's ... nothing there? She doesn't know. For now she feels trapped like a little robot, constricted by society and unable to excel, she can't do anything, and she's confused, and she doesn't know what to do, and she feels that one day her life may just slip away...

She doesn't have anything to claim to her name. Her entire record is filled but with the writings of others. When can she start to write her own story? To pick up the feather of truth and scribble away and to tell the world WHATEVER you want and not have a care in the world! To reveal a story written from the depths of her soul, because that is what truly makes her her... and not what everyone tells her what she should be.. When can she do that?

I'll spend my life chasing after dreams I cannot catch. But I hope that I will at least be able to run through the meadows, cross the seas, soar the horizon.. and embrace in the wonders of what I could be.. If only.


tonki tonk.


How much you think I can get for that? An A? =X you think I got so deep arh?? :O Just trying to act inspirational. [You all know I'm not] MUAHAHA.

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