lazying the rainy afternoon away~



hrm. Today I only managed to know ONE person. Whoa.
BIG IMPROVEMENT. TOMORROW 5!! *determination!*

Didn't know it's so hard to meet people. I wish I was
just older. Like mentality-wise. So that I can take
all of their crap. And well, so I'd have many
interesting things to talk about.

However, being the sheltered person that I am (perhaps
overly sheltered) sometimes I fail to reach out to
other people.

Like that how be be a nice person?!

Sometimes when I read my friendster I get a bit "..".
and then I read someone else's testimonials and I'm
like "O_o wah.. I wonder what it'll be like to be like
them.."

Because no matter what, I always seem to find other
people more worthy of praise.

Oh yes! He is so mature! Oh yes she's a great friend!

You know, I always have people who ask for
testimonials. Practically BEG for testimonials. I know
why they do it. They feel good. Heck, who wouldn't
feel good when someone praises you? Rule number one of
fellowship: make your fellow man feel important.

Yes, now when can I write a good testimonial? When I
sincerely know the person. BUT!! That's wrong! So
wrong! One should be able to find the good in ANYONE!
yes! I have to dig down deep and find "what you meant
to me that was actually important". Even for little
things. Like "without your hug the time I fell down, I
would have cried myself to sleep". Okay, so be it!
Lame! But you know (yeah actually that was important)
that person MADE AN EFFORT. and so should I! Step two
of fellowship: Praise in public.

Aiyah back to me lah, it's my blog, so might as well.

According to people:
Nina is not the type you can tell everything to.
Nina is not very observant, nor sensitive to one's
feelings (oh, this one kinda true lol)
Nina very kok eye (same as above)
Nina is not very mature.
Nina likes hot guys. (overly sexual O_o) Lol I added
that in.

Nina is LOUD.

Nina cannot listen very well.
Nina will not help you when you are in need.
Nina is just FUN. That's it.
Nina will quarrel with you. ALOT.

Soo...Nina is just a jackass? O_o

Yeap. I'M SO SORRY!!

FROM TODAY I WILL TRY TO BE A BETTER PERSON!!


I MUST BE THICK SKINNED! You want praise? I hantam you
with praise! You want listen? ( i know bad grammar,
whatever) I listen!! You want no kok eye? I stare at
you until my eyes pop out of their sockets. You want
no quarrel? Fine fine, you want to jump off the
bridge, I'll still nod my head and agree... You want
me to give up guy scouting? NEVER!!

Okay ^^ now for the serious stuff huh?

Praise
DID I NEVER PRAISE YOU BEFORE?!
It's a crime! to let you go without praise is the same
as to let a criminal go free of punishment! A person
who has done good should and must be given credit!
From now on, (if not done before) I shall make your
efforts known!!

Listen
Speak, and I will listen. Well, it's not like I don't
listen, people just don't talk to me generally. Now, I
wonder how to make myself more amiable for your
talking pleasure..

Help
Ask, and I will help. Usually it's 'cause (1) I kok
eye I really cannot see that you need help (2) You
didn't ask so I assume you can handle it on your own.
Deep inside this heck care exterior lies a sampa woman
waiting to be let in on the info. So just ask!!

Quarrel
..... T_T well, erm. sorry? It's just that I was
kinda.. immature at that time...

less loud
"you like that all the guys will laugh at you behind
your back!" So thus, guys are named backlaughers. I
might work on the roughness and intensity of what I
say (I guess that's how I always get into fights..)
read more and choose more subtle vocab and constantly
moderate my tone. Got it. BE NICE NINA!

but I will never be quiet! *hmpf*

"Ooo shuai ge!"
Give that up? NEVER!!

Anyway looks arent everything. They're just a bonus.
It elevates them to "eye-candy" level. And plus,
there's something called looking beyond that. (hey
look at me =_=)

I LOOK AWFUL T_T

anyways.

Note to someone.
I don't like competing with a guy's attention. I know
you have to be with him. Whatever. That doesnt negate
the fact that.. wasnt it like.. a promise... *glassy
eyes*

Oh well, I'll just go friend scouting..

It can't be that bad ^^

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