concealer.


what a day man!

I'm so tired I read friendster as "fuckster" +____+

but recently there's more perversefarkingassholeswithcucumbersuptheirasses, perhaps they have read it wrong too.

lamer! *smacks self*

I hate it when ppl use mailing lists to spam.
"From: somefaggotdickhead
To: visual-jrocking-kei@somemaillist.blah

It's been a total of 14 months sinced I last went out with that special woman. But now, I'm going out again! You can too! I just joined this faggotmakinglovesociety.com and they hooked me up instantly. Try it out! You can be going out too, just like me."

To: somefaggotdickhead

I don't care. If you didn't get a date for 14 months, then there must be something wrong with you. Maybe you look like a freak, or you fuck every girl you go out with. Or maybe you just stayed at home looking at your imaginary ex and start masterbating. Look, I don't care. You don't spam a mailing list. Esp my mailing list. I know you're some random person who's so bloody happy that you've got a date. But you know what? You're gonna miss your date. You know how I know? It's because you got so excited spamming mailing lists that you forgot your date was an hour ago. Tata, noone's gonna want you! Now go and cry. And STAY OFF MY MAILING LIST.



Yes, then you say, "well hey, I doubt you've been on a date for the last 14 months" Well, I have, I just didn't realize it was a date. I just thought it was "hanging out". Then I told Wie and he said "YOU NUT!! That was a date!!" O_O oh. So see. there you have it. lol.

(however I thought it was so bloody boring, and that I'm not going do that ever again)

My advice to all the lady's out there (maybe it's a bit too late or something) : don't go out with someone too old. Because the only reason why that someone is 15 years older than you is because he acts like a 12 year old. It's a waste of time.

I'd say maximum 3 years. why? Because at 4 years difference, they just act so "i'm greater than you" or they keep getting demoralized "omg..you're so young". Well, unless they are *ahem*stupidperverts*ahem*. Anyways it's just boring. You can't explore the world with them. Heck drink? They've done it. Party? Yes you'd bet they've done it. Been to more places than you have? yes they have. (of course there are some exceptions, I know my friend's parents are 9 years apart, etc)

It's so boring.

I'd rather someone that doesn't know anything *lol* or someone interesting, at least.

If you DO get a guy just because he's older, then, my friend, you may have fallen into a serious trap. Trust me.

(since I look older than I am, actually I don't have a problem. *chuckles*)

I digress.

i need concealer because I'm sleeping later and later... and my no longer youthful skin can't take it T_T

It's okay, dark rings save me on eyeshadow. I'm just too pretty to begin with.

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I have one hmwk ques left. So I'll procrastinate a bit and explain my plans.

Just so when you come over and visit you won't faint of my beauty (or me faint of yours vice versa etc etc) (on msn rach will be slapping me) HAHAHa No we are all beautiful creatures!

It all started when I came to realize that.. despair is a sin. There's no point brooding over something. That's the root of sadness. Wanna know how I got that idea?
I saw this tree. It was so.. happy. You can see the tree too. It's the lone bushy tree you see when you face the road on campus parkway bay 2. The wind was whipping my hair around but hell, that was one heck of a happy tree. It's neighbour wasn't doing very well though. That skinny little thing was fighting for its life. I'm guessing more people would be attracted to the skinny tree. Just like how you're mesmerized by someone who fights so hard.

So.. what about the happy tree? It's a TREE for goodness sake! What the heck?

I just thought maybe I could be like that tree. If I never get pushed down, then I don't have to struggle.

All I have to do is look on the bright side, ne? :) after all there's two sides to every coin. While most people focus on the emptiness, I'll just have to bring them out! YAY!

SO then I decided to picture myself as another person. What would I want that person to do? If so, then maybe I can become that person. It's losing myself, in a way, but it's better.

One thing I'll never be is that I can never be the girl who makes friends with absolutely anybody. If I don't have a farking reason to talk to you, I won't.

ahh, digress.




WHAT's your favroite eyeshadow color?

I like green and yellow! or blue! pink's nice too! brown's nice but it just looks like what I look like now (ie, panda eyes). just more mysterious perhaps.

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