I wish I had nice things to blog about

But none, only this

After a few days of reflecting on how I behave ( as I always do LOL) I have come to realize with immense (put in fancy word here for shock) that I'M A FRIGGING KID STUCK IN AN 18 year old BODY! O_O

I still act like a kid.

Not that I care.

But it's bad! It's horrible!! I feel as if I haven't grown up!! I still feel the bouts of "I wish the people around me would stop acting like that! I'm a pretty-much-grown-up even though I don't act like it!"

DAmN!! I hate it when people (argh whoever they are) go "YOUR GRADES!! They're bad!!" I'M IN FUCKING UNIVERSITY FOR GOODNESS sAKE!!!

HOW WELL DO YOU THINK I CAN DO!! Think about it!! I'm going to graduate in 2007!! That doesn't give me much time does it?!

GOSH!!! If I WERE A FUGGING FRESHMAN I'm pretty sure it's okay to do those things to me, but hey. STOP ACTING LIKE THAT PRIMARY SCHOOLER'S PARENTS!!

*fumes!!*

AT LEAST IT'S ABOVE THE AVERAGE!! PEOPLE HERE ARE SMARTER YOU KNOW!!!

*fumes!!*

I don't think I need you to tell me how bad my grades are. In fact, I know how bad they are. I don't dwell on it. Because frankly, I don't care now that it's over. I'm waiting for the new quarter to begin. I'm not sure I can take 4 major classes all at once. I didn't want too. just that YOU FARKING HAD TO SAY "OH SO EMBARESSING!! You're only taking 3 classes!!"

I know what I'm doing. You know why I hate telling you stuff?

BECAUSE TO YOU EVERYTHING IS EMBARESSING.


you know, I don't believe that grades are everything in life. I used to, but now I don't.

I believe they are vital, only up to a certain point. Because after you get what you want, you cease to desire.


I'm 18! You know how I imagined 18 to be? Where I could party, where I would be skinny and wear awesome clothes. LOL

I imagined at 18 I would be at the new year's eve countdown. With my friends at my side, smiling, and I'll take mental snapshots of the moment when light hits their eyes as the fireworks go off.

and the parties

and the smilies

and the laughters

and the hugs :)

But now as I am, my friends are no longer close to me. (as in where their location) People that I could have fun with, I haven't met them yet.

People: I hope you have a great New years eve. I hope you welcome the New Year with the people you care for by your side. And I hope that you will all be happy for the New Year.


AH! If I can I want to change my image! LOL.

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