as I await your arrival


GOSH!! SUDDENLY I have things to do!!

One: study DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN hard, for that graden gnome is MINE!! MINE MINE MINE!! Let the world bow down to my name as I hold the symbol of true success in accounting!!! >_< ah. anyways. STUDY DAMN DAMN DAMN HARD!!

This weekend, I'll do my homework! NO PLAY!! *determination!!*

I'm GOING TO GET 3.5 this quarter!! I WILL! I MUST!

Two: hit the gym. I need to get HOT HOT HOT!! (lolz)

Three: learn to drive. DAMN IT!!! HOW AM I GOING TO FIND THE TIME?!?!?! SOMEONE TEACH ME!!!! *screams!* My parents refuse to teach me!! they want me to learn from a SCHOOL! *&^*%$#@%##%^#^% It'll be so much easier if they can just DROP ALL THEIR TO DO STUFF AND TEACH THEIR POOR LITTLE IMMOBILE DAUGHTER WHOSE FRIEND IS COMING SOON AND NEEDS TO KNOW HOW TO DRIVE! *screams!*

Four: apply for business school writing exam. dammit I keep forgetting!!

Five: send in my resume. DAMMIT XBOX team!! You need me you know it!! HIRE ME!! ME ME ME!!!

I have to plan my schedule. X|

oh btw. I gained back all the weight I lost because of compulsive eating. SHIT.

*slowly swelling up again*

You know, sometimes I just stand in front of the mirror and pinch myself. "herm, fat on thighs, fat on tummy, fat on arms... disappear!!" but they never do, do they? T_T

|| Pinch me. || 12:21 AM

Friday, February 24, 2006

I was walking down the snow and ice covered step in the quad, admiring all the sights around me.... and I finally realized that I should be concentrating DOWN THERE(As in my feet, my FEET you perverse bastards!).

*&%&!@$*!&%@&!!!! Almost slipped!

Luckily I saved my ass.

Why is it so bad to fall? Well, that's because it's a ripple fall!

First the mega fall,
and then the sub falls.

Like this, you unimaginative people!


>_< ooooo

Wah! Can you imagine how that would be?

Well, yeah funny, but that's about it. And nina wont be happy with a wet butt.

Oh hey here's a random question: Would you rather have wet socks or wet underwear?

Like, duh! wet sock lah!

Why are WET SOCKS better.

First of all, you can take off wet socks in public. try your underwear. If they get wet, can you just stand in the middle of anywhere and rip em off? NO!

and in the first place, how do you end up with wet underwear? By the excretion of bodily fluids O_O!!! Gimme wet socks anytime!

Well, actually, I like me socks dry.

And here's another point. When socks are wet, they dont make anything else wet except what you put on your feet. Whereas for underwear they'll make your pants wet, and well, if you thought a VPL was bad, TRY A BUTT PRINT!

Trust me, I swim, so I know wet underwear. Hell yeah.

|| Pinch me. || 10:18 AM

I am so mad.

Why do I have to be put in a group with someone I absolutely DO NOT want to work with?! Such a fag.

Well it could be coz my grades are the worst. That's why I'm put into this crappy group. Or it might be coz the TA doesnt even know me. Crap. I know I should have spoken up in class.

I'm angry!!!!

I want to be in a smart group! Because although my grades are like crap, I know my mind is not!!!

|| Pinch me. || 12:26 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

hot!


My Valentine's day was spent

in the undergraduate lounge farting my ass off.

HAHAHA

Boy, it was pretty fun and convenient actually.

|| Pinch me. || 12:02 AM

Monday, February 13, 2006

oh. i'm not that slow actually. Just very dense. HAHAAA

But the sad thing is that I always have to work with hints, clues, and pointers. Like someone always has to nudge me the way. And it gets depressing when I can't nudge myself along. Makes me feel.. like ... aw you know.

on to more day specific things, valentine's day!

It's not a day to fuck around.

It's a day to fool around. And laugh at those tied down by pink and red burdens.

I will bring purple hearts to school

and congratulate all who have survived the valentine war

by being single

and being proud

I pledge to the legion of singles

that we may play and bask in untied down glory

and if we can

fuck around a bit

but never forgetting that contraceptives are available.

we shall live free of martial horrors,

and be ignorant to couple bliss

coz in this world there is only

me and me.

To singles everywhere, cheers.

and Happy Valentine's day.

And whatever you do, keep your dick to yourself, because a fuck on this special day will make you hers for life.

Now, you wouldn't want that.

|| Pinch me. || 6:38 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

24


I'm heard the most beautiful voice ever!

It was a guy singing!

=]

okay, so my weekend has started with a fresh drop of blood.

From a papercut.

Been getting loads of those recently.

May I ask all a tame question?

How can you tell that I'm stressed?

So thus today on my two hour break I am going to talk about...


how fiona can read me so well it's freaky


Imagine. One day you go online with your usual routine of sieving people out to talk to.
"hrm, who is worthy enough to be picked by nina the great?"
Then obviously you pick your closest friends.
"hey"
There you go, you start.
And then they say whatever they say.

And you type whatever you type.

And then
"you sound stressed"

O_o
like, HOW DO YOU TELL?!?!?

Okay digress.

Let me tell you about sororities and how they hate me.

There's this Asian sorority "recruiting" people right now. So there I was standing ALL out for them in the BRIGHT sunlight and basically strutting my stuff with glasses and backpack and all. And there was a friend with me. On the left. So this some greek letter sweater wearer came up to me. From the right.


She took 3 steps around me, and stuck a flyer into my friend's face, and sweetly invited "us" to their selection process. Then she handed me a flyer too. Wow. amazing.

K I get the point, so you dont want me in. I'm too pretty for you I'd blind every single one of your brothers the gentlemen eyes and they'll be screaming in awe at my name. No, perhaps you shall make me prance down a path of rose petals strewn around a long silk strip.

HAh! Then I'll be soooo amazing that you'll regret asking me last!!!!

k that's it for now.

|| Pinch me. || 9:46 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

break.


I'm close to it. I really am.

I can feel that I'm breaking down when suddenly I lose the will to know people. To reach out to them.

To listen to them.

When the voice inside is screaming but I can't say anything. I can't tell anyone anything.

Because noone gets it.

Everyone's fooled by me.

It's great coz noone knows how weak I am. Noone knows how much I want to run away.

But it's harsh because noone knows that I'm cracking. That my facade is fading. And that one day they won't know me anymore.

I'm sure there's people who know the real nina, the coward that I am. I'm sure they're trying to get to me. But yes, it's me. It's all me who doesn't want you to care.

Why am I so dramatic? Because I can't face the fact that I'm so stupid.

*sigh* I got the lowest score in class, again.

It's even more sad because I taught someone and she got 30 points higher than me *sobs*.

WHY IS IT WHEN PEOPLE PUSH ME DOWN I CAN TAKE IT BUT I CAN'T TAKE A FEW NUMBERS ON PAPER?!?!?!?

I bet you regretted asking me to study with you. Yes, "you guys are no help".

that's true. haha. now you've realized huh.

I don't know why people want to study with me. I don't. and you know, I guess now you don't too. =/

I talk too much, truly. All that crap about me wanting to be a leader. haha. fools can't be leaders.

I mean, would you want to follow me? When the best I can promise you is that we'll all try hard together, and that we laugh and that you will never be alone. And the most I can do is guide you, and watch you soar. You won't see me fall, of course, because I'll be behind you all the way.

Yeah, guess that's the kind of leader that I am.. always only trying.

ahhh *brushes dust off* well!

FARK ALL THOSE (^&^%*&^% EXAMS FOR THEY CAN'T SEE NINA'S WORTH!!

I'm better than a 50%!!

Because NINA IS 100%!!!

FARK YOU!!!!

|| Pinch me. || 12:09 AM

Monday, February 06, 2006

My life is getting SOOO interesting!!

Haha! I can't wait to see him like, well, whenever I see him XD

It's kinda of like whenever we see each other we're like playing the who-will-give-in-first kinda game.

Okay, it's sorta dangerous in a way.

And the fact that we're obviously playing each other.

In the back of my mind I'm like "shit, what if I really start to like him?!"

Nonetheless.

|| Pinch me. || 3:33 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

i have 1/4 of my body functional.

and I STILL FEEL SOOO GOOD! :D:D:D

Why?

Because now, I'm not afraid.

It's me and the ice, baby!

You can make me fall ALL YOU WANT but one day I will conquer you! twist and spin on you so well you will wonder why you were covered with water!!

HAHAH. (i went ice skating.)

my knees look like fried crabs. and my arms ache like crazy! I had to push myself up like MANY MANY TIMES!!!

nevermind! the pain will make me STRONG!

|| Pinch me. || 2:43 AM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

~杀破狼~
歌: js

沉睡了千年的身体
从腐枝枯叶里苏醒
是夜莺凄凉的叹息
解开咒语

遗忘的剑被谁封印
追随着箫声和马蹄
找到你

最光荣的牺牲
是武士的宿命
挥剑的瞬间心却在哭泣

生是为了证明
爱存在的痕迹
火燃烧后更伟大的生命
杀是为了歌颂
破灭前的壮丽
夜是狼深邃眼睛
孤独等待黎明

看不见未来和过去
分不清生死的差异
不带走喜悦或遗憾
离开这里

破晓和月牙在交替
我穿越过几个世纪
只为你
樱花瓣在飘零
这悲凉的风景
长袖挥不去一生刀光剑影
嘿耶～

生是为了证明
爱存在的痕迹
火燃烧后更伟大的生命
杀是为了歌颂
破灭前的壮丽
夜是狼深邃眼睛
孤独等待黎明

我是否已经注定
这流离的宿命
我残破的羽翼
直到你
是你让我找回自己

生是为了证明
爱存在的痕迹
火燃烧后更伟大的生命
杀是为了歌颂
破灭前的壮丽
夜是狼深邃眼睛
孤独等待黎明

嘿～哎——

dont really know what it means yet, but it such a beautiful song!!

|| Pinch me. || 1:50 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006

i like


Starbucks' vanilla latte better than Tully's.

Starbucks is yummy and keeps me awake.
Tully's is okay and makes my heart beat faster.
(Basically, I can feel the caffeine working. Which is bad.)

So there. Drink Starbucks.

Please drink responsibly.

Or your wallet will cry.

|| Pinch me. || 11:18 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

I was so busy I had to blog. But these few days, I'm so busy I can't even blog.

HAHAHA.

Well actually, in my groggy state now, that's all I felt like typing.

thank you for reading!

oh.

Did I tell you that I can't guess ages?

Over here people just look older.. I thought this guy was 23. He's 19 =__=

Maybe it's the stress of being in the department and not getting enough sleep?

Or perhaps I look old too O_O

......have
accounting
cs303
cs326 to do today.

T_T

|| Pinch me. || 9:47 AM

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