I didnt know that showering before you sleep makes you feel alot better in the morning!! AHAHAHAH! I didn't know that running also makes you feel better about yourself!! (though I only jogged for 20min)

WHOOO!!!

Anyways, even though I was forced to sign up to join a band, I'm actually REALLY excited!! Can't wait to meet the band members, choose a name.. but wonder if they have any use for me. It's not like i can sing or play the sax well enough to perform. :)

Finished my papers! One more to go and a project and a quiz! whoo!

|| Pinch me. || 9:04 AM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

b p.


You know, I just realized that I'm not the type of girl that will just willing do whatever my guy says. I'll be like "WTF, do it yourself!"

Maybe coz I was brought up with a brother, or maybe it's because I've never liked someone enough to do things they say without qualms.

No, I'm not the typical asian girl. I dont cook and clean just because. I do it because I like to smell good, and I get weird cravings. i HATE cleaning up after guys, esp those who DONT APPRECIATE it. Like they EXPECT the girl to do it. No, if that's the case I'd rather be single.

The only problem is that I've been single for so long that I dont even know what flirting is.

Quote: "Nina, that's beyond lack of women's intuition."

I've always thought I'd never compare to the girls he usually hangs out with. They're all nice and pretty... Why would he even look at me?

Then. Guess what?

ANyWays... just reminiscing.

:)

It'll take a while before I can read the signs on my own.

|| Pinch me. || 10:21 PM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

radiothon!


Today was my day for volunteering at the Children's Hospital! We pick up phones for the donation lines.

I signed up for the second shift, which was at 12pm-4pm. But a week after I signed up they said the times were changed to 5am - 9am.

Woke up at 3am to go there at 4am (the earliest in my life). Then it turned out that there was a mix up and we were supposed to be there at 12pm. =__= *right.* I should have just ignored the email.

But it was fun nonetheless, I got to talk to 2 new people! Also found that the world has its share of boring people. I'm not going to remember a person if you tell me how many classes you're taking or how many great instructors you've had. But if you tell me something interesting, like how your tear ducts were closed when you were born and they had to be opened...

I'm happy to be in BAP :))

Finished my finance paper today *yays!*

I wish someone could tutor me in cost accounting, because I'm a cost accounting RETARD T_T

|| Pinch me. || 12:12 AM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

auction!


As you all know (or dont know) I joined an organization called Beta Alpha Psi (bap).

It's a fraternity-like organization for accountants.

All members have to fulfill a certain amount of hours. (volunteering, attending meetings)

so in order to fulfill my hours in one shot I signed up at this auction thingy. We have some sort of training, and the guy in charge offered carpools, so I thought "hmmm free ride??" As you all know it's dangerous to be sitting in a car with me as I'm a stinky time bomb and a loud mouth, so I thought about it really carefully..

But in the end I unceremoniously planted myself down in his car. (Not before finding out how he looks like from another friend "oh.... that's his friend!")

The funny thing is that the first time I saw this guy was at someone's 21st bday party. (ya, THAT one) But never got the guts to go up and say hi. So he just got labeled in my head as "Ed's friend".

So today he got promoted (in my head, again) to XXXXXXX (his name).

Hopefully I made a new friend XD if not then, well, he's still Ed's friend.

|| Pinch me. || 12:22 AM

Monday, February 19, 2007

HAPPY CNY!


This CNY is special because my dad got baptized! Yay!

I stuffed myself with crabs and cake, and who can forget, ICE CREAM!!
Yeah, sure, it's cold outside, but sweetness makes it all worth being cold on the inside too! XD

Also I was going to complain here about a someone someone, but I found a living person to complain to... so...

I know. You're all speechless.

Hey, it's CNY. Not a time to be bitching. For father someone said today in church (yes, I went to church. How else was my dad baptized?) that I should care for those that dont care about me (see prev post) and that I should forgive those who have sinned against me.

And that I should not seek to take back what was stolen from me, but to give the person who wishes to take my cloak my tunic too. And that I should be kind to people who arent kind to me.

Man, suddenly I realize that Jesus was SOOOO MUCH A better person than I will EVER BE.

XD HAPPY PIGGY YEAR everyone!

|| Pinch me. || 12:17 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007

poker!


Today BAP held a Casino Royale social with 20 tubs of ColdStone ice cream! Even though my original intention was to gorge myself with food, I ended up sitting at a poker table and decided "what the heck, let's play!". Thus I sacrificed my stuffing-face-with-glorious-oh-glorious-ice-cream time to reap in almost the whole table's chips.

Then... my beginner's luck betrayed me when I went for an all-in!! XD but at least one of us at the table got a prize! Good job Queenie! <-- isn't that a cute name!!

I want to know more whites. I cant stay in the safety net of Asians. Just because they look different from me doesn't mean that I have to be scared of them. We're all human right? Why is it easier to talk to Asians? Baffling.

But now that I know how to play poker (tho my face gives away my cards ALL THE TIME LOL) I can always use the line "hey, do you play poker?"

YES NINA GO!!

I got to know ONE new person. :D

There are many friendly people around!

-----

There was once this girl in N's life
who came in and took all her stress away. Finally, N thought, there's a friend who will be there to play with me! (yes. play. I still like to play.) But what she took away she put back in double, for you see, her brain power was 4 times N's. The girl played because she knew she could play and finish her homework before going to bed. But N couldn't keep up.

But this girl didn't care about N even though N wanted a friend. N wanted to be her friend. But this girl didn't care. This girl thought of N as "someone who is here to play with me. if she ever leaves, then it's ok, because she's the past, and there'll always be people to play with me". N found that out.

N was mad. N wanted to tell her "look at me! I'm not just someone you can store in your file of 'used and gone'!" But N knows she cant tell her that. Because the girl doesn't care. N felt used. N started disliking her. N turned to someone else for help. N listened to that someone else's story about this girl. N started protecting someone else. N believed someone else, refusing to listen to what this girl had to say.

This time N was wrong. This girl's story was true. N always found things out the hard way.

But now that N knows the truth, N thinks "what's the point in having me listen to all your woes and comfort you, when I know that you'll never be there when I need you?". N doesn't want that. N doesn't know why she thinks of this girl as a friend.

You can't call someone you don't care about a "friend".

Now N doesn't know who to share things with. N just realized that both someone else and this girl aren't people N can count on.

I want to go to sg now and hug all my friends who are always there for me. I love you guys :D

|| Pinch me. || 1:01 AM

Monday, February 12, 2007

I am seriously going to go on a shopping spree very very soon HAHAHA

BABYGAP HERE I COMEE!!! To the special ladeee: CONGRATULATIONS!! XD

Dont know when the baby will be due though hah. But suddenly I feel like going to babyGap. Too bad rachel isnt here, we can't go "awww" together.

:)

|| Pinch me. || 4:11 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

blooger.com


I was wondering why i couldnt get into the blogger page.

You know how some people say that if it's the last day of their lives, they'd like to do alot of things in a day?

For some really odd reason I think I'd just stay at home. :/

I'd go out into the backyard for a picnic and stare at the sky counting the clouds...
I'd cuddle up in my blanket and watch food network or travel channel, I'd light up the fireplace and oggle at it, I'd hug my mom and dad, I'd hit my brother on the head, I'd see how all my friends are doing.. but most likely if it were really my last day on earth, I might not have the heart to tell them.

Why am I writing all this? It's not like I want to die; I have so many grand things I want to do! But just what if huh...

Like if I'm old and I actually got married, I would like to spend the day with someone special. If I'm in Singapore I'd probably want to see all my friends. And go to east coast park (yeah. it was THAT much of my childhood). I'd sit on my balcony and let the wind blow all my hair off.

I've learnt that it's not so bad being innocent. At least all the evil in the world didnt taint your image of life.

So why the depressing post? Because of a stupid commercial song XD! The lyrics said "if this were the last day of your life".

They were advertising diamonds.

(why would you buy a diamond if it were the last day of your life??? wtf.)

|| Pinch me. || 1:08 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

loudmouth


dude. did noone teach you not to talk so loud in the library??

|| Pinch me. || 3:42 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

I'm freaking out


I'm really freaking out. I'm shocked that I'm so horrified. I'm too scared to sleep. I don't want to fail. I really don't want to fail.

OMG I'M SO SCARED OF THIS MIDTERM!!

I'm scared to look at my notes! There's so much!! HELP!!!

I think I'm going PSYCHO!! It's like I kinda know but I dont kinda know *AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO STUDY FOR!! * CRY!

|| Pinch me. || 11:44 PM

what a loser


In my guilty state of mind for skipping class, I attempted to inform my instructor.

And since I really dont know what to say to her, I asked if we did anything important. (JUST TRYING TO BE POLITE DAMMIT.)

And I could practically hear her scoffing at me during her reply back.

"What a strange question! I feel that everything we do in class is important. Check the website to see what you missed."

Man, I feel like an idiot. I should have just disappeared instead of telling her I didn't make it to class 'cause I didn't feel well when I woke up.

I swear she hates me. She knows my face and name, which has probably changed to "LOSER" in her books.

It's not that I dont know the things in class is important, HECK I learn everything about her lesson at home before class anyways! I KNOW what we did in class!!

Grr. Focus, nina focus! You dont have time to be beating yourself about this!!

*ARGHHHH!!!!*

|| Pinch me. || 9:13 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

today I went bleach crazy -- finally caught up 30 chapters.

To show my immense support for our dear girl orihime, I went on on youtube and found this:



I like the way the author did his job. Some of the fanart... was .. too far fetched lol.

Okay, enough of my otaku side. It's only to bleach really, though I'm only following because of Orihime and Rangiku.

Other than that ... I didnt really do anything today, and I have a midterm in 9 hours. shit XD

|| Pinch me. || 11:09 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

dont they ever get bored?


I find myself being such a hypocrite every time I have to entertain people.

Look, I like having guests around. I really do. But not when I have a midterm coming up and you've been here for, oh let's see now.. 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm and counting.

It makes me regret my decision to stay home and study because, who am I kidding, how am I supposed to concentrate? Did anyone not tell you that I have the attention span of a goldfish?!

I've been wanting to make my rice krispy treats to munch on while my brain crunches away at homework, but since you've occupied the kitchen area (not to mention that again you'll finish everything I've made) as well as filling the WHOLE house with noise, I really cant do anything except wait for the peaceful sound of your car driving away.

Oh, now that you've moved down to the lower level I'm mortified that you'll actually come one more down and see me typing things behind you're back.

Looks like I have to stop here, walk up the seven steps of stairs that seperate us, and gladly offer you another cup of coffee.

|| Pinch me. || 9:04 PM

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