"constantine. John Constantine, asshole."



OMG CONSTANTINE RAWKED BABY!!
Keanu Reeves, at the age of 41, still has drop dead gorgeous six pack abs.
Haha of course that's not the only reason why I liked it.
The movie is great when you have absolutely no biblical knowledge or you're just in it for entertainment.
All those drama mamas out there, you can forget about watching it.
But for funky lame ppl like me, WATCH IT!!!
IT's SOOO FUNNY!!!!!
I have a feeling Lydia might disaprove.
Caryn might not understand. And she's a drama mama. =X
Rachel might like it. (HELLO??! It's KEANU REEVES GAL!!)
Fiona HAHA. I have no idea. I can imagine her big puppy eyes going gaga at the effects though HAHAHA. =X

IT also rocked because it was FREE!!
My school government sponsored 80 ticks.
HOw cool is that!
With free popcorn too! But I had to throw away my snapple. =.= no outside food allowed. WTF.

Went with fara and gang of .. others. Well there's baldy and uncle and wt who looks amazingly like kevin's lil brother( yes kevin was there,so everyone was comparing. In indonesian of course. haha. Those sneaky little things.)

Walked to the cinema. Up the hill talking lame stuff.
And down the hill at night back to school.
In case you're wondering, YEs! I did skip my night class LOL ( My instructor better not read this. )-and my mom better not find out- well it doesnt matter since I went to the library to cram for chem test. =/ I did study after all.

Angels have black wings and devils have lights in their eyes. LOL so contradictory and utter crap. Trust me, it's hilarious.

|| Pinch me. || 1:43 PM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Do you ever find the times when inspiration hits you and just flies away the moment you decide to blog?
It always happens to me.
I had something great to blog about
YESTERDAY
and then today I turned on the com and completely forgot what I was gonna blog.
Oh well.

You've just to ren nai.
HAHhaha. I forgot the the english word.
Oh my...

what have I become?

S>E>N>I>L>E

hahaha.
Today maria gave me three
not one
not two
but three!!
three "wha...."<three snowglobes! Thanks a bunch! (though that's a really belated bday gift =])
today I was crapping on my own while doing hmwk, as usual.
there was one big group of copy maniacs aka indonesians.
And noone did 7A, so everyone was asking "Hey Nina have you done 7A?"
I used to think that having lotsa people ask you questions elevated you to "smart"ness
Because you, one and only, could answer something noone else can
But now I think.
It's just plain irritating.
It's better to be stupid and silent than to be smart and show it.

Just like that story of monkey the Hobbe.
>> Hobbes are generally considered stupid creatures. Because of their inability to learn, they could not even learn the human language. They were dumb creatures. Eventually along came a Hobbe,named Monkey, smart enough to decipher the human language. He longed to show the world his ability. So he moved to town and bought himself clothes and lived among the humans as one of them. But because of his looks he was spotted. "Look look," children sang and adults laughed, and Monkey couldn't take it. He wanted to show that he was smart and understood what they said. So he opened his mouth and formed words. Immediately the townsfolk noticed his slurrs and partially formed syllables. He was a Hobbe. The townsfolk attacked him and the next day, his head hung on the tavern wall. >>Monkey the talking Hobbe<<
Moral of the story : it is better to be stupid and not say anything, than be smart and say the wrong thing.

Now now children, Fable is a rated M. Don't try it until you're of age, please.

hrmmm. Now that's really ugly of humans ain't it. But in some way, screwed up ways perhaps, Fable strangely mimics real life. The sadness of it all. =/

|| Pinch me. || 9:52 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

WHAHHAHAAAAA!!!


I'm crazy!! I'm insane! I'm TWAPILADEEDATOOBLAHSEEE!!
HAHAHAHAAAAAAAA.
I'm a mit-something!
I have self proclaimed myself one.
hehe so sue me
O_o oie oie I wasn't serious!
Shocked! Flabbergasted! Wokilobaldika!

as ya'll can see, I threw my vocab out of the window and started the ninalish.
cookie up there very big, can eat?
(I'm hungry. Feed me.)
OO round rookie pinchy pinchy
(getting fat.)
weighing macseeen go bang bang shizzle buzzz..
(really fat.)
do needa drip N lypo
(go gym time =])

have you ever thought there's more than one way to analyze iq? Not everyone was meant answer every IQ test right. Take this example. Try to type everything bacwards. It sux actually. I felt my brain cramp in no time when talking backwards in msn. Of course, the other side hated it.

siht ekil tsuj
tsaf yllaer lleps attog uoy
emit a ta secnetnes gonl epyt ot drah s'ti

*brain cramp*
Y'all try it okay? If you can do it real fast, then good.
If not, it's okay. you're with the rest of the world. ^^
or I can always program something. hehe.
watch for it.
later.

Right now I'm releasing the tension accumulated during the application process to the U. *siiiiiiiiiiigggggghhhhhhhhhh* and facing the stress of incoming two exams. Thanks heavens for president's day. oh drat. ECONS! MATH! Need 4.0!

I wanna be a computer engineer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heard there's lotsa cute guys in that major ooooo. Hehe. all the cool pai. Perhaps I shall change my image before I step in. IF and ONLY IF <-- quote Dr Li (heard he has a phD? Ooo from a guy who first failed calculus. See? I told you there's other ways of looking at IQ.) back to the sentence. IF and ONLY IF I get into the U.

Pray pray pray.

Dear Lord. I hope that you'll forgive whoever of what he did. But also make him realize that he was wrong to be that way. And I hope you wont be too hard on him. may he rest in peace.
oh and I also pray that you'll protect my dad. I can't imagine losing him too.
Help me make him proud! I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET INTO THE U!!!!

Yours,
Nina.

I'm gonnaaa studyyyyyy~~~~ after I chat with fiona =X hehe. I'll keep it short I promise!! Don't look at me like that!!

|| Pinch me. || 10:58 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

day


This is not where my destiny takes me. All this familiarity is suffocating me. In addition to the fact that I KNOW that all this is consequence of my own actions. I was meant to be somewhere else, and I was meant to live my life love-less and without you. All of you. I am not what my parents are, and I will never be. So I wonder why am I trying so hard to be accepted by you, when clearly I was meant to create my own path. Along this path I must create alone, I will find people to walk with me. And it will be by choice. I may lose people along that journey and I may be hurt more ways than one, but I can assure you I'll survive. I'll be fine, as long as I believe. What prevents us from achieving is from choice. People are lazy. And people are afraid. The flesh is weak, but can't the mind overcome this?

I'm not a sweet girl. I can never be that sweet girl that you want me to be.

I'm sorry.

But what I live for, I live true to myself.
I don't want to continue living this lie.
I wish though, that you would love me for who I am. Yet I know that you will never. I'm such a love pinning freak. But hell, I'm only 17 ^__^

|| Pinch me. || 5:44 PM

in the mid of night


1. I had no idea "full frontal" meant "naked", okay, my slang ain't that great a'ite?
2. I haven't finished my personal statement. SHIT.
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Oh I'm so lucky.
I had no idea it takes three days to process an official transcript. I almost died at the cashier's when they said "ok, it'll be ready on tuesday"
I mean like, hello? THAT'S WHEN THE APLLICATION'S DUE!! Actually I thought it was due monday. That's why I freaked. *phew*

I'm gonna call em up on monday anyway.

Maybe it'll be done by then??

So great. I have everything in hahaaa....

I just needa photocopy my 'O's.
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Today the stand was pretty good.
We could have done better.
I would like to bitch about the Indos.
How can so many of them be busness majors and don't know a meatball about having fast and effitient service? OMG I just wanna strangle some ppl. I mean, do they really think they can do well in life with that kinda attitude?
I can't beleive it. Poor wie, I can't imagine how he managed to cope with all this shit.

They really need someone to kick their asses.

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Aww enough bout bitching. YAY. Let's talk about VDAY!!! erm. so depressing. I have to wake up early to deliver something for Anderson's class. T_T How can the indo's take an order at 8am when NOBODY WANTS TO DELIVER IT??!! "oh i cant..." "oh I'm lazy.." "oh I cant get up.." TO BLOODY WITH EM ALL!! I SPECIFICALLY TOLD THEM AT 10 TO 2 !!! NOW WTH?? I have to wake up earlier on a MONDAY to deliver some rose to some class! AND CAN THEY BE READY BY THEn?? refer to above quotations. THe flower shop isn't even open yet! HOW THE PINGPONG CAN YO EXPECT TO DELIVER THE FAKING ROSE!??!!

can't those lazy spoilt kids wake up?

Omg. and they're BUSNESS major. I don't care if you get 4.0's in that class. I even wonder how come you're the vp. You're not doing a bloody good job, and you don't seem to be listening in the meetings. *forget it* I'll never hire you. "you're fired. now get out of here."

...............................................

=\ didn't go to the vday party either..
just stayed home and listened to my dad.
yaking on about "you'll do this" and "you'll do that"

I have a feeling I'll earn alot of money and be single all my life.
watch rachel. Single. not equal to SINGTEL =.=
hehe. or hire gigolos. =x I was kidding.
For one I'm not that despo.
Don't wanna think. Hope I can go out tomorrow ^^
oo my brother's snoring. that party mustav sapped alot of his energy lol. *peeved*

|| Pinch me. || 1:29 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

OOO saw him today!! And he wore stuff so cute!!
Rachel!! If you were here!!
ARGHHH!!!
He passed by our V day stand.. BUt didn't even look!!
And I think he's cantonese..
Was talking on the phone so heard him talk.
SO cute!

Okay lemme gloat and describe
Jun saw him too.
She said he not bad looking!!
RACHEL!!
Okay. nina stop.
he was wearing a jacket with camo pattern
but his skin's so fair so it still looks good.
and khaki jeans
and his shoes! SO KAWAIII!!!!!!
on him.

HAHAHAHA

Omg. CNY and i'm here being so despo.
See see what farani said.
she said
"ya nina.. you should tell him to buy the teddy bear for you~~"
Waiittt is he attached??
Better not lol!!

Nah I'll say
It's for a good cause,
so might as well buy one for a cute gal like me~

HAHAHA.
maybe lucky can see him again?

|| Pinch me. || 11:37 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

chinese new year!!


I feel so bhb.
So I shall bh all I want
HUAHAUHAA
Just talked a whole string of singlish to
encek

RuDDY!!! He's like the only person that I can really speak singlish with
cause he hasn't lost his accent.
There was this guy staring at us.
KIss my ass babe.
I mean.
Kiss someone elses.
haha.


Oh and seems like the Vday fundraiser was a success!!
Tomorrow volunteer again.
To everyone in nscc (whoever. maybe there's someone that reads this crap?)
PLEASE BUY SOMETHING FOR YOUR LOVED ONE!!!
All purchases go towards helping those affected by the tsunami.

I made cute lil pinky heart name tags for everyone. I should sell them ya know.
I think I'll make money.
But everyone too shy to wear ~~ waste my effort.
So thought I might as well stick it on them.
But nice people.
They wore it
HAHAHA looky at my super persuasive power.

and I'm gonna paste arrows all over school tomorrow.
"DO YOU LOVE HER??"
"FOLLOW THESE!"
"DO YOU HAVE LOVE PROBLEMS?"
"ORDER NOW!"
"WHAT CHA WAITING FOR?"

etc.

|| Pinch me. || 2:30 PM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

OO nice dinner yum. Talked to jngj today.
He graded my cs. FINALLY. I was about to strangle him too.
Like wtf? Took so long. But it was worth it *phew*
Shall start the new year with a 4.0!! YEAH!!
OMG if I had to beg
actually I got a 3.9 ~_~
Damn maluuuuuuuuuuuuu~!!!

Lose to HB. NO WAY! WE ARE THE COMBI CS BEST!!
>_< so lucky

okay then.
wearing red.
look like.. sadako.

or something.

just hair messy and not in my face.

okayyy.. so not sadako.

arh i go eat some ice.

|| Pinch me. || 10:39 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005

Ooo looky at him O__o

arhh today! today! today!
I saw! I saw! I saw!
Him! Him! Him!
So amazing! amazing!

Arh well. I don't know why.
Seeing him just makes me a bit happier.
Someone to swoon over after a hard day at school.
It ain't that bad.
A'ite? No thinking all those
horny horny details arhhh
*wags finger*

....
*sees millions of fingers wagging back*
What? I'm toooo innocent okae??
Hahaha.

It don't matter. I saw him.
well there's a sad part to it also.
One -- I'll never be good enough for him to notice me.
Two -- I don't think I'll ever get to know him.
Three -- I am positive he'll find a super chio girlfriend.

So I shall watch in the distance.
Though I might try a chio bu make over haha.
Like that will help.

Or maybe shd go for plastic operation.
And look like Michael Jackson.
Whose face will never rot.
Ew.

But it dont matter.
After all, he's just eye candy.
i wasn't meant to date anyway.

I saw him!!!

gloat.

|| Pinch me. || 6:26 PM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

now hush lil baby dont you cry..


it's kinda late.. =/ really dont have any inspiration for the PS.. Aww this aint gonna work. esp when I Really needa get into the U. It's like something I just absolutely have to fulfill. My mom and dad are havin all their hopes up for me. It used to be my brother.. but this time I've overshot my brother and I'll go to U first. and alone. Well don't really care about the alone part. Though I think I'll be alone, but I never am. I mean, there's gonna be people like me right? If they can do it, there's no reason why I can't.

Now I know how my brother felt. Because now it's my turn.. I mean after I get into the U. my mom's gonna look for a house. After all this while it was supressed, we never had somewhere we belonged. Rented homes all the way. But finally there's hope that there's somewhere that we can all settle down and .. the last time? only 6 yrs of life, i had somewhere. the freedom to dream. And I can't possibly take on the responsiblity and the pain of failing. This is so important but my brain is soo... blank.

inspiration come. please. I'm begging. I'm not even typing in fancy english anymore.

|| Pinch me. || 2:41 AM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

|| Pinch me. || 3:40 PM

Confused.
don't what's happening..
how is it that someone so special
can suddenly turn around
and rip away such a big part of your heart.
It's not fair.
How can I hate you so much but forgive you?
How is that possible?
Because I took the blame for you
and put it on my dues.
And yet you,
living in your wonderful oblivion
so beautiful
yet so crushing.
I hate you.
But I can't bear to say it.

It's pointless.

=/

|| Pinch me. || 2:30 PM

Friday, February 04, 2005

oo blog thingies







Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame. You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out. You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable. You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go. Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive. Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.





What's Your Element?







Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.





What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?



ooo i was meant to be an engineer? :D





You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions





Do You Have a Type A Personality?


whatever.

|| Pinch me. || 1:55 AM

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