=/ so noone tagged regarding my topic.

oh wellz. the usual.

I'm stressed. have two tests and one presentation on the same day. i'm gonna die. it's diff eq and physics for goodness sake!! How the hell am i gonna deal with that ??!! T_T

I'm scared to bloody shit!!

learnt that P already got into UW. do you know how that makes me feel?? It makes me feel like a loser that i havent heard from them. Come on!! what's going on?? His last name's LUdwig and mine's LIong, so technically, I should have heard from them BEFORE him yes no?? sometimes i wish that he didnt tell me. starfish, why? why did i have to hear it?

i'll be honest. if i get rejected, i'll feel so bad. i'll feel like a failure. and i'll have to face my mom. so unappealing. might run away for a night before i tell her. i'll just go up to queen anne and cry or something. dont need someone scolding me when i already feel bad. i KNOW she'll rub it in. HEll she's already starting now. stop reminding me farani got in. stop reminding me i'm the only one without a uni. stop reminding me that i had to give up berkeley. stop reminding me when you didnt let me try. wait. this blog isnt about her.

..am i... not good enough?..


AND I WISH THE PHONE WOULD STOP RINGING EVERY TWO MINUTES!! hello???!! I'm stressed!!!

oh great. went to answer it and he hung up. have a feeling it was dad.

d'oh.

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