my broken wings


my broken wings
still strong enough to cross the ocean with
my broken wings
how far should I come drifting in the wind?
Higher and higher I fly
I cross the sky
Just keep on flying

I love that song.

|| Pinch me. || 10:00 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

8 Songs u like :
1. angels -- norah jones
2. leech -- incubus
3. arigatou -- homemade
4. runaway -- janet jackson
5. hana -- orange range
6. dont phunk with my love -- bep
7. kai bu liao kou -- jay chou
8. Freestyla (yes i know it's damn old. haha)

8 Movies u like
1. constantine
2. xxx
3. eurotrip (haha)
4. chicken heart (jap)
5. Killing Us Softly -- media protrayal of women (all feminists MUST WATCH all three of them!! it's by Jean Kilbourne)
6. marrying the mafia (korean)
7. Ghost in the Shell (jap)
8. hrm.

8 Food u like =name the place= :
1. sambal stingray =lao pa sat=
2. chicken rice =bedok south=
3. sambal hor fun =woodlands=
4. dick's deluxe (it's a hamburger, you dirty freaks.) =dick's=
5. roast pork =kao kao=
6. stuffed mushrooms =olive graden=
7. chalupa =taco bell=
8. ice icream. haha.

8 Drinks u like =name the place= :
1. taro milk tea with rainbow jelly =tapioca express=
2. strawberry pina colada =poochi=
3. orange juice
4. jasmine green tea
5. mango margarita =blue iguana=
6. green hot cocoa =disney world=
7. white cranberry juice
8. water.

8 Sports u like :
1. hip hop dance
2. karate
3. basketball?
4. swimming!!
5. volleyball.
6. roller blading.
7. captain's ball LOL
8. tennis.

8 Animals u like :
1. giraffes
2. ducks
3. anything larh.

8 Personality u want in a boy/girl to be ur
soulmate :
lemme rephrase this to : what's HOT in a guy. lol
1. abs. okay.. now that's not personality, is it.
2. honest
3. ooze coolness :P
4. daredevil (LOL )
5. independent
6. comfortable with self
7. just there. overprotection sux.
8. responsible

8 Personality u don't want in a boy/girl to be ur
soulmate :
1. possesive-ness (is that even a word??)
2. self centered
3. close minded
4. conceited
5. drugged up freak
6. overly-guilible ( i dont mind it, i just dont think i can be soulmates with that kinda person.)
7. lack of opinion
8. couch potato

8 Brands u like =for clothes= :
1. gap
2. roxy
3. ecko unlimited
4. abercrombie and fitch (okay. I give in!! )
5. other no named but damn nice things.

8 Brands u don't like =for clothes= :
1. tommy hilfinger (just not me.)
2. baby phat. because i'm too fat for their clothes. too fat to be phat =/

8 Brands u like =for shoes= :
1. charles and keith
2. sketchers
3. reebok
4. nike
5. addidas
6. puma ( i'm a sucker for sports shoes. haha.)
7. dunno.

8 Country u like :
1. Japan
2. China (shanghai)
3. singapore!!!!!
4. Italy
5. jamaica
6. UK
7. South africa. the people are so nice!
8. Thailand for the bras! lol right, pig pig!

8 Country u don't like :
1. none at the moment

8 Things u like to do :
1. sleep
2. laze around
3. sketch
4. go out.
5. organize student activities
6. exploring matlab! (new hobby)
7. dance.
8. eat.

8 Things u don't like to do :
1. studying.
2. doing take home tests
3. doing hmwk after sleeping in class for a whole week. then you have to do studying on your own..
4. starting on essays.
5. get fat.
6. shave hair. haha.
7. programming.
8. speaking when i'm sleepy.

|| Pinch me. || 11:39 PM

friendster spam


The problems with GUYS.....
Message:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with
him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE
him;

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET , he says u have no BRAINS .

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true
huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love
him;

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are
TROUBLESOME;

If u don't , he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be
TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE , u are BAD girl;

If he SMOKES , he is GENTLEMAN.!??

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard
to please!!!!!??

If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not
true.......

but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

The moral of the story is....... SEND THIS TO
GUYS OUT THERE ANYWAY... Send it to girls
also,gives them some laughter ...

|| Pinch me. || 2:50 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

50 incredibly lame questions that you are so gonna read.


1. what are you doing?
+ this larh. =.=

2. what were you doin before?
+ eating. huahua.

3. who are you thinking of now?
+ hrm. a cutie.

5. what time did you sleep last night?
+ 2am. this morning

6. what did you do last night?
+ engineering hmwk.

7. what did you last say to a friend?
+ dada.

8. what attracts u to the opposite sex?
+ hrmmmm buy me ice cream and i'm in! (nina is a shallow person. haha.)

9. what makes you happy?
+ ice cream. or dancing. (yes, my new found "talent")

10. what are you wearing right now?
+ stuff.

11. what will you do after answering this?
+ sleep lorh.

12. who was the last person you talked to?
+ farani

13. what do you want to tell ur crush?
+ how ya doin, love *muax muax* ew. slash the last part.

14. when is your birthday?
+ 25th dec.

15. what you wanna get 4 ur birthday?
+ oh! ice cream!

16. when did you last cry?
+ =/ *thinks* 4 mths ago?

17. when did you last smile?
+ ahh when i got to use the com.

18. why are u answering these questions?
+ O_o yah hor!! why??

19. when will you marry?
+ how in the world would i know

20. when did u last receive a gift?
+ on sat. a prom ticket =.=

21. when did you last drink alcohol
+ dec 2003 at blue iguana. enjoying a nice mango margarita.riverside point. yum yum.

22. who will you vote for president?
+ NINA LIONG!! VOTE ME FOR -- PRESIDENT OF IA!!

23. who was the last person you talked about?
+ about? erm. eduardo.

24. who makes you happy?
+ anyone who gets me.....haha

26. who do u love?
+ i love who i wish to love. if i were to say i love them(i.e. parents brother frens etc) at all times i would be lying. well, i love them most of the time. haha.

27. who do you hate most among your friends?
+ you don't hate frens. you just bitch about them. HAHA. and then laugh. TOGETHER.

29.who has the cutest smile you've ever seen?
+ currently? david. he's such a cutie!! XD for further detail please contact author.

30. who do you talk on d phone with often?
+ phone hitlist : farani, kathie and ...

31. do you belong to a club in your school?
+ IA. and self proclaimed student govt. HAHA. and sorta ICC.. but males larh.

32. how's school?
+ WHERE DID ALL THE CUTIES GO??! O_O

33. any regrets?
+ currently i dont have a care in the world!! oh except for.. whaddymagonnado4maessay....

34. do you take drugs?
+ occasionally i pop some to go to sleep.

35. are you a shopaholic?
+ if i have the money.

36. do you have someone in mind that you wish to
get marry with?
+ get MARRIED. grr. no. i don't imagine myself getting married anytime soon.

37. do you like swimming?
+ hell yeah!! though i wish the pool was always empty.. then I will proclaim myself QUEEN OF DA POOL!

38. do you wear eye contacts?
+ sometimes.

40. do you kiss your parents good night?
+ no, they kiss me. but sometimes it gets irritating coz there you are trying to sleep and there's this thing pecking at your face. (i'm not insulting you or anything. i still like to be a little baby nevertheless =D) haha behold the 17 yr old spoilt brat. *DONT TELL ANYONE I SAID THAT* or else..

41. does your bf/gf often send you messages in
friendster?
+ i bet you he doesnt have frenster. he's imaginary.

42. how about in e-mail?
+ sometimes. he sends over those junk mail like "viagra cheap!" oh dear, i wonder what he's getting at..

43.hair colour?
+ black. or brown. whatever.

44. hair style?
+ frizzy puff.

45. feeling right now?
+ gaeh.

46. what makes u feel that?
+ just gaeh.

47. how do you treat your loved ones?
+ good question.

48. are you loved?
+ yeah. i am.

49. Do u like the weather today?
+ hrm. it was nice and sunny.

50. what are u wishing for now?
+ that they're ok.



oh and then you'll feel lame for reading it. haha. have fun.

|| Pinch me. || 10:59 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

it's embaressing revealing myself *"*



awww. lol.




Your Linguistic Profile:

70% General American English

15% Dixie

15% Yankee

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern





What Kind of American English Do You Speak?





Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"Hey, Beautiful. What's a nice girl like you doing waiting in line without bathing for 10 days?"





What's Your Star Wars Pickup Line?
















Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Lust: 20%

Envy: 0%

Greed: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.




How Sinful Are You?

|| Pinch me. || 6:23 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

I went to kamiak's prom yesterday.
IT WAS different. back then in sec sch, we were all single and just had fun. preiod. noone was busy making out on the dance floor. oh well.
wasn't on hyper mode coz i didn't think i wanted to deal with all the high school bullshit. honestly, i felt so much older than them. but i met a cutie! :D

oh yeah I lurrved my makeup!! Omg!! my eyes! I had beautiful eyes! Oo!!! too bad i didn't take pics. only one after i went home so i can analyze it later and learn how to do it. hehe. but it was so nice!! it was!! *raves* well jaa.

|| Pinch me. || 1:34 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

pretty BITCHY people are usually not in favour of those that think otherwise. yea, they feel threatened if someone attracts more attention to them and or someone just doesnt give a damn bout them. so thus i shall conclude that sometimes, it's best to leave pretty bitchy people to fight amonst themselves.

pretty nice people however, face the world of two extremes. One -- that of people swooning over them and waiting on them hand and foot, and two -- that of torture by see above. These people tend to be vulnerable and naive, and though they seem to be friends with the entire population, their true feelings are only revealed to a selected few.

pretty smart nice people, are those who defend themselves. They are strong and usually isolated, and have only a small circle of very good friends. Thus, if you manage to break in to their circle of trust, you will have made a powerful ally.

pretty smart bad people -- see top.

I have. no. idea. what the heck i'm blogging. =D enjoy.

|| Pinch me. || 10:31 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Don't you just hate it when someone comes up to you and goes "oh heyyyy!! How are you??",then fake smiles and all.. "have you done your homework?" .no. trust me, you'd be having a fever if you actually thought that I did my homework. Though it would feel pretty darn good if I actually knew all the answers..

Well that's the friggin' problem, see. My class/es are like, completely "homework" people. One does not make friends so much more than study buddies. Other than studies, there is well, nothing. How can anyone, ANYONE tolerate this solitude! Imagine not "the king and I" but "the homework and I", "romeo and le homework" oh oh check this one out "the homework nights". Yeah check that out for a life.

Not that I'm critizing anyone who thrives on homework. I should actually learn from you.

*shudder* Now that terrifies me.

|| Pinch me. || 2:11 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Beautiful people, aren't they? *wink*


lol sorry the mouse is there, it's a screen cap.


it's attacking Wie!! Muaha!


I know. Just wanna lie there, don't ya? :D


My house. Lol.


screensaver *_*

|| Pinch me. || 10:16 PM

Found this on Kathie's blog =bubble face ^_^=

STRENGTHS
[bold all that apply to you]

1. Adventurous, Adaptable, Analytical or Animated
2. Persistent, Persuasive, Playful, or Peaceful
3. Submissive, Self-sacrificing, Strong-Willed, or Social
4. Considerate, Controlled, Competitive, or Convincing
5. Reserved, Respectful, Refreshing, or Resourceful
6. Satisfied, Sensitive, Self-Reliant, or Spirited
7. Positive, Planning, Patient, or Promoting
8. Sure, Shy, Scheduled, or Spontaneous
9. Orderly, Obliging, Optimistic, or Outspoken
10. Friendly, Faithful, Funny, or Forceful
11. Daring, Detailed, Diplomatic, or Delightful
12. Cheerful, Consistent, Cultured, or Confident (sometimes. haha.)
13. Idealistic, Independent, Inoffensive, or Inspiring
14. Demonstrative, Decisive, Dry Humored, or Deep
15. Mediator, Musical, Moving, or Easily Mixing
16. Thoughtful, Tenacious, Talkative, or Tolerant
17. Listening, Lively, Leading, or Loyal
18. Contented, Chieflike, Chartmaking, or Cute HAHA
19. Perfectionistic, Pleasant, Productive, or Popular
20. Bold, Bouncy, Behaved, or Balanced


WEAKNESSES

21. Blank, Bossy, Brassy, or Bashful
22. Unforgiving, Unsympathetic, Unenthusiastic, or Undisciplined
23. Reticent, Resentful, Resistant, or Repetitious
24. Fussy, Fearful, Forgetful, or Frank
25. Insecure, Impatient, Indecisive, or Interrupting
26. Unpopular, Uninvolved, Unpredictable, or Unaffectionate
27. Headstrong, Haphazard, Hard to Please, or Hesitant
28. Plain, Pessimistic, Proud, or Permissive
29. Angered easily, Aimless, Argumentative, or Alienated
30. Naïve, Negative, Nervy, or Nonchalant
31. Worrying, Withdrawn, Work-obsessed, or Wanting Credit
32. Too Sensitive, Tactless, Timid, or Talkative
33. Doubtful, Disorganized, Domineering, or Depressed
34. Inconsistent, Introverted, Intolerant, or Indifferent
35. Messy, Moody, Mumbling, or Manipulative
36. Slow, Show Off, Stubborn, or Skeptical
37. Loner, Lord over, Lazy, or Loud
38. Sluggish, Suspicious, Short Tempered, or Scatterbrained
39. Reluctant, Restless, Revengeful, or Rash
40. Compromising, Critical, Crafty, or Changeable

What color is most reflective of you? orange. it's bright, but it's also the color of leaves when they fall.
What time were you born? 8-something in the morning.

Alamak! So many weaknesses!! It's okay, I'm human *pats self on back* . Really should stop doing that.

=self obsessed loony signing off=

|| Pinch me. || 9:50 PM

Twas the impact of a guppy... without a tail




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There you go. haha.

Hrmmmzzz. I miss certain people T.T Oh wellz. Wie was laughing at me, and he went "well, just call them!" Okay! I will! One day.

I've got to study (or not..) for the EE exam on friday. Or shall I call it a...test.

And I've gotta do all my research! Which is really not that hard..After all, I'm researching Sherman's Lagoon. *winks* I can't believe teach said it was "original". haha. *pats self on back* I blanked below out, because I read it over, and it sounded wayy too bhb. haha. So if you want to hear about my self praising bouts, go ahead and highlight.


My life is slowly getting less hectic. aka boring. I can't believe it. I actually like to be all busy. I like to be involved. And I'm so sad I can't run for ABS president T.T WHY!! Why wasn't I involved sooner!! Why did I have to come last spring when everything was all hectic and I was all lost!! WHY !! *wails* and so I take a YEAR to get used to college life. Oh mighty me.

I'm sure there are other opportunities. Thinking back, a few years ago I would never have stood up to say "I want to be president" or something like that. Right now I feel like a little kid who's lost his toy to play. =( Dad says I'm impulsive. He says sometimes I have way too much drive. Well lemme tell you something, old man! It's totally better to have too much! HAHA. GAMBATTE OYAJI! You can do it!!

Been eating alot recently. My tummy has become very pinchable.
Going to TRY to workout later ^^ me still a tiny bit sick. *Grumble*

|| Pinch me. || 2:15 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

OMg I'm back!! And I'm sick.

The Students of Color Conference was awesome. Words cannot describe how good it was *tears drop* I Have ABSOLUTELY NO REGRET that I chose to go there. Even though I got sick the day after I came back. I made great friends, people like me that I didn't even know existed. For the first time in my life I could actually talk about my life with people who actually UNDERSTOOD, who were actually like me. A whole room of people. For the first time I, a multi-cultural complex identity was among the majority T.T I love ya all!!

IF ANYONE OUT THERE WHO READS THIS WENT TO THE CONFERENCE AND KNOWS ME, PLEASE CONTACT ME!!

erm. though I really only want to know like 3 people's email.. cause I forgot to ask ~_~ But I'll take my chances. Here's how to know that you know me:

here's the things that I went to.

Multiracial caucus : bad public speaking skills

Asian american: Talked alot. haha.

the thingy about the boat and saving only 7 ppl

multicultural leadership: I give you a gift of.. myself!! =P and this poem that I wrote which I almost had a heart attack saying because I was standing in front of so many people, and sharing something that was kinda different than what every one was saying *sweat drop*. Like I said, I have a problem with public speaking. It's purely psychological. Since I have absolutely no problem with talking too much. Oh yes the poem:

I am from death which unites the living.
I am from the land of hope and those who continue believing.
I am from the mountains of California.
Mountains tall, green and mysterious.
I am from the red dragons of the sun
and the clear waters of the Malayas.
I am from the wind.
I come and I go, searching for a place unknown.
I am from trees which sway but always stand rooted.

FYI that's not really complete. I don't think it will ever be though. Haha.

I hugged alot of people who I don't know. And guess what? Sarah told me it's okay to be a hug-slut. Oh well what can I say. I offer comfort MUAHAHA.

Okay, shall I talk about the guys??? Or maybe I'll just email a selected few. *evil grin*

SOMEONE SAID I CAN DANCE O_o!

Amazing. I should go and show Lydia my newly found skill. HAhaa.z I can dance. *echo* I can dance... Oh wells. I feel hella good!! HAHHAHAHAA *continues like a mad woman* HELL YEAH!

oh there were lotsa people grinding. Call me whatever, but I'm not that comfortable with such close contact with people I don't know. =/ MAybe I'm just weird. Or maybe I'm just overly feminist. YEAH YOU GO GIRL!

THat's it.. I really should go do my work. Although everthing's due tomorrow.. >_< EVERYTHING...

|| Pinch me. || 9:17 AM

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