WATER


I love water!!!

You know H2O can stand for other things? Like Hot Hot Orgasmic...

But don't you feel that swimming makes your mouth dry?
I was a ba chang(dumpling) and now I am a chao tar ba chang.

Anyways! Me and my dear pig and fish went out yesterday! I could see her eyelashes but both me and Rachel failed to notice than she clipped her hair up HAHA we lousy. Then the fish finally took me to NYDC. Still skeptical about whether it's a local thing, cause if I ever opened a joint in SG I'll name my cafe "Land of the lah."

and it's sister cafe
"Dere Lorh."
So people will go "Let's go Dere Lorh!"
"huh? Where?"
"Dere Lorh!"
"WHERE?"
"DERE LORH!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

Anyways apparently she wasn't very pleased with my reaction to her favoritest cake.
AND GUESS WHO WE MET! O.O No no wasnt some hot guy willing to show us his abs and whisk us away to see captain jack sparrow... IT WAS JADE! O-o

SHE DIDN'T RECOGNIZE ME!! HAHAHAHAHA

well, not that it was that much of a good thing.

I finally bought a bigger bag! Even my mom said it was nice!!

She asked me how much money I have left and I said 50. ( I left the house with 45.)
O_o

My future career choice is probably a loan shark. WHAHA!

MY TUMMY IS STILL ON MEEEEEEEE

Today I was pratically a couch potato.
I flipped on the tv and there was this weight loss show. Apparently she lost 6 kg some. from 58 to 53kg.

AND GUESS WHAT?!

I'm 2 kg heavier than her. =___=

My lovely imaginary hot guys say "eh, even though she's lighter you still look skinnier than her!"

AHHHHH.

I didn't exercise in the end WHAHAHA.

Went to east coast park to eat hokkein mee and coconuts. mm. The Hokkein Mee uncle was so nice. He gave me one more prawn than my mom LOL. But he gave my mom more sotong. lol. fair.

Oh! I endured a whole day of cute jap guy brainwashing with Fiona too. I successfully ignored all of her classmates because somehow my carbo filled brain was thinking "peh. smilling takes too much effort and talking uses up too much brain."

I'm truly soaking up the singaporean goodness.

And Rachel reminded me that we're both not going to spend the next few years in SG so it'll be our last national day together for a while. O-o I shall enjoy watching her get into the spirit. lol.

|| Pinch me. || 9:15 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

why sometimes I hate myself


1. I hate when I have bad hair.
2. I hate it when I can feel and see my fats.
3. I hate it when my clothes touch me reminding me that I'm fat.
4. I hate it when my mom says "YOU FAT!".
5. I hate it that I dont have a perfect figure.
6. I hate it when I'm not wearing nice clothes.
7. I hate it when I care so much about my looks.
8. I hate that my face is so oily and that my skin is imperfect.
9. But the great thing is that I only hate myself sometimes.

Pfft.

10. I hate that I'm lazy to do anything about my fats. lol.

Should go jogging!!! GAH I HATE RUNNING =_=

"You scoff at people who become so self conscious because of the media yet you fail to realize that you're drowning in it too."

<-- an unwitting victim.

|| Pinch me. || 5:08 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

my trivial love affair


To my beloved chicken thighs, spare ribs and sirloin steaks, I have ditched you once again for the innocent looking TOFU!!!!

Gasp as you will!

Why did I fly halfway across the world only to meet up with my beloved tofu?

WONDER WONDER! Let me describe its American counterpart. It's LOUD! It screams "HAVE ME! I'm HOT!"

The asian one however, has this element of surprise!

The dainty pieces sit innocently on the plate, decorated with translucent chilli sauce and chopped peanuts. NO SMOKE. NO STEAM.

Then you take a bite.

It's juices flood into your mouth and there you go, screaming obscenities into the chaotic world around you.

Ooo tasty little fiesties they are! <-- sounds like something yoda would say O_o

But they're really really smooth inside!

Man, they scare the shit out of you but you just keep coming back for more *hahah*

To the tofu: Every time we meet, though brief, it leaves me breathless (and screaming for water).

"I will love again~~ though my heart is breaking I will love again, stronger than before!!!"

( all this for tofu. lol shit lah.)

PSST! maybe I do have a thing for younger guys O_o

|| Pinch me. || 10:10 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

curry juice!


This land knows no gravy.

Yesterday we went to MIND CAFE!

Where they overcharge for food, and for the time you were there!!! O_o

But I must say that they have really nice interesting games.

The Asst Manager came up to us and went "oh play this game! A little bit of math, .. BUT only a little bit! (yarh, betcha he thought we were some mental retards or something) Then it's also alot of shouting.. very fun!"

me: "eh, mister, we're very quiet people.."

him: "quiet?!"

XD aw saw past me so quick? hahahaha.

We tried to play the desperate housewives dirty laundry game!!!

Asst Manager: "eh, this one is 18 and above.."

Caryn: "eh. we're twenty already..."

me: "..." speechless.

Actually, NONE of us are 20!! HAHAHAHAHA.

K anyways so we opened the box and turns out we needed to kinda know the show. Wwhich I don't, although recently I've been an avid fan but still, that show leaves me wondering about what happened... earlier. Serves me right for jumping in the last 3 episodes? maybe. Rock on d h addicts. Maybe one of you can lend me your dvd collection.

Caryn: "let's see the rules... OH! Youngest player starts!"

Suddenly I'm staring into the eyes of my new nemesis.es.

What's the plural of nemesis anyways? Nemeni? Nemeny?

K well anyways we gave up and tried to play Granny's apples. And then the Asst Manager guy took that away and then made us play... ah I dont know what he was doing anyways.

We ended up playing jenga truth or dare anyways. The only truth I got was "who controls the remote control in your house?" =__= and everyone knows it's me.

I got all the acting dares though.
"Act like a spoilt brat"
"Pretend you're on a circus tightrope" which i did because at that point mother nature came a-knocking.
"Act like you ate something that tastes really bad"
"Pretend you're juggling"
and my favorite! "Act like you're directing traffic" THE CHEF ACTUALLY WENT WHERE I WAS POINTING!! O_O <-- natural talent!

Here's what the lasagne looks like anyhoo.

A little dark (OKAY ALOT.) but I dont know how to edit pictures XD

|| Pinch me. || 8:35 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

one week!

Been here for a week and I have successfully managed to regain all Singaporeanus <-- notice how the last four words spell anus.... XD Singaporeaness.

Which brings me to tell you the story of my aunt's dog. Well, I call her big sis, but in the formal hierachy she's actually my aunt blabla.

Just as we were about the knock on the door we heard mad scuttling of feet and "ANUS ANUS!!!"

????? ANUS????


nah, the dog's (bitch's lol.) name is VENUS! BAH! Looks far from it to me! Think, if Venus were a bitch! Eh, actually that would be pretty cool MUAHAHA.

"the god of love is a ...bitch.."

Anyways, on to my eating escapades! You can't choose cheese at the Subaways here! Cheese... is JUST CHEESE! NoooO!!! Not that I really like Subway, but we didn't have a choice. It was Sentosa..

It's a bit late but I haven't told everyone about Sentosa -- the land where you get tan, like it or not! Save for some lady who nearly drowned herself in sunblock, we all got sunburnt! Well, my skin was red... luckily it wasn't bad enough to peel! O-o

The weather was ..interesting. We managed to experience 2 of Singapore's 2 seasons in one day. CRAZY RAIN! and CRAZY SUN! =_=

Then when we went back me and rach ate some bread. Sat on the mall floor in front of shops closed for the day.

OH! OH! I have a tan line! The bikini tan line! (or the bra strap tan line whatever) The downside is that I like my upper body tan nbut my lower body is comparatively pasty white. *mental note: swim*

oo. my mom's home.

|| Pinch me. || 10:10 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Yesterday I watched this HongKong film (Oh yes, I HAVE MISSED THEM SOOOO) of some people around our age (18-19) and their falling in love woes. Don't remember the title of the film. Who remembers trivial stuff like that anyways? *_*

There was this girl who went out with an playboy and then she has this other guy who is like her guy buddy who does really dumb things that are sooo sweet T_T and I think he's good looking.. er... well cute looking! Doesn't help that I also like his body type XD
---------------swooning begins--------------------

So he knew that this girl likes the playboy and the playboy isn't giving her enough attention. So he went to another girl's house everday to ask for the playboy's address (like banging on the door thing blablabla) and when he finally got it he went over to the playboy's house on the girl-he-likes's birthday, beat the playboy up, taped his mouth shut, tied his arms in front of him and stuffed a bouquet of flowers in them, and stuffed the WHOLE guy into a sack! XD Then carried him all the way to the girl's birthday party and gave it to the girl! HAHAHA <-- she actually thinks it's sweet. WEIRD. Well of course the girl scolded him and all.

EH!! You want to know the sweetest part? At the end he said "I like you" and then the girl said "You know, for things like 'i like you' it's more important that you keep it in your heart'". Then the guy said "i like you" into his hand and placed it over his heart!! AWWW!!!

----------end of swoon-----------

In case you were expecting more of an update on my Singaporean life, well, too bad haha!

|| Pinch me. || 5:56 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

my sea of stars


I thought I'd miss the stars, but guess what? My apartment has a view of the sea!

I can see the ships, and they have all these lights that look like little stars on the sea! :D Someone told me that the sea around Singapore is a parking lot for those waiting to come into port. :) Who knew parking lots can be so pretty?

You can see the indonesian islands in the distance too.

The water's turquoise, not the deep blue like in Seattle.

And boy, it feels like a sauna. XD

When I said I want to swim every single day, my dear friend screamed "WHAT?! Do you really want a tan that bad?"

Don't you like to float around? :) Besides, I have to get rid of my V-neck tan line! XD

I love this apartment! I wish the inside was as good as the views. We just got granite floors and they look great, but our furniture is deteriorating and our white sofa turned yellow in the humidity. We have no beds so we sleep on the floor, and the parquet is scratched.

We've changed the window treatments but the wall underneath it is rather damp on rainy days and the other walls aren't clean anymore. The stone in the bathroom has lost its lustre and the bed in the masterbed room is so big, we can't really get around it.

Look, I even have bruises on my hip to prove it!

Well, you can't see it anyways.

Guess two months won't be that long after all.

I went to parkway parade today too. It was crowded....compared to Seattle. Well, I've seen worse, but suddenly, I'm not so comfortable with so many people around me any more.

It was after school, so there were all the uniformed kids running around, mostly the young couples. Saw a girl with a cute guy wearing a smug grin on her face walk right past me. (Yeah, the girl was smiling.) lol, I would be smug too if I had someone better looking than me!

I hold myself in high regard, so shut up *hmprf!*

"Well, I can't really tell I'm over him unless I find another guy."

True huh. But I've never liked someone long enough to get over.

"So, you're the type that gets over people very quick huh?"

Well, probably not anymore. O.o Need to find a target first!

Ooo water is good.

|| Pinch me. || 4:53 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

SG!



ALL EXCITED!

It's funny how even though I try not to put up a front for people to see, I do it anyways when I blog. =___=

I watched cars. AGAIN AHAHAHAHAA *embaressed*

They say when life is good when you want to wake up everyday because suddenly reality is so much better than your dreams.

Maybe I should be a car too XD. What would I be eh? .... erm... a corolla?

|| Pinch me. || 4:30 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

little tingly youthful feelings



Suddenly I'm thinking whether I should bring my family along (namely, cousins plus brother), because she's supposed to be the center of attraction afterall. =( I don't know what to do!!! Can't believed aku baru sadar lagi bawa empat orang!!! Sheesh, typing in indo is sooo hard. ahem. Can't believe I only just realized that I'm bringing 4 people!!!! *screams!*

That's.... many!!!


thinkthinkthinkthinkthink.... thinks about something else... NO!! thinkthinkthink

mmm. call.

Anyways, my cousins have safely arrived here... in one piece... man! they look different! XD pretty pretty!

For a moment I was thinking.. if I were as pretty.. but, guess not!

"All you have to do is lose a few pounds and stop being so hyper, and be more feminine..."

=/ ah well. Sometimes I try acting like that.. but in the end I feel all fake. Well except when I first meet people, usually am more tame coz I scare em little kids *evil laughter* I'M NOT HYPER!! YOU HAVENT SEEN HYPER! *hmpf* <-- is just easily excited.

impending doom....nooooo

|| Pinch me. || 10:52 AM

ter..mater?


Just watched CARS and I REALLY LIKED IT HAHAHAH!!!!!

<-- still a kid.

I like Mater the best!! :D:D:D:D:D

"Mater... like ter-mater, just without the ter..." AH! I LOVE HIM!

That totally cheered me up for the day!!

Just want to PINCH his rusty cheeks!! WHAOOOO!!!

While cleaning up my room for my two lovely pretty cousins to stay in, I found my journal! Well, journal like thingy.

Anyways. I like Cars. Makes me want to learn how to drive and drive down route 66 one day... maybe with someone special? :D

Why do they always fall in love in movies? :/

----

Okay today I also watched Hotelier where the lawyer Bae yong Jun guy proposed to the tall lady... and suddenly he became so SWOON WORTH. ???? WTF????

I confuse myself! How could I think that he's swoon worthy when he was down right un swoon worthy in Winter Sonata???? Anyways, I didn't like Winter Sonata. I watched 3 episodes.

AH! But that tall lady in Hotelier was such a good actress! She totally made me believe that the Bae Yong Jun guy was drop dead ... er... SUAVE.

O_o. Indeed.

|| Pinch me. || 12:28 AM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

sure fire way to cheer you /me up



1. Sing the national anthem into your brother's ear for one hour. :D (And I found out my version I typed up last night is totally wrong.)
2. And realize that he tried to sing it back but he doesn't know the lyrics HAHAHA.
3. Watch fireworks! Scream at every big one! "BIG!"
4. Have a good haircut. :D
5. Pretend that some hottie is checking you out. HAHAHA
6. eh, doing this

**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
- ummm..... (I'm always confused.)
- I'm geeky.
- I hate being geeky.
- But I also like being geeky.
- My whole life is somewhat a contradiction.
- I need to wake up early tomorrow.
- I tried to make the same bracelet 3 times and failed.

**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
- Cockroaches (GAH!)
- Dolls
- Losing myself
- Becoming ugly
- Crying
- ...knowing the unknown? I believe ignorance is truly bliss.
- eh. COCKROACHES!

**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
- eh mammy! You sexy! (somewhere in the tokyo drift soundtrack)
- Who knew (Pink)
- Six Days (DJ Shadow feat. Mos Def)
- Ain't no other man (Christina Aguilera)
- Ordinary People (John Legend)
- Singing in the Rain (Jamie Cullum)
- Shining over you (HYDE)

**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
- blah blah blah... ya know?
- It's like..
- That's awesome!
- gah!
- umm
- SUre....
- I-ma go take a crap.

**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST**
- Friends and Family
- fireworks.
- stars.
- myself
- food
- lights
- sparklies (HAHAHAH Betcha figured out by now huh! I only need food and light! and you people, of course.)

**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
- fiona
- ???
- ???
- ???
- ???
- ???
- ???

"I don't read the newspapers coz they all have.... ugly print."

|| Pinch me. || 12:52 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

They were friends. She was his friend because he made her smile. He did the darnest things she never dreamed of doing. He was her friend because she talked. Alot.

But he wasn't there for long. The things he did that made him carefree also pulled him down.

Then they drifted apart. He knew where she lived. But she never knew where he went after his visits. Then she moved.

One day she caught a glimpse of him again. A basketball player. Once just a scawny kid, he was now.. well, better looking than she could have imagined him to be. Then the elevator doors closed. He was gone.

Was it really him? I only caught a glimpse.

Hey, you know what? I don't even remember your name. Do you think I'll be able to see you again?

Someone reminds me of you. How will it be like for you to see me again? To see how I've changed? Yeah, well, I'm still ugly and I've grown chubby, but how is it like to see that I don't reach out the way I used to?

Sometimes I wish I walked up to you and asked if it was really you. If only I did huh.

How are you now? Will you ever visit me again?
-------------------------


Oh kay... done with the mellowness haha, I wonder why I thought of him.

To think that the person who helped me get back on my feet was..

Man, that shooting star wish? I should have wished to bump into him again.


*reads* wow I sound like a lovelorn freak O_o

Betcha where ever he is he's not thinking of me. He was the naughtiest boy in school afterall.

anyways, on to my incredibly late day!

I want to watch the devil wears prada!! I dont think I'll be able to watch it here because I'll be busy busy busy!

Cousins coming in on the 5th and I'll be heading back to dear SG mates on saturday... will reach by monday, afternoon or something.. or night... forgot.

anyways, it's JULY 4th!!! I have noone ( well, one person, but I'd rather more people) to watch fireworks with! Dont exactly feel like watching with my parents this time... In the meantime I have to memorize the star spangled banner.

It goes

Oh say can you hear (hmm dunno if right)
In the dawn's early light.. (hmmmmmmmmmmm)
errr....

crazy man!!! How can I forget my own national anthem?? I should be slapped.

Marikitaya ya singapura sama sama mmenuju, behagia~~

OMG.

Oh hey!! I'll be in town for SG'S national day!! I want to watch the NDP! Take note rachel!! :D K well that's it.

My horoscope said that one of my good friends is moving away and that it's a big blow to me. erm. Big blow? I GET TO GO TO UK BECAUSE OF HER HUAHAHAHHAH!!!! Hotties! UFOOO!

All I think about is guys guys guys..... lol. Well sometimes it's guy guy guy only. But mostly it's GUYS. HAHHAHAHA.

g'nite.

|| Pinch me. || 1:55 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

if i had a HUGE garden, there would be a mini fruit garden with orange, plum, apricot, banana, apple and strawberry trees! Do strawberries grow on trees? =_= oh well. and there would be blueberry bushes.....

and I'd have a vinyard and someone could teach me how to make really good wine.. oh! and a vegetable garden too! with carrots, watermelon (erm. not a veggie) tomatoes, some green leafy vege-mah-thingys...

and in the vineyard there'll be a wooden swing and benches and stuff and the view would be .... astounding, with a mountain in the backdrop and there'll be bright blue skies when it's not raining and sweet smelling showers if it does.

Today I close a chapter in my life. Or so I hope to.

But this chapter never really began. Once again, everything comes crashing down because I have zilch people skills.

You know when rachel said she liked veined hands? I like warm hands. :)

Do you wonder? Why did it have to be you? Why I can't trust you?

I wonder. I wonder why I can't find the right thing to say. Everytime. Bury it and think of something else to say! Did circumstances just happen to be that way? Did it start because she told me?

Maybe we can work it out. It's not nice to be mean to someone huh. I know how it feels to be on the receiving end.

You'll never know. I would have disliked you. All because of your hands.

Friends? Maybe. one day.

|| Pinch me. || 11:12 PM

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