oh noes!

It's almost 5am -- I havent slept and I have one more memo to do!! well, more like one and a half! I'm totally bullshitting at this point because I didnt do my reading to understand what's going on!

And 2 chapters to read!!

And one homework to do!!

Noooo!!!! HELL WEEKK!!! *stress*

|| Pinch me. || 4:54 AM

Monday, January 29, 2007

oh no! Another day without sleep!

T_T Somebody save me!!

|| Pinch me. || 9:31 PM

slugging away.


I'm half dead and worried about my paper due on tues.

Havent started and there's loads to read, as well as loads of catching up to do before I can even start on the paper. That, and my pending project.

This week will be over in a flash!

|| Pinch me. || 12:42 AM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

you'll begin to wonder why you came


Next week:
2 midterms -- one of which I am 4 chapters behind
1 project due
1 paper due
1 homework due

I don't know how to write the FASB research paper :(

I hate losing friends. Because once you lose them, it's so hard to get them back.

You dont realize how much you care about people until you see them in pain. Then you begin to thank your lucky stars that at least they're still breathing when you come home at night.

It's also when you begin to realize that you're an overprotective freak. Well I AM, XD.

Why is it that we always think the "realistic" future looks so bleak?

Like we always say the perfect scenario would be (well for me at least):

1. No sane guy in their right mind will fall for someone as thorny as me.
2. Graduate, and find work as an engineer @21-23
3. Get a CPA cert @22
4. Get promoted to managerial position/ head of marketing team in two years.@23
5. Hopefully get into law school @23
6. Have a really tough but rosy graduate life @24-26
7. Make my first million @30

First of all, I hear many of you saying "YEAH RIGHT..." and some of you saying "soo... where's the LOVE?"

Of course it would be nice to find a lifetime companion, and to be walked down the aisle, and to carry my babies around, and to take my kids to their grandparents', and of to hobble hand in hand up and down the path in the park when you're all old and wrinkly...

But now, I just can't think of it. Love is .. a mystery.

Someone once told me "Dont put your head in the clouds all the time, you'll get pushed down, and when you do, you'll fall harder than the rest."

Soo.. I'll just wait until I'm old before I allow anyone to shoot me down.

|| Pinch me. || 2:51 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

This is Midori





Melon Liquor

|| Pinch me. || 3:55 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

lol I cant stop!!



30 secrets about myself (as the instructions say)

1. What does your friendster Name MEAN?
== lol now you know where I got this thingy..

2. where was your default pic taken?
== I drew it.

4. What is your current relationship
status?
== single and unattached

5. Honestly, does your crush like you
== honestly, I wouldn't know.

6. What is your current mood?
== slightly amused.

7. What do you love most?
== my family.

8. What makes you happy?
== recovering from cancer.


9. Are you musically inclined?
== lol, hell no~

10. If you could go back in time, and
change something, what would you
change?
== nothing. I've made mistakes I'm happy for.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE
day- what would you be?
== penguin. I can swim all day...

12. Ever have a near death experience?
== almost.

13. Something you do a lot?
== daydream.

14. What's the name of the song that's
stuck in your head right now?
== Boston. "she said I'm going to Boston~~"

15. Who did you copy and paste this
from?
== Caryn

16. Name someone with the same b-day
as you:
== Jesus.

18. Have you ever sang in front of a
large audience?
== entire school. :)

20. What's the first thing you notice
about the OPPOSITE sex?
== umm build.

21. What do you usually order from
Starbucks?
== green tea latte. hah. it's not even coffee XD

23. Ever had a drunken night?
== no.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or
TV shows?
== who lives in a pineapple under the
sea...?

26. Do you have braces?
== used to.

28. Name something funny that happened
to you?
== heard this muushy couple behind me, and as I got up to go, I turned around to look, lo and behold!! It's the couple MAUHAHAHAH!!! RIIMU COME SEE!!

29. Do you speak any other language?
== Chinese, Indonesian.

30. What's your favorite smell?
== towels out of the dryer. *SNIFFFF!!!!* XD

Repost this as "30 secrets about
myself"

|| Pinch me. || 10:11 PM

How stupid have I been?

"Caryn did this, and I thought it was fun and not just a little reflective."--Fiona

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

total:1

Level 2
(x) bitched about someone else?
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight

total:4

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had a crush on someone?
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(x) gone out on a blind date

total:2


Level 4
(x) had a crush on a younger person?
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen something die
(x) literally kicked someone's ass

total:4

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your
classmates
(x) been to China
( ) been to Spain
( ) been to Iceland
( ) thrown out for drinking

total:2

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone through friendster
(x) been called an as*****
(x) lied?

total:4

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
( ) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud
shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel

total:2

Level 8
( )had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

total:3


Level 9
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

total:3


Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

total:1

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalize
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

total:2

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident

total:1

Level 13
(x)had/have braces
(x)eaten a whole pint of ice cream in
one night
(x)had a headache
(x)swam at night

total:4

Level 14
(x) ever had someone gone on your
nerves?
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with something
(objects not humans)

total:4

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the
world
(x)swam in the sea
(x) felt like you were dying

total:3

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with
crayons/colored & pencils/markers
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

total:4

Level 17
( ) done something you told yourself
you wouldn't
( ) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage
came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

total:1

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

total:3

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with
a car full of people
(x) had a wish come true
( ) Humped a monkey

total:1

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a football
game.
( ) swimming with dolphins

total:1

Level 21
( ) got your tongue stuck to a
pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes

total:1

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3
hours
(x) stayed up all night

total:3

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off
the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) aren't scared to watch scary movies
alone
(x)been at a freezing cold place?
( )ate a blueberry pie?

total:1

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more then 10 pairs of
shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

total:2

count the total and write out "i did
55 out of
125 crazy
things

|| Pinch me. || 9:29 PM

Pain is weakness leaving the body.

To think I would remember this phrase from someone I didn't even consider a friend.

But, thanks. I can see what changed you.

(:

Today my attempts at keeping awake in class were futile again. And I just found out this *OOOOO* someone sits behind me everyday in class (DANG!). And everyday I give him front row seats to the-nina-nods-off-violently show.

You know, I dont think it's any use in having this blog. Today I just suddenly found out that I have a communication-phobia.

How do you talk to someone... so different?

It's not like I'm trying to be snotty or anything, but I can't think of what to say! So instead of showing you my blank face, I'd rather not show my face at all.

But being the fickle girl that I am, I want to know more about these people. Why can't everyone just be friends? true friends, not just smiley faces that come and go...

|| Pinch me. || 9:02 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

looks aren't everything


Yesterday I tried:
Midori sour
Baileys w/ milk
rasberry vodka
melon vodka
midori and sprite

actually that's it lol

Some bottles are dressed up really nicely but the liquid inside is *BWAYUEH*.

I also found out yesterday that nina is totally not a party girl when you dump her with a bunch of strangers.

|| Pinch me. || 11:53 AM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

R.I.P.


Mr-pock-mark-snowman got too big headed when alot of people came and took his picture.

The sun told him not too but he didnt listen so the sun made his neck smaller. then it snowed again and Mr-pock-mark-snowman's head got even bigger!!

Then a tiny wind blew and OFF ROLLED HIS HEAD and crashed into the ground, shattering into 5 snow piles..

=(

In loving memory,

|| Pinch me. || 10:14 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

|| Pinch me. || 9:37 PM

women shoppers


Today the school newspaper (appropriately named "THE DAILY") had an article talking about the sudden appearance of large female groups (and the occasional brave/dumb/kaypoh male) mingling around the bargain bin at Victoria Secrets. All have one goal in mind -- to dig out that one pair of perfect $9.99 knickers -- which will be seen by astounding .000000001% of the population.

Quite frankly, the sale didn't really attract me. I'm quite a fan of the $3 for 10 cotton panties you get on the street in Singapore (or Indonesia). Shameless, I know. These cheapo panties never fail to give you the PERFECT VPL, but they're oh-so-comfortable and disposable (you know, when that time comes and you're left without a vital piece of "bread"...etc...).

Then the great VS semi annual sale comes rolling in, bringing with it a storm of women demanding their deceivingly "cheap" underwear; and bringing with them, other than large wallets, a variety of elbowing techniques designed to push others away from that last piece of size S... Then they get their hands on it and rush to the cashier before someone snatches it out of their grasp. Safety comes in the form of a payment.

Dont like it? Make use of the 30 day return policy! All you need is your receipt and a signature.

So the article was saying that this species called the female shopper can be categorized into 3 basic trends: the lingerie digger, bath product sniffer, and shoe junkie. of course The Daily did not put themselves in a position to be sued by the 54% female population of the school, so they actually put what I said in a less dramatic fashion.

so... WHAT AM I?



Yes, I am a combined case of the chronic bath and body works sniffer and shoe junkie.

XD ahhh shopping can probably make one insane. and terribly broke.

|| Pinch me. || 12:53 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Let it snow let it snow let it snow!


Today I went home early to avoid the evening commute and driving in the dark..

So.. I built a SNOWMAN!!!

Presenting... Mr-pock-mark-frosty!!



Remember all those postcards and cartoon pics of nice round balls of ice stacked on top of each other?

LIES!! All lies! It's soo hard to make a nice round ball! Perhaps it's just me drowning in my own stupidity, I used the following method:

1. Gather snow.




2. Pat into a mound.



Can you see Mr Frosty taking shape?

3. Try to make a ball. Then compare size. (changing into more comfortable pants optional)




4. Stick Jellybeans of chosen color as eyes. Do not use them for the mouth because the sun melts the snow and the pieces drop out.. resembling what used to be my 2 year old cousin -- it wont stop drooling.

(picture of retarded snowman has been deleted to preserve the dignity of all other snowmen around the world)

5. Pose with snowman!




I got my brother to pose with Mr-pock-mark-frosty when he came home.




Isn't the color of Mr-pock-mark-Frosty cool? That's lime flavored jellybean!

|| Pinch me. || 5:46 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

blurred


due to lack of sleep, my entire world is in a haze now.
I finished my homework yesterday, but I have plenty more to do...

Was looking forward to seeing my bed after so long; but it snowed and Seattlites flocked to the freeway to get home. So now I'm stuck here (in schooooolll) monitoring the traffic conditions.

I thought I had 20 dollars. So I went into Starbucks, dreaming up a nice warm cuppa latte... I stepped in, attracting the attention of more than a few people. The lady asked me if she "could get" me "anything?". Somehow something was nagging me... so I told her "actually, I need to check how much I have.." then I opened up my wallet. What I thought was a 20 dollar bill was a.. ONE dollar bill!!!! Shocked and flabbergasted at the situation I was in, I mumbled "erm. I dont have enough..." and that did it. It FULLY sealed the deal of malu-ating myself!!! So I walked out, in plain sight of the more than select few people who were still staring at me.

Gah so much for nice warm cuppa latte. :( If it snowed in Singapore, at least I could walk home..

And I have ONE dollar for the night. Great. Thanks.

Well at least I'm still in school with access to a bathroom, computer, and water. My bro is out there in traffic since 4.30pm, hope he's doing ok.

|| Pinch me. || 7:01 PM

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.



How Is Your Inner Child?

|| Pinch me. || 7:01 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

happy new year!


the first thing I did in 2007:

Scream "yay!!"

Fart.

Burp.

Because I ate too much ice cream on...


the last day of 2006


I spent the day with my family

went to eat at Mike's Noodle for lunch and then at SushiLand for dinner!

Then we went home to play Apples to Apples with Fara and her BF.

Also I called up a few people and got "scolded" by some for ignoring them for the whole 2006... But I still didnt have the guts to call Mr Football. (lest he throw a football at me and I die of concussion)

Overall it was a really good end to a good year, and I'm glad I didnt spend it around drunk people at one of those new year parties on the ave. :)

My new year's reolutions!

- learn how to drive. for real now!
- get good grades
- live life and dont be scared anymore
- make new friends
- get involved

2007 will be a test. No matter what, family should still come first.

|| Pinch me. || 12:09 PM

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