evidence of life.


HUauau!!! I just realized can add pics without going to photobucket!! Yeah. call me dumb.

Oh yeah here I will show you.. my trip to fremont! Only 20min away from northgate by bus.

See that fatty looking fierce woman??



Well now she looks a bit better.

The statue!! guess what it is!!!
*drumrolls*
It's LENIN!! Yes the russian father of commies!! It wasn't like that the day before cross my heart!
... and that's my brother looking up the skirt ... *hides embaressed*



I like this hat =X



argh. the fatty!! >_<






freeeeeeemooonnnnttt~~

Oh yeah here's how i looked a week before this pic. To SHOW you how friggin FAST i can gain weight.




eh. then again not much diff coz you cant see my body.
DAMN i needa go hit the gym.

|| Pinch me. || 11:39 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

value.


THE GIFT OF TIME

To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who has failed a grade.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a
premature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of ONE DAY, ask a daily wage laborer who has kids to
feed.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who has missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND, ask a person who has avoided an
accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who has won a
silver medal in the Olympics.

Life is precious. Value your time.

|| Pinch me. || 11:48 PM

so fat!!


I'm not delusional; this time it's farking real!!!

I'm fat!!!

Noo!!!!

Lord oh lord WHY?!!!

Because I ate too much!! Too friggin much!! And I just blow up like *poof*!! BALLOON!!!

No LORD NO LORD NO!!!

*pinches tummy*
*wobbles thighs*
*flicks saggy underarms*

NO LORD NO LORD NOOO!!!!

|| Pinch me. || 9:49 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005

nina

reformatted.


ahhh. fresh, fast, empty.

all coz of the virus that's been doing damage to my com for a whole month and i ignored it. yes I did. Until i turned my com off and *poof!* that was the last time I'd ever see my hard programmed "life" project. coded all by myself. *wails!* despite the heartbreak ( and the fact that my brother will never ever be able to copy my code.) it was all good until I also found out i misplaced my trend micro registration key. Great. now i cant have virus and firewalled protection. But at least they let me have a one month trial, so i can dig through all my papers and find where i put the bloody key.

who knew a few random characters were so darn important??

oh i will get on to changing my layout. after i get back from my camping trip muahaha.

|| Pinch me. || 7:30 PM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

seeking...


fun individuals who actually have a life!!
interesting so I wont get bored with you!! (lol)
creative!
you dont have to be independent, you can live with your parents like me, but a car would be nice!! LOL!!

If you're a guy, have abs!
Have nice hair!
Smell nice! But dont splash (literally) on cologne or any of that shit smelling bullshit. Wait, bullshit does smell like shit =_=
Be smiley!
Be cute!

it's summer so let's get on to my favorite topic shall we? Guys!
haha. nina still has her hormones my friend, she is a late bloomer. Unlike those 10 year olds now that dress all pretty to get a boy/guy/man or whatever the opposite sex may appear to be in those young slutty eyes, at ten nina didnt even know what boobs are , even less have them. To her ever "observant" eyes, those mamaries were but bodily disorders that probably happen if you eat too much tofu. no one had bothered to explain that those wobbly orbs on a woman's chest were in fact, going to be on her one day. Then again no one really knew she was a girl.

"Oh andrew! It's so nice to see you again! Oh.. and oh my, your two sons are all grown up!"
(WTF?!)
"erm, uncle arh, I'm a.."
"She's actually my daughter"
"oh..." *fat bitchy smile* "i'm so sorry."

KNS.

my oh my, i wonder where this blog is going.
" 10 points off for organization!!" NOO DIANA NOOO!!!!!

>_<

I shall now spare thee of thy verbal nonsense(th). Shall thou hath doubt in thine horrible england, thou shall get used to it.

|| Pinch me. || 8:06 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

damn i feel like a slacker


pump it! Louder come on!
Move it let's get into it!
na-na-na-na-naa-na-naaa~

oh wellz since i'm here might as well blog ^^
told dad about my day.

"so chyi, anything to tell me?"
"oh nothing much dad, just that today i had my presentation..." *goes on talking excitedly for bout 1/2 an hour*
"oh wow,.."
".. oh yeah did i tell you 'bout the student luncheon we had today?"*goes on talking for bout 45min, then relates the two topics together for 15min*

"wow chyi! you said you have nothing much to tell me! okay, so how was all your exams?"
"they were*pause*.. okay."
"that's it?"
"*pause*yeah."

muaha. nina's life. ^^ my hmwk awaits me..

|| Pinch me. || 6:21 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Everyone!! Watch MR and Mrs Smith!! IT ROX!! I couldnt stop laughing. havent seen such a good one in all these years. it's exciting, intriguing, incredibly funny, and romantic! *raves!!*

Angelina Jolie is such a good actress. I mean, look at her eyes. WOw. Just watch the movie ^^

okay i'll get doin my hmwk ^__^ finals next week GAmbatte!!

|| Pinch me. || 1:36 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

quicker than a ray of light


that's the way the food ran out at our pub stint by IA. it's all good! thank you to my team the OC who organized it!!

omg! this week came and snuck up on me so fast i dont even have time to breathe. not thinking straight, got tricked by people and abandoned by my brother.

it's all good. after all it was a joke right?
i hate people who make fun of me like that though. behold i may unleash an angry Asian woman's wrath. the AAWW.

20 credits is a huge load. it's my 3rd quarter into it and i'm really getting drained. only signed up for 10 in summer ^^ art and accounting!! :) *thinks*

-to-do-list-
egr hmwk ---------------tonight
eng draft #3 ------------tonight
study math -------------tomorrow
study phy---------------tomorrow
eng presentation prep ---tomorrow

i farking dont have to sleep lol.

|| Pinch me. || 1:20 AM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

=/ so noone tagged regarding my topic.

oh wellz. the usual.

I'm stressed. have two tests and one presentation on the same day. i'm gonna die. it's diff eq and physics for goodness sake!! How the hell am i gonna deal with that ??!! T_T

I'm scared to bloody shit!!

learnt that P already got into UW. do you know how that makes me feel?? It makes me feel like a loser that i havent heard from them. Come on!! what's going on?? His last name's LUdwig and mine's LIong, so technically, I should have heard from them BEFORE him yes no?? sometimes i wish that he didnt tell me. starfish, why? why did i have to hear it?

i'll be honest. if i get rejected, i'll feel so bad. i'll feel like a failure. and i'll have to face my mom. so unappealing. might run away for a night before i tell her. i'll just go up to queen anne and cry or something. dont need someone scolding me when i already feel bad. i KNOW she'll rub it in. HEll she's already starting now. stop reminding me farani got in. stop reminding me i'm the only one without a uni. stop reminding me that i had to give up berkeley. stop reminding me when you didnt let me try. wait. this blog isnt about her.

..am i... not good enough?..


AND I WISH THE PHONE WOULD STOP RINGING EVERY TWO MINUTES!! hello???!! I'm stressed!!!

oh great. went to answer it and he hung up. have a feeling it was dad.

d'oh.

|| Pinch me. || 11:07 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

hello, love

Dad liked you BEFORE you plucked your eyebrows and when you were still a cavewoman. A very pretty cavewoman =/.
Shouldnt you be happy that my imperfections keep jerks away? ^^

Can't you see? I'm just a big asshole with a weiner. I don't like your body hair so shave it all off. oh, and perhaps you should get double eyelids, ya know, so I can actually see your eyes. and while you're at it, get a boob job too.

Then after you look all pretty, I'm just gonna fuck you and run away.

OKay... I'm getting a lil' carried away.
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Tag's up and working now! Sorry for everything folks. apparently IE is too stupid to know the diff between executable code and quoting code. THere. so to rachel: the IE read the code fiona was supposed to copy and executed it. oh well. maybe I was the idiot for not realizing that IE was an idiot too. fark.

I havent touched code for so long i cant even remember it. there goes my chances of being a cs tutor.

PLEASE TAG! *refer to prev post ^^*

|| Pinch me. || 10:57 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

"we dont act like that in front of girls, nina. we act like that because you're a tomboy"

WTF??!! SO now that's WHY .. T.T well at least i get to experience things these "girls" dont get to see.

"instead of looking at the negative side, why dont you try to change the way you are? "

why do you keep telling me that? you've never told me i'm special. no, not once. the only thing worth you saying is "chyi, you're an engineer, that's why you think analytically. that's what makes you different." is THAT the only thing of me that you can see?

i'm not gonna give up. i'm not gonna run away. is that all you've got, BUTTHEAD??!!! KEEP IT COMING!



hey everyone! tag what you think of me. what you hate, what you cant stand, what you cant forget. be brutally honest.
HIT ME.

|| Pinch me. || 10:59 PM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

isolation


i used to fear being alone.
scared to go out alone
scared to walk alone
scared to BE alone
wondered if the day would come
that i would be left alone.

yet i admired those who chose.
to be able to stand on their own two feet
rise tall
their individuality set them apart
made them distinct
made them so different that they were isolated
yet it was that that made them beautiful

strength beyond the dead

words beyond the silence.

if only i could learn to break free
of the nothing that was holding me down.
why am i so afraid?

--welcome to my solitary bubble of thought--

|| Pinch me. || 11:33 PM

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