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This is not where my destiny takes me. All this familiarity is suffocating me. In addition to the fact that I KNOW that all this is consequence of my own actions. I was meant to be somewhere else, and I was meant to live my life love-less and without you. All of you. I am not what my parents are, and I will never be. So I wonder why am I trying so hard to be accepted by you, when clearly I was meant to create my own path. Along this path I must create alone, I will find people to walk with me. And it will be by choice. I may lose people along that journey and I may be hurt more ways than one, but I can assure you I'll survive. I'll be fine, as long as I believe. What prevents us from achieving is from choice. People are lazy. And people are afraid. The flesh is weak, but can't the mind overcome this?
I'm not a sweet girl. I can never be that sweet girl that you want me to be.
I'm sorry.
But what I live for, I live true to myself.
I don't want to continue living this lie.
I wish though, that you would love me for who I am. Yet I know that you will never. I'm such a love pinning freak. But hell, I'm only 17 ^__^
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